Howdy, my name is Paranoid Android, aka PA, and most people would probably describe me as a non-denominational Christian, though I attend an Anglican church - yeah, slightly contradictory at face value...... what I mean is that while I have chosen to meet up with Christians at this specific building, I see Christianity as separate from any organization. The Bible is my guide! God is my saviour, my confidante and my friend, and that, when you pull everything else away, is what Christianity is - a relationship with God.
My Christian testimony (some of you may have read something similar to this in another testimony thread - I'm updating my testimony) is as follows:
I grew up in a home that only partially followed the Bible. It's difficult to describe their beliefs! They closely relate to Old Testament. My knowledge growing up was primarily concerned with the OT. Their beliefs focused on a works-based doctrine, looking forward to the future Kingdom of God. They kept all the Old Testament festivals - atonement, tabernacles, booths, unleavened bread etc, and many of the Laws (clean and unclean foods for example). Jesus had very little mention, and I didn't really hear about him at all until I was 13.
At the time, I didn't care about God. I believed in a higher power (God, if you will). I called myself Agnostic, but was probably closer to an unknowing Deist. I felt, similar to the skeptics here now, that no book or organization can fully contain this higher being, so there was no point in committing to one religion.
From about 16 or 17 onwards, I started alcohol and pot on a regular basis, getting stoned almost every day, if not every day (a friend had a step-dad who was a pot dealer, and he just took a virtually unlimited supply from him). I'd rampage through my hometown at three in the morning, destroying bowling green's, houses, shops, schools and more. It got worse when, at 18, my girlfriend drowned before my eyes, along with another one of my friends, when a rip formed at a beach.
I dropped out of uni midway through 1st year, started going to clubs. Though I stopped drinking and stopped the pot (whatever anyone else says, from experience I can tell you marijuana is THE worst of all the "party drugs" people use - though this is just my opinion), I moved into other drugs such as speed (base and Ice) and LSD.
I was caring only for one person - me - and living for the next party, the next club. Other people didn't matter to me, except in the most trivial way.
In the aftermath of that drowning tragedy, I saw what it meant to be "Christian". Two Christian's I knew (vaguely at the time, though I am very good friends with them now) helped me through that time. They didn't tell me to come to church, or tell me to read the Bible, or tell me about God in any way at all. What they did do was just be there for me, to talk, chat, see how I'm going, if I needed anything. They truly cared about me, a stranger (I was not the only person they helped from this incident).
By contrast, I heard nothing from my parent's church, not a call from anyone except their closest friends, not a visit from their minister to see how they were, nothing but silence...... just 2 strangers willing to put my needs before theirs (they were at the beach as well, and lost a friend of theirs).
Their example took me to thinking - what made them different? One of them, I'd met seven years earlier at a CHristian camp run by a retired preacher, he was a gang member, cared also for no one except himself. But here he was, a changed man. What made these people different from everyone else? I came to understand that they were imitating their saviour, being humble, thinking of others, Loving others, caring first for other's before themselves.
I looked at my own life - the drugs, the parties, the "fun" that I so craved - and decided that I didn't want to live the life of selfishness, of personal satisfaction. I looked further into Jesus and his teachings. Adding to my prior knowledge of the Old Testament, and everything that Jesus said concerning himself, just clicked. I realised that God has communicated to humanity through the Bible.
The rest, as they say, is history. My life turned around. I started to look out for other people's welfare, and found that caring for other's was far more fulfilling than anything I ever did for myself. I still do not believe God is able to be contained within an organization, or even completely through any book. However, I came to believe God communicated with his creation through the Bible. I gave glory and honour, not to myself, but to the great God who created us, who Loved us enough to die for us.
Would I have pulled myself from drugs and parties on my own, without God? I don't know. It's a what-if that I will probably never know. I guess eventually I might have, but not before wrecking my life even further - who knows, harder drugs? Heroin? I don't know. What I do know, is that God took my broken life, and changed me, gave me a new life.
Sorry for the length of this testimony. My journey to Christianty took a few twisting turns on the way. Sometimes I wish it were as simple as some other people, who can boil their Faith down to a few sentences. But then, if I could do that, I would not be the person I am today.
Thank you for listening (sorry, reading

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Regards, PA