Sitting here, stoned as f***
wondering how, i got so stuck
in this life, in this world
thats seems to only perpetuate its self
to break away
it seems to be
a choice to make
but so distant from me
A k-hole here
a acid trip there
i watch peoples lives
turn to despair
Am i healthy? or just sick
i look at myself and notice this
bones are thin, skin is thick
my hearts been broken,
too many times to think..
Why do i bother?
why do i care?
about these people,
who don't seem to share,
these feeling for me, or so it seems
cos at this time, i feel locked in a dream
I watched a friend have a burn
and noticed his life, take a terrible turn
Why repeat past mistakes?
like a failed class we had to re-take
but for this life, repetition of this kind,
seems a terrible a waste of time..