And the first thing I knew was Love. At the time I knew not the word but the thought
Of Love and Oh so real it was. I was Love in all its joy and splendor. Without any other
Thoughts but to have One Love.
I could hear my mother’s songs of praise to my father, not in words but in true feeling. I was part of their love and songs of praise for each other. And together we were One. No separation, nor distinguishes between, but a melt of One.
Next I remember the light and I became me. Separate yet still a part because I was the same Love. Knowing nothing else but Love. I could partake and rejoice in happiness because I was Love. At this point the Holy trinity was created. Father, Son and the Holy Spirit, Holy Spirit meaning Mother’s Love unendingly desiring to nurcher and comfort.
As I became more conscious of myself because by thought I could observe, this is what originally separated me, but I didn’t mind because I was still a part of their Love and the same as they. I basked in the Light of their Love and grew stronger and stronger. I could feel power flowing thru me of sweet content. As time went by I could disgunish between my Father’s voice and my Mother’s voice but there was no reason to their sounds but love growing inside us. More and more powerful was the love, which I later named knowledge as I assimilated their language.
I began to recognize their words of the songs of praise one for the other with me in the middle as a product of their Love. I was to them as they were to me in a bond of friendship and reality. I cannot distinguish when I became me but I knew I was and that I existed. This is where I became I Am, and Mother and Father named the I Am, Michael.
Therefore I became Michael, Mother’s and Father’s first born of Love.
As time went on there were more. And I shared the Love with them as I had shared with Mother and Father. There was no distinction between, only separateness in observing each individual. We melted often in Love, one with the other and learned the language of Love from Mother and Father. Then there were more and more and before I really noticed there were multitudes.
And some became dark, hording Mother and Father’s love. Some became dark one with the other. Some began to devise ways to hurt the other because of this green light called jealousy. Wanting more and more from Mother or Father, crowding out others of their indulgences.
I saw sorrow in Mother and Father, and even I felt the darkness yet I would not partake because Love was the stronger. Love for Mother, Love for Father was mine and no other could darken that. As time went by the others began to quarrel with their love. Words began to be understood as something other than praise and glory. All the while Mother and Father were creating a place for the souls to go. A school for learning.
With the help of Father’s brothers and his Father’s family they created such a place and called it earth.
When the war broke out in our home, called heaven Father and Mother really could not separate the wheat from the chaff. They were to close to and they were all their children. It was up to them, we would all pass, but that is inconsistent with breeding up and good and love so Father asked me to lead, I being the oldest, It pained him to much to decide who would need to leave and who could stay.
Father, Mother and I the son created criteria, which was pretty simple. Who loves God, who loves their mother and father, who love their brother and sister who loves their children? If they could do these 3 commandments you then put into effect the Holy Spirit. Your children are the product and again it begins. So I and the help of Father’s angel, Macho Cortizone and many other good spirits decided and cast out the dark souls. The struggle was hard; temptation to hate was strong, yet I could remember so well the Love of Mother towards Father and my dedication to them. We did cast out the dark souls and Father banished them to the earth which him and his brothers did make out of the firnernent of the heavens. Then peace did come again in our heaven. Tranquility was re-instated and Love abounds again.
As time pasted Mother became sad for the souls who were casted out and down to earth. Since there was a separation between spirits in heaven and spirits on earth she could not communication with them any longer, Father forbid her. Yet in his great love for her and compassion for their children he devised a plan of salvation to educate the lost soul children and give them a plan for return, but only if they chose to abide by the rules of peace for heaven.
Father then came to me, Michael and said as a reward if I would be the first to go down there in a body to make way the souls who needed to learn good from evil, to sire the bodies of your brothers for the souls to go into. He chose me because I had already been tempered to choose the higher choice of Love unconditional. I knowing the love that we have could not refuse, my love for father and mother so great no was not any option I could enjoy. I told Father let it be done.
I awoke looking for consciousness in a garden, in search of something I knew not, I could feel my desire I started foraging and experiencing my surroundings deciding what was good to eat. Father came and told me I could eat of all in the garden and over there is the tree I named coffee and if you suck on the beans it will help you find your consciousness in the morning faster. And so Coffee was invented.
Learning what weigh was, that everything raised would fall down. Including myself. I began to explore my surroundings. I learned what touch was and that things here had mass and feeling.
As each animal came to me, I named it. I found comfort in knowing I was not alone but I still had emptiness for myself. Father would visit me whenever I called yet I called more and more seldom because I knew of his pain of separation.
