QUOTE
My life crashed Today. Today. I now realise im as important as a
toy soldier. I, and my family are no longer important, i now
realise were just as normal and important as the family across the
road. On the billions of billions of streets across the world. all
the people walking through their street important to their selves
but not to me. a 100 miles away and more, no one knows i exist
so do I?
My childhood gone just a memory, i didn't even realise it, sucked
into the main stream of the world, work, working until i die.
Death, i feel like i'm dead. How can we live the moment when it's
already gone? live the future perhaps? but that's just gone now.
when you realise it, it's like being pulled on a rope at extreme
speed to a blackhole, it's insane.
I feel the only person who can save me now is god, do i beleive him
through fear of death or instinctive belief, i don't know, maybe both,
but all i know is i do. But, would he accept me? I've been more than a
terror in my life, do i deserve savior?
Right now i feel like a small flower on a huge field, being stood on
repeatedly, nothing important i am.
2012, we'll receive our importance. 2012, i'll see you all soon, again.
toy soldier. I, and my family are no longer important, i now
realise were just as normal and important as the family across the
road. On the billions of billions of streets across the world. all
the people walking through their street important to their selves
but not to me. a 100 miles away and more, no one knows i exist
so do I?
My childhood gone just a memory, i didn't even realise it, sucked
into the main stream of the world, work, working until i die.
Death, i feel like i'm dead. How can we live the moment when it's
already gone? live the future perhaps? but that's just gone now.
when you realise it, it's like being pulled on a rope at extreme
speed to a blackhole, it's insane.
I feel the only person who can save me now is god, do i beleive him
through fear of death or instinctive belief, i don't know, maybe both,
but all i know is i do. But, would he accept me? I've been more than a
terror in my life, do i deserve savior?
Right now i feel like a small flower on a huge field, being stood on
repeatedly, nothing important i am.
2012, we'll receive our importance. 2012, i'll see you all soon, again.