I'm only slightly familar with spirit animals or totem animals. I did not really know where to post the following. But I'm hoping to hear someone's point of view on this one.
I recently had an experience where I had a friendship gone wrong. This person began harrassing me endlessly to the point of emotional distress. However this person was also very gifted psychic wise in my perspective. This person had also once told me beforehand that they had a spirit animal that they onced used against another when that person was trying to invade their mind.
So anyway first the nasty emails non-stop and phone calls and suttle threats. My fiancee and I changed the number. Than came what i felt to be psychic attacks. I felt sick to my stomach and such and soon after would recieve a vicious email from that person. it was also happening to another woman as well.
One night i was laying down to go to sleep when I felt like something was violating my my mind. it's really hard to put into words but I'll do the best i can. I close my eyes to see this white mythical animal in full visual attempting to come at me or come into my mind. I immediately identified it as the spirit animal this harrassing person had told me was theirs. I suddenly felt as if my whole being drew up into this tiny area beween my eyes and pushed against it. Than this enormous huge white cat seemed to spring from that spot between my eyes and it sat as if warning the other animal not to come forward. it almost seemed like there was this boundary or unspoken rule of crossing it or something. So anyway the cat leaped forward and literally blew this other animal apart to smithereens and than I felt my being almost drip back into my legs and arms.
I had thought perhaps the logical reason was that I was mentally getting rid of this person's bad energy however after i opened my eyes I was in disbelief of the visual I just had. it was like watching a dream awake with your eyes closed. My daughter came into my room for no reason what so ever and asked if I was okay.So this kind of led me to believe that indeed I was under some sort of Psychic attack by his spirit animal.
Is this possible though? I thought spirit animals were protectors not to be used for trying to harm another, which is exactly what I felt it was trying to do to me. Any input would be greatly appreciated.