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Hello,
My name is Lauren and I am fifth-teen years old. I am currently a resident of the beautiful (and polluted) Garden State. For the most part I could be considered an average (yet 'normally challenged') high-school student, except for one thing...I have powers and there's no one around who can really help me understand my gifts.
Apparently magic and paranormal activity and/or powers in general have run in my family for years. However, my realitives that can in some way relate to my experiences chalk it all up to being "God's Gift" and to not question His plan for me. It's frustrating and I often find myself becoming more and more aggrevated.
They won't explain it to me and they won't answer my questions on why, how, and if I can train myself and my gifts in an effort for them to not confuse, startle, and intrude on my life and mental health as much as they do.
I suppose it would help to explain what exactly I am capable of doing, wouldn't it? Well, first and foremost I am psychic. I cannot predict and/or see things while I'm awake rather they come to me in dreams and later reaffirm themselves in my waking day. Secondly, I am an empathic. I can sense what others are feeling, yet unlike those who can simply feel sympathetic and move on with their lives, I find myself feeling what they feel and not being able to shake their emotions until someone new comes along.
Thirdly, I can astral project (I believe that's what you call it) during sleep and meditation. I often find myself waking up in the middle of the night and it feels like I've been jolted back by something or someone. I've also awoken to discover that I cannot move. Fourth and probably the most disconcerning of all is that I can hear voices. Now before you go and call social services on me their not in my head. I know the difference and they're not telling me to do anything bad, but they do seem to like to talk to me. It's disturbing and I find myself feeling very uncomfortable when they start talking to me in the middle of the night.
I don't want to bother anyone nor do I want to get flamed. I'm just looking for a bit of guidance and I figured that this might be the best place to look for it. If you don't believe me or just simply think that I'm out of my head, that's fine....you wouldn't be the first person to think that I'm crazy. I'm just looking for a bit of help. I'm just trying to understand why I have this and how it all works....maybe even learn how to control it a bit....I don't know...I think that at this point I'm just trying.
Sincerely,
Alt.Buttons013
My name is Lauren and I am fifth-teen years old. I am currently a resident of the beautiful (and polluted) Garden State. For the most part I could be considered an average (yet 'normally challenged') high-school student, except for one thing...I have powers and there's no one around who can really help me understand my gifts.
Apparently magic and paranormal activity and/or powers in general have run in my family for years. However, my realitives that can in some way relate to my experiences chalk it all up to being "God's Gift" and to not question His plan for me. It's frustrating and I often find myself becoming more and more aggrevated.
They won't explain it to me and they won't answer my questions on why, how, and if I can train myself and my gifts in an effort for them to not confuse, startle, and intrude on my life and mental health as much as they do.
I suppose it would help to explain what exactly I am capable of doing, wouldn't it? Well, first and foremost I am psychic. I cannot predict and/or see things while I'm awake rather they come to me in dreams and later reaffirm themselves in my waking day. Secondly, I am an empathic. I can sense what others are feeling, yet unlike those who can simply feel sympathetic and move on with their lives, I find myself feeling what they feel and not being able to shake their emotions until someone new comes along.
Thirdly, I can astral project (I believe that's what you call it) during sleep and meditation. I often find myself waking up in the middle of the night and it feels like I've been jolted back by something or someone. I've also awoken to discover that I cannot move. Fourth and probably the most disconcerning of all is that I can hear voices. Now before you go and call social services on me their not in my head. I know the difference and they're not telling me to do anything bad, but they do seem to like to talk to me. It's disturbing and I find myself feeling very uncomfortable when they start talking to me in the middle of the night.
I don't want to bother anyone nor do I want to get flamed. I'm just looking for a bit of guidance and I figured that this might be the best place to look for it. If you don't believe me or just simply think that I'm out of my head, that's fine....you wouldn't be the first person to think that I'm crazy. I'm just looking for a bit of help. I'm just trying to understand why I have this and how it all works....maybe even learn how to control it a bit....I don't know...I think that at this point I'm just trying.
Sincerely,
Alt.Buttons013
thats all i can say.... thats a great gift! 