QUOTE(Lonecat @ Jul 23 2006, 02:46 AM) [snapback]1280270[/snapback]
It seems to me that some people either do not pay attention to all the posts on a given subject, in this case "Time Slips" or they don't even READ them all.

All these glib "explanations" about people sleep-walking or doing things "without thinking" totally disregard third party reactions as in my own account of my "missing thirty minutes". It was I who went to the bath room and remembered everything I did there but the clock in the hall registered the passage of half an hour and the class I had left were complaining about my having been away for half an hour whereas from my point of view I had been away only three minutes or so.

Lonecat
You are quite right of course. I am so sorry. You and your feelings are very important. We get too caught up in side-tracked topics sometimes. And then, sometimes when I touch on a subject that has been very difficult to deal with, I tend to dance all around it, get silly...avoid. But the truth is that I have to be real and a little vulnerable, and answer you with a possibility of what may have happened by way of my own experience. I am not saying that things happened to you. I am saying that the human brain is capable of many extreme ways of helping us cope with what happens around us. If something happens to us, that is too much for us to handle or cope with, our brain can put it away, to process later, at a "safer" time, or when we are emotionally able to deal with it. This happened to me, because for most of my childhood and teenage years, I was terrorized and abused by a group of people that were friends of my stepfather. I had been told repeatedy, and shown, what happened to people who talked about these people. They did not mess around or take chances of being found out. I did not want my mother, or brother or sister to be killed, so I had to look like I was ok, and function in a way that no one would suspect anything. My brain filed away not only trauma that happened, but how I felt while trauma was happening, because I would have suffered a psychotic break, or died of shock from the terrible reality of what I was living through with these people. My brain creatively kept me alive, and functioning as if everything was fine. I remembered everything else, in my life in detail, because I had no reason to forget the everyday stuff. Later, as an adult this all began to break down. I didn't need it anymore. I would have pieces of time where I thought everything was normal, but other people said I was "gone" for a while. Or, I would be triggered into a sudden memory by seeing something that my brain related to former trauma, and have a flashback. Eventually, I learned that I wasn't crazy, and learned new coping skills, while healing my past emotions. I also seem to have gained some psychic sensitivities and have become Empath, and other things that I am still learning about, from having accessed alot of my brain, and the trauma of going through this healing process.
The brain is capable of SO much that we do and don't understand. Maybe what happened during your missing 30 minutes was supernatural, because I know there is alot that exists that we can't always prove with science. Maybe your brain was helping you cope with something. Maybe you were just exhausted, or half asleep. Wait, don't get mad. My point is that you may not remember now, but if it is important you eventually will remember. The more you try, the harder it will be to remember. I would not be too worried, unless this kind of loss of time keeps happening. Or, if you find yourself suddenly in an unsafe situation, not remembering how you got there. The wierdness of it may be nagging at you now, but unless it is really interrupting, and intruding into your life in a major way, it might be ok to not let it bother you so much- to let go.
If you can't let it go, because it still feels really big and important, you need to yhink about seeing a hypnoptherapist who can safely guide you to remember that period of time, and help you cope.
I hope I have given you some of what you are searching for, and maybe some comfort that you are not alone.