Before i start, i just need to say that, i decided a couple of months ago that i would like to do a little AP after talking about an experience i had when i was little with a friend which i may or may not start a topic about at some point. I already have a very deep understanding of meditative states and decided that perhaps before i try the "my technique" i would try to feel my way intuitively to see where my....i duno, psychic instincts take me?...anyway so theres the background

ok, i dont know what happened here, this was the first time i really
went for it full throttle. I was listening to my breathing and moving from this into a state of calm, acceptance and nothingnous. I was visualising...not visualising, but just letting go of consciousness...not wakefullness, but letting go of my physical grip to...everything, letting my mind rise.
A funny thing happened before the AP/Lucid dream experience took place, at one point, my eyes (closed), kind of slowly lost their grip, they became light in feeling, until they jerked suddenly (it was a bit of a shock) and were open...it was a very strange sensation and it caused me to loose my fluidity with the moment...should i have allowed them to jerk like this (hmm, i didnt allow them, it was like a reflex), was this my consciousness grabbing hold of my body again?
Anyway, i turned over and started again. Something strange happened, but it was all so quick and dream like. I felt this slight pop in my head, it was a little like you hear noise underwater and then i was floating but i was too...unconscious? no, too, i dont know what..ha haaa it was strange, but what was stranger is the fact that someone was assisting me. It was a he and i think his name began with "L" although he did not communicate this. He guided me through a sort of blurring corridor (corridoor is the only way to describe) and then he seemed to go through a door (not a door, the only way to describe)? on the right and the rest just seems too much like a dream.
I do Lucid dream so i know what the dream state feels like when i am in it, i wonder if this is a "wild" Lucid like what Byron speaks of in his thread. If i did AP i think it was for a very short amount of time before my sub conscious took over perhaps. Maybe the dream had already started when i met the "L" stranger? The part that i am pretty sure was dreamt after this was uncomfortable, not frightening, but uncomfortable because although i knew i was dreaming, the experience of AP was on my mind. I think i may have dreamt that the "L" character told me that he was just going to go downstairs and go on my computer? for some reason, and then (this is the uncomfortable bit) some other people i dont really like were lying in bed with me which i was not happy about at all, and told them to leave which they did but i was offended by the very nerve of them being there in the first place, this doesnt happen to me in dreams usually, if something uncomfortable happens its because i want it to but this in its way was not, i dont often have to play myself and tell things to go away to make them leave (ha haaa, probably a me version of "the hag").
I do not know whether someone did come and visit me...is this possible? or how far i got before my description starts to define a dream rather than AP because AP is new territory and the dreams were of a different quality...any ideas? edit2: just thought too, these questions would probably be answered by the manual

ha haaaa oh well, i'll experiment a little more first and then check it out.
NICE ONE!!

nn23
edit1: oh yeah, just remembered, before i decided to do it first without trying "the technique" i had read a few posts and people saying about the popping feeling, so it is possible i dreamt that although i was still quite awake when i did feel it and actually it kind of marked the moment where my perceptions all changed, but maybe my perceptions changed just before this and it was my imagination...i duno...ha haaa, i'll have to give it another go and see