It has always bugged me that my consciousness one day might stop to exist, but I have this theory I think is interesting and I would like to see what you guys think of this idea.
Ok, this is a bit complicated to explain, especially since English isn't my native language, but here goes...This idea is based on that there's no meaning to life and no afterlife or spiritual soul. (-things I cannot explain or never experienced is something my simple logic have problems convince myself into)
A lot of scientist have theories about time not being a continuous forward line, time is dynamic. Like Einstein, if I'm not mistaking, is saying that time is relative and the closer up to speed you are going the more you are moving towards the future until you reach speed of light then you go backward (or something like that). Anyway, it really doesn't matter how this works exactly, as far as it has been "proven" that objects can move in time in different speeds.
It has also been done experiments that proves this, for example:
“To physicists, time is what’s measured by clocks. Using this definition, we can manipulate time by changing the rate of clocks, which changes the rate at which events occur. Einstein showed that time is affected by motion, and his theories have been demonstrated experimentally by comparing time on an atomic clock that has traveled around the earth on a jet. It’s slower than a clock on earth.”
Whether mankind will ever be able to move in time isn't relevant. What I mean is if something can be in a different timeframe than what I'm right now, all time can and must exists, unless there's of course some main time developing time. But nonetheless time behind that must exists at all time. If some object is in front of me in time, then who is to say what is the future or what is the past.
Then this proves (in my simple logic) that my body, my existence and my life will always be in my own timeframe. Therefore I will always exist.
So once I die, I will start my life over. Infect I live all my life at once, but to me it seems like one streamlined experience because I have a brain that works in such a way that it adds up memories and these memories are what makes me experience my life the way that I do. But, my whole life can still exist all at once, because memories only stacks up for every second, what happens in f.ex 20 years is not something that can be brought back to today. SO, therefore my life moves in one direction for my brains experience and for me I will always feel that I live my life as one life (over and over) but as a 1st experience every time. (hard to explain this, but it makes sense to me
Whether or not time is determined and you're life is the very same every time you live it, I can't say. My guess is that you don't have any free will, because it has already happened and you only "feel" that it's your own choice. Or time can of course be dynamic (I wouldn't know), history can constantly change, but for you it will never matter because once things change in history it will change the outcome all the way through and you wouldn't have noticed. But, my guess time is already set, future and past exists on top of each other and I have not free will even though it feels this way (it would have felt the same no matter)...but "ignorance is bliss" (as they say in The Matrix
Another thing that for me is supporting this theory is that if time is infinite, this time should never have occurred, unless it has always existed. My part of this space continuum is so small that even if it has come to this time, it should have been long gone, unless it still happens :Does this make sense ?
Also, a funny irony in this, if my theory makes sense. Is that Scientists saying that once your body dies you will cease to exist and you will have no consciousness anymore. But, most of them still believes in time travel as in theory (a lot even believes that if time travel would be possible in a practical manner you could visit your grandfather) well, if I could visit my grandfather an he is already dead, does this mean that consciousness dies but time doesn't. Then it would prove that we have a non physical soul which dies even though our body doesn't and I would have met a living grandfather with no consciousness of his own existence (meaning a living dead
But, like I said, for me time is not dynamic, if someone would ever travel to meet their grandfather which has already lived that has then already happened.
A lot of text, sorry, but I feel it's a good theory so I wanted to try to explain it as detailed as I could. Hope some of you will read it
