Okay,I'm interesred to know what people think of this.You know those times when you actually realsise your existence fully?I'm sure I'm not the only one here who this happens to.Is there a name for it?It's an intense,usually frightening feeling,that goes away once you find something else to occupy your mind.I get it by looking in a mirror at myself,or looking at my hands.I'm almost getting it just writing this thread.You might get it by reading this thread.Anyway,like I said,I wanna know what other people think of this.I wish I could explain it better,but it's very hard to describe wit the mere medium of words.

I think I know what you mean, but it's not understanding my meaning or the meaning of life.

It's more wondering what the hell I am doing here and how, how it actually happened.

I can't explain it either, because I'm not in the moment. The "moment" only occurs for 10 seconds or possibly shorter...

No,I don't think I realise the meaning of my existence,just become more aware of it's reality,or something.

mine is similar.. a few days ago i suddenly realized that one day i will die. i'm not always going to be around and it scared the utter hell out of me

and every once in a while it will hit me again and scare me all over again

i try to put it out of my mind, and i've had some weak talks with god *shrug* trying to find my peaceful center