Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friend all day long, so I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we could talk. He agreed, but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what
was wrong he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset! .
He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say I love
you too.
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do with me anymore. ! He just sat there and watched T.V! . He seemed distant
and absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed, about 10 minutes later he came to bed
and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt
that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that I
could not take it anymore so I decided to confront him with the situation but he
had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I
don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a disaster.
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HIS DIARY
Played a horrible game of golf today! Shot a 95. Can't putt for sh**.
Got laid though.
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