QUOTE(BUMHAWK @ Jan 2 2007, 07:44 PM) [snapback]1483067[/snapback]
JUST RECENTLY, A RELATIVE TOLD ME A DESPARATE SITUATION THAT HE FELT NO ONE CAN HELP HIM WITH BUT NEEDED TO SHARE WITH SOMEBODY THAT WILL NOT GET TOO INVOLVED WITH...HE STATES "IT'S MORE THAN INSANITY...I SIT IN MY BOARDING ROOM, THINK TO MYSELF, AND SOME SMARTA3S IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD ANSWERS BACK WITH SOME SMARTA3S ANSWER...I'M AFRAID TO PRAY, IT SEEMS IT WOULD BE TO THE WRONG GOD...I TALK BACK TO THE TV AND RADIO ONLY LEARNING THAT I'M NOT DEAF AND CAN READ LIPS...I LIP AT WORK AS SOMEONE "IN THE BACK" REPEATS IT OR HARASSES ME...AND LIKE THOSE OTHER "FLAKE-OS", THESE MEDIA FORCES OR VOICES TEND TO HARASS ME AS MY ENEMIES, PAST FRIENDS, OR FAMILY"...HE DOESN'T WANT TO LOSE HIS JOB OR GET WRITTEN OFF AS A MENTALLY-ILL...HE SWEARS IT'S HAPPENING AND FEARS IT'S AN SUPERNATURAL FORCE OR THE DEVIL HIMSELF...I BELIEVE HIM, SOMETHING IS UNRAVELING HIM...HE'S NOT A LIAR AND IS ONLY FEELING DEPRESSED AND DRAINED BY THESE EVENTS ONLY...COULD SOME PSYCHIC PHENOMENA GROUP OR DEMONIC FORCE REALLY BE TORMENTING HIM?..[BESIDES SUGGESTING A SHRINK OR A PRIEST HOUSE BLESSING]
ive experienced similar things experimenting with a drug called salvia. my friends would talk to me, from what i could comprehend at the time of the experience, and they sounded normal as normal can be, but at the same time the voices on the TV were being hijacked and the narrarator of animal planet started making fun of me and talking to me indirectly and directly. I watched my old girlfriend go through the same experience. she barely remembers, but i watched her talk back to the tv. referring to me. because whoever/whatever was saying i was something holding her back from the direction they wanted her to go. This same event happend to my best friend. All three situations reported a hijacking of the tv and the entity talking was rude and antagonistic. alot like what was just described
now i will say this. i think alot of the people who post in the experience sections and other sections talking about demons and crap are just aholes who get off on pissing on the collective onconscious. they might even be the same ahole reregistering just to mess with peoples heads or express their artistic talents. i am not one of them, and this guy im responding to could be, but my story is legit.
it was the single freakiest moment in my life and i dont reccomend anyone opening that gateway and smoking salvia... at least not around a tv or any other electrical waves that might be able to be hijacked. like i said my friend was talking to me loud and clear, and so was the tv. one made sane. the other confused me.
from that moment on i believed there are forces that exist on top of us or with is. they may be interdimensional, they may be material, or deeply psychological. i dont know. i dont even like to think about it. they can stay away from me.
after i experienced this experience, i felt what i call now "spiritually naked". like the friend bumhawk mentioned i didnt know where to turn. my nights alone seemed to turn into something that i see in alot of metal band lyrics like alice in chains: "scaries on the wall." sessions of intense terror. i could manifest it into visuals if i chose to but that sh** scared me. so i ignored it and scambled for protection(god). Some nights when was stressed or emotionally tired from a fight with my girlfriend i could feel this presence coming from a distance bringing this feeling of terror. like i said, i got rid of the visuals through focus and bravery, and not fooling with them. but even with the visuals(shadows, distortions,) gone, the feeling still came and manifested itself in other ways... which seemed like pure energy that translated into terror. i would even have dreams that this feeling was coming. it came closer and then it hit me in my dream state. woke up in sleep paralysis scared but understanding my situation and brave and forced my way out of it cursing the ahole or entity thats doing this to me. i just want to sleep.
i could talk about this forever, but i will skip alot and say that this started happening to me after an experience that seems similar to the story above, and i was active about 911 conspiracy and illuminati stuff. border line crazy anyway chasing those rabbits. i would talk and post and honestly feel that protection from god was not with me, nor gods will, and i was targeted by whatever.
so i stopped posting about 911 and started my jouney to find god from the inside out. so i had his will and his protection from these states of terror and any other unseen entities that think i believe exist.
i dont get visits from this "terror state" whatever it is anymore. sometimes when i drink for days straight and ignore my heart of hearts i can feel something(not good) following me, but i pray, and man up, and i am left alone
hope this crude testimony helps