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A black dog may refer to any dark-hued canine. However, in England, it may also refer to one of several legendary supernatural dogs that are said to haunt the countryside. The most famous of these are the Barghest of Yorkshire and Black Shuck of East Anglia.
Other cultures also include black dogs in their mythology. In Egypt, the god Anubis is a black dog. In Greek mythology, Cerberus may be represented as black, and Hecate was known as "the black she-dog"; black dogs were sacrificed to her in purification rituals.
Black dog is also a chiefly British slang phrase for clinical depression or simply depression. It is associated with Winston Churchill, although its origins are obscure. In 2002, the phrase was used to name the
Black Dog Institute in 2002, an Australian educational, research and clinical facility dealing with mood disorders, including depression.
Source"I'm afraid the black dog has really got me. Churchill's image of despair suits me better than 'the black hole'. A black hole just swallows you up. Would that it were that easy, to sink down into darkness, as if sleepeing. But this dog, this dog! It crouches in the corner of the room, waits for me to make a move. Or lies at the foot of the bed, like a shadow, until I try to get up. Growls, and will not let me up. I go nowhere alone; he is at my side. He stands between me and any other, while I’m looking good, staying calm, smiling to disarm his ferocity.
Little things overwhelm me: I can't find the mate to my sock. I break the yolk of the egg. The doorbell rings while I’m on the phone. I can’t cope with the little things while he’s there. I have a date. I cannot see how to get dressed for it. The dog stands in the way.
And when I drive, the dog rides along, and I think, 'If I just turn the wheel—now—it would all be over.' I pass the crystal shelf and see myself shattering the precious glass and running a shard across my wrist.
The dog and I stand a moment too long in front of the cabinet staring at the Drano and thinking, 'I wonder what would happen if I drank it?'"
- Kathy Cronkite,
On the Edge of DarknessBlack DogIt crouches in my mind;
Fixed eyes threaten attack;
A scent of overwhelming sadness
again invites it back.
Black dog drains my interest--
fatigue I cannot fight.
Guilt sweeps upon me;
Helplessness his bite.
I lack the will to fight him;
I lack the need to win;
I have no use for rising;
it’s simpler to sleep in.
Black dog senses anxiety;
my fears as pleasure pales
With neither need nor ability
to face more life travails.
Again I face tomorrow
with helplessness and fear;
Knowing well the lesson
that every life is dear.
I know not the reason
why I simply sit and weep.
Black thoughts, deep depression
into my mind do creep;
Black dog cower, slyly slink away.
Again to resist temptation
and face yet another day.
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RonNot a demon but I hope the Black Dog is of some help to you.