This is a song I wrote a long time ago and I found it yesterday, you peoples can either A. call it an unfinished song which is what it is, or B. call it a poem. But what ever it is I got music to it now from my highly intoxcated friends so here it is:
Bruises
Well you want to pretended that these bruises on me arent real
But Im telling you now I wish they were fake too
You tell me to leave my house
But where would I go now
I'm stuck in this place and you wont even help me out
Well you think I'm lying
Telling you these things to seem cooler
But why would I lie about the pains I have to take
I try to hide it behind my smile
But it always seems to show though my eyes
Cant you see that not show my my sorrow is my mistake
Chorus
Im killing my self
Bending backwards so you would come over
And I can see now that that was a mistake
But when you stare at me some how everythings okay
All the bad thing just seem to blow away
And now all I want you to do is hold me and tell me every thing will be okay
Well i know that I am a nutt-case
And I know Im not okay
And when all these things happen
I just want to kill myself and scream
Im so tired and so lonely
And this weather is killing me
So sing me a song
And tell me of beautiful nights
Tell me of roses and Love Stories that have come true
Chorus
I dont need much from you
But I know it sounds like I do
I just need you to hold me
And keep me calm on those fearful nights
And after the beatings to take me away
So please just come and love me
Please just whisk me away