I've had several spooky experiences, always in old houses with a bit of history. Usually, these have been at my home but once or twice it's been somewhere I've been staying. It's only when I'm somewhere too modern and psychically 'sterile' to attract any unusual phenomenae (like my present address) that I realise just how 'real' these experiences were. If I was always seeing, hearing and experiencing things I'd say I had a few screws loose, but this isn't the case. So I'm pretty sure my experiences were not 'all in the mind' and that I am quite a psychically sensitive person.
That being said, I'm always more willing to accept a 'rational' explanation than the other sort, which is why I've posted this thread. It all goes back to my childhood, when I lived in a Victorian cottage in Battersea, London. Prior to this night, I'd never experienced anything out of the ordinary but, from that moment on (I was 10 at the time, and about to begin 'developing' into a young woman) I was constantly being barraged by spooky experiences. These followed me to each of my homes, and continued right up to recently when, due to circumstances beyond my control, I moved to a flat with no spooky vibes whatsoever.
The cottage where this story took place was near a railway, and had the River Fleet running under it (which may be significant) I was not the happiest of children - I guess you could say my parents (especially my mother) were physically and mentally abusive to me. I never did find out if that house had a 'bad' history; as far as I can recall, it had the standard history of any Victorian cottage.
To set the scene, there was no reason that night for me to expect anything other an unbroken night's sleep. There were the usual family rows, and I daresay I'd had my customary tongue lashing/thrashing but no worse than normal. To be fair, I did have lots of good times at home as well. I was well clothed and fed - I guess I had a stricter than most upbringing but, at the time, I considered this normal. I certainly don't remember that night as being anything worse than usual. If anything, my folks had been nicer to me.
I was not ill or on medication this night. I'd not had anything to eat or drink that could cause hallucinations, nor were any members of my family taking anything (such as marijuana) which could have affected me. The strongest thing in the house was only ever tobacco smoke.
The reason I put all this is because, were I to put a rational slant on things, I'd say I hallucinated the whole thing. Yet I can see no reason for me to do so. One further point - I was definitely wide awake. No doubt about that. I wasn't in 'half dream' mode either. At one point I was so distressed I left my room, went to my mother (who told me to go back to bed) went to the bathroom, came back, got into bed - and the whole thing continued just where it had left off. It was very, very real.
I've bulletpointed this as best I can. One important note - it was the night of a full moon.
1) I'd been asleep for a couple of hours when I woke with a start. I only had a small room, my bed was right next to the door - a Victorian pannelled affair that was open. The panels were facing me and I found myself focussing on them. I believe there was moonlight at this time, but I don't think it created an optical illusion. Even if it did, it doesn't explain the next bit!
Anyhow, these panels were expanding and contracting in a surreal manner, i.e getting larger then smaller, as if they were getting nearer then further away. I was more perplexed than scared - the door wasn't moving, it was stationary. But those panels were expanding/contracting continuously. I blinked, turned away. Turned the light on then off again. In the light, the door was normal. Light off - this weird movement continued.
(Question: did this signify some kind of breakdown of reality; a movement between two worlds? Latterly I've begun to wonder)
2) My attention was diverted to the window. There was a full moon, as I've said, although it was no longer visible. Now, though, the oddest thing happened: The 'full moon' (as a child, that's what I thought it was) appeared just outside my bedroom window, as if it was observing me. Then, it drifted from left to right and back again. This continued, pendulum fashion (although always along a straight plane i.e left - right - left not up and down) Again, I wasn't scared. I just wondered why the heck the moon was floating about in front of my room?
3) Then (freak time!) the REAL moon appeared from behind a cloud. It seemed of far less consequence than the thing in my window. I now had two 'moons' - the real one, more or less centred in my window, and this new orb which was about the size of a football, swinging to and fro. I now had two weird things to contend with - the orb, and those Victorian panels.
4) I heard murmuring. Sounded a lot like my folks used to once I was in bed - that lazy, contented chit-chat you get at the end of the day. Except - my father was on night shifts and the rest of the house were in bed. No one was awake but me. The TV was off. Next door were all asleep too. Besides, this sound was coming from nearby. I strained to hear what was being said but could distinguish nothing but a low murmuring.
5) I realised the sound could be traced to the fireplace at the foot of my bed. (my bed almost touched the end wall!) It was empty but the grate was still there. In this opening had appeared the silhouettes of two people, head and shoulders only as if the fireplace was a TV 'closeup' of a scene. They were lifesized so only the top part of their body 'fitted' in the space. Seemed to be two women, or a man and a woman. Instinctively I knew they were not known to me, although I got the feeling they had strong connections to the house. They were chatting. Now there were THREE things, all going on at once.
6) I think it was now I decided to wake myself up as I felt (or hoped!) I must be dreaming. I turned the light on again. Nothing in the fireplace now although I could still hear those low voices. Room panels also normal although that weird orb may still have been there - can't swear to it though. Light off - the show restarted. As I said, I left my room; my mother called out to me - she asked what was wrong? What the hell could I say? I said I needed the loo. She told me to go straight back to bed afterwards.
7) Back in my room - the orb was gone. Still had those talking heads and the panels though.
8) Gradually, the heads/murmuring faded. The panels were the last to go - in fact, I fell asleep watching them. Thinking back on it, the door seemed to be 'breathing' almost.
9) Next morning, all was back to normal. This never happened again although numerous other spooky things did. Eventually, I swapped rooms with my dad who totally believed in ghosts etc but never confessed to anything untoward happening to him in there.
Now like I said, the whole thing seems like some kind of hallucinatory experience. Although I occasionally see odd things I've never again seen actual human figures, and my rare episodes of clairaudience have always been separate from visual disturbances. I've never seen that orb thing again, either. Some of my other experiences (which I also intend to post) I squarely put down to being 'sensitive' but I'm at a loss to explain the above - mainly, because it was all so real, yet all so different to anything else I've encountered. I'm especially drawn to my strange white orb - has anyone else ever seen this? I wonder if (because I know I am actually very psychic, not nuts) this event signalled my 'coming out'. I also wonder if that orb may have been some kind of spirit guide, and the panels its way of getting my attention. Was this a one-off because the experience freaked me out so much, so that those things that had targetted me as a possible future medium decided 'Whoops, maybe best not to use this kid - she's pretty spooked already.' I was pretty scared towards the end I tell you, not being able to get rid of these things by putting the light on etc. Had I taken a different approach, would events like this have become commonplace for me? I do consider my powers, to be able to pick up these energies, to be a gift although not one I particularly relish having. Also - could that orb have had some extraterrestrial origin, i.e been a UFO? Perhaps the occupants were drawn to me and unlocked my latent abilities in some way.
Any input/insight from others, but especially those who maybe have used their gifts in mediumship etc, would be most welcome.