This is a Vertical Horizon song that Gary Allen chose to show his feeling's concirning his wife's suicide. a very sad video.

link to video

click on "Best I Ever Had"

that's really sad... i don't know what i would do if my boyfriend were to kill himself or anything along those lines. i would be devastated. i can't imagine what gary allen is going through.

yeah, they had 6 kids together, and for some reason killed herself.