QUOTE(tarin @ Feb 28 2006, 08:22 AM) [snapback]1083263[/snapback]
i was laying in bed 2 years ago thinking of the basics of geometry ,i guess. a 3 dimentional plane and possible points on imaginary lines or shapes in that plane.slowly i was adding more points & the space became all encompassing & the points were being added at greater & greater speeds(my points were black dots) until much of my white/clear plane was composed of these points then the picture climaxed with all points being represented, an infinite number of points but i was seeing/comprehending them all & i understood that this overwhelming sight was the same as a single point in another ( parallel?upside-down pyramided?,don't know a sufficient term for it) plane and this structure continued in both directions -smaller? & and larger?- yet was always the same shape?it extended in 2 directions? infinitly and each planes composition was infinite. as this happened i sat up in bed screaming filled with an emotion ive never felt before. a mixture of exciliration immense power and fear as i recognized the power emmotion. as soon as it came it left and i was left confused and afraid & kind of let down. ive not experienced anything like it before or since. it does't have much impact when i try to remember it or explain it. am i just an idiot? any comments? i don't expect much
Look up Benoit Mandlebrot.
I feel like this everyday. There are problems though, whenever I am angry I get upset, and when I get upset -...I think about infinity.. and it bounces back eventually- but at least I'm not angry afterwards... Geometry when you use it with the alphabet, can be very beneficial.
Take my advice on something- take every letter of the alphabet and put them across from A to M in a line- then N to Z on a bottom line. Then connect them with lines. You don't have to use letters, just use points. Every point for each other. Then, take a protractor and use circles.
It's there, take your time.... I got obssessed once, but I got over it- and rarely do I ever talk about it, but it is reference to the OUIJA. When you put all points together, you have both squared and circulair formation. The cross is eventually involved, but only in equal geometrical terms.
It's infinite...smaller, larger, macro-cosmic, micro-cosmic...