QUOTE(Mind_Freak @ Mar 20 2006, 01:07 PM) [snapback]1112688[/snapback]
I'm not a skeptic. Just because I don't believe certain things too easily doesn't make me a skeptic. I am a logical thinker. Nothing less. I don't know what you are trying to prove by saying "your attitude drives me" "it feeds me"... It just makes you look a little foolish, because my attitude is very little, if in any way, flawed.
Again, I am not saying that Psi doesn't exist. I am saying that I am not convinced it does. It is very frusterating trying to explain your reasoning to someone who will, regardless of what you say turn it around, and make you out to be against them... That is not the case at all. Being a grown man, you should know that. I am asking specifically what is it that makes you so sure that it is true? I am completely sincere when I ask this. Other people just say "evidence" or "personal experience", but I am asking you, what is it exactly? Is it faith? Is it personal fact (something that you have witnessed)? Or is it just the fact that you want to believe?
SPECIFICALLY...
If you can't answer this, than you should understand why I have a hard time believing.
I never said your attitude is in any way flawed

, and I relish the opportunity to look foolish.

because that means I am asking questions.
PSI is not my forte, NDE is, although they are both related.
I have personally had an NDE experience, as you are well aware.
What drives my pursuit of the truth (which is yours as well), is that some tell me that it was just a dream, or a hallucination, or a product of the brain, or a bad drug trip....whatever.
Some could take my experience on merit as proof of an afterlife, or alternate reality, but others look for more profound truth and proof, something concrete, something they can hold in their hand, study dissect, in effect material.
I wish I could give you the same experience I had, but I can't.
Therefore you have to take my word that their is something vast out there, something I can't even explain, yet because it is now apart of me, I endeavour to seek out explanations myself as to the root causes, triggers, and understandings of what occurred to me.
What starts the road to discovery is the experience itself.
In understanding the NDE one first looks into brain function, which leads to psychol;ogy, which leads to quantum physics which leads to zero Point Gravity, which leads to alchemy, which leads to ancient traditions, which leads to religious history and ancestral knowledge which leads bringing this knowledge together, throwing away what doesn't resonate with you, compiling what does. It is the map of future understandings and how discoveries are made and future truths are discovered.
In all honesty, the truth you seek is to fluid for you.
One truth leads to another truth and so on.
A truth is the truth only until someone comes along and updates it.
The truth you seek which will satisfy you is not yet discovered. Evidence is mounting, but still you are not convinced.
The truth(proof) of today, leads to the truth of tomorrow which will eventually lead to the truth that you seek.
Because the proof you seek is not readily available to you, you dismiss it, which is fine.
All I say is that i would rather look foolish in seeking the next truth instead of defending the flawed present one.