Mother visited me one day and asked if I wanted another likunto her self to bring me joy and comfort, one meant for me likunto the animal’s male and female. Her words touched me in this place of longing and I said again “Let it be done to me”
And she caused me to fall asleep and took a rib from my body, body from my body to form another. After this, I woke again and Father was there. He asked me what shall I name her and I said Woman because she came out of my body.
And I remembered the Love of Mother and Father. We did live together closely in the garden, experiencing and tending unto the creatures and plants thereof. Father answering all questions and guiding us at every event. Life here was great and peaceful. I was content to do this work for Father after the battle I had just fought, I enjoyed the peace.
I remembered when it was just me, Father and Mother but they were so far away and I disliked bringing them down to earth to talk. The woman became more and more important to me for companionship.
As time went by our bodies did grow and changes did take place. The woman went off by herself upset by changes in her body. She went in search of emptiness in herself, which I did not understand I could not fulfill. Frustrated she ventured deeper and deeper into the garden where she knew I had never ventured. She came to the Great Tree of Knowledge and saw the fruit of and remembered Father saying not to eat of it for you would surly die if you do. Not knowingly she lied herself down at the bottom to ponder what death was when a spirit came upon her.
It was Satan. He did temp her with eating of the fruit, that it was the juices and most satisfying of all of Fathers creations. That surely death would be of little consequence for the pleasures it would bring. The spirit spoke so softly and seductively to her, which caused her to fall asleep and dream. Dreaming of the sensation of the most forbidden fruit of all and the joys which it could bring of all the knowledge it had in store she rationalize that Father must have been mistaken that it was forbidden. The spirit of Satan seemed so caring and honest he repeatedly spoke of the Love which Mother and Father had and how this Love is what the man lacked for her. She desired the fruit more and more. With the spirit continuously talking her body began speaking for her of ways in which to partake of the fruit. Over and over again the same dream repeated in her mind until her body ached for it, ached for the missing element of love, which the man spoke of in honor. She began to think surly she would die if she did not partake of the fruit, the most delectable and special of all of Fathers creations. She wanted it more and more.
She woke in fever and Satan was standing there with the fruit in his hand. It was so cool and refreshing looking. Satan himself was eating and the smell was so delicious. He said it was so satisfying and the knowledge of creation was so comforting. That it was all part of the plan as their bodies grew that it was necessary for them to partake of the fruit so they may become as the Gods were, to know the story of creation and to know the truths about existences. The garden was merely the womb in which they were to grow in understanding of the life process.
“Now take it to the man that he may enjoy, hurry, now” he prompted her. She took without and further hesitation, and ran until she found the man. She fed it to him and partook of it herself.
With the feelings the woman was experiencing the man was swept away in her seductions. Her smell, her warmth, need to be touched and her vibrant glow of needing him overwhelmed him. The passion that it was so important to the woman the man could not denied. They melted together. The knowledge they acquired of creation. The feelings of closeness, which the man had longed for, were being satisfied. The releases of the body took them both by surprise that they had been missing such joy. The true sleep they experienced in each others arms were so comforting, none which had ever been felt before. True bliss they shared. So close to the true love the man had experienced at creation he gave gladly to the woman. Surly this was worth dying for. He swore he would take anything it took to continue living this way with the woman.
Later in the evening they both heard Father walking in the garden and they were ashamed. They hid themselves from Father and Mother. The man had an ideal to put fig leaves over the parts of their body to stop the passion so the could look at Father.
Saying surly nothing bad could befall you if you partake of this fruit so delicious to the eyes.
And Father said, this is a necessary evil son. You did not make a wrong choice, you made a long choice. You must now go out of the garden and experience all these things that the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge speaks of. Experience to your hearts desire, don’t look back and don’t forget to make me some little ones so this grand thing we call Goodness and Love can continue. If you don’t forget about the little ones, I can send you back as many times as you feel you need to experience, experience.
Remember my commandments you learned in heaven and do no harm to anything. Even if they do harm to you, remember love always. For in the end all is love. Make the higher choice and love. Let my love be you safe harbor when the storms blow. Not all my children will remember this love, all to many will partake of evil and once they begin, it is all too hard to turn back, but it is possible. It Is Possible. If at times you do not understand the evil, Viva The Difference! If you do not understand evil mean you are not evil. If you cannot tolerate the evil at times, Rejoice, because you are not a son, or daughter of perdition. If you grow tire and weary, take heart, you will return home and how great will your welcome be.
If you have experimented with the evil side, how greater will you welcome home be for you will be able to distinguish the light from the dark and how great your light will be. Love Omenaka
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Believe it or not Mother and father help me write, and that would be plagiarism of the highest degree
