QUOTE(Supra Sheri @ Mar 20 2007, 11:03 PM) [snapback]1592594[/snapback]
if i amy how are you defining love it sounds like worship to me but i could be off....
I am a bit lost on the second part...Jesus isn't dead is what you are saying???
Yes, I'm saying that and PA actually already gave a great response to this in his post.
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How do you know god has been with you, in the last post it seemed you werent' always sure of him??? that confuses me trust is based in surety of ones behaviors....Alos isn't it you who has taken care of you, you work and provide etc....
How do you share your disagreements if i may ask????
If there was anything in my previous post that made you think I wasn't always sure of God, then I wrote poorly because I am always completely sure of God. See, I don't "believe" that God is there, I know He's there, I know He loves me, I know He has a plan for my life. It is that assurance that makes it easier to deal with any situation in my life, no matter how difficult, no matter how exciting, He's there and He's helping me learn something.
Several years ago I lost my job due to a financial crisis my employer was going through. I went home that day feeling devastated, wondering how I was going to provide for my family, why I had lost a job I loved doing so much, and feeling that this was very unfair.
I felt so bad about it, I only told my wife that day, I was not ready to face my 10 year old son and my 6 year old daughter. the next morning we sat the kids down and I told them I was no longer going to be working at my job. My son asked, "So where are you going to go work, Dad?" without a trace of fear or doubt, he just wanted to know what I was going to be doing next. In that moment I very clearly felt God "speak" (there was no voice, it was pure communication directly into my mind). He was basically saying, "Look, if your son has such complete faith in your ability to provide for him and in your desire to take care of him, and you're just human, how can you have any doubt that I will not do the same for you?" And just like that I had a complete peace about my situation, I knew God truly was in charge and He would take care of us.
What I did not know, was that almost at the same time that my current employers were looking at their situation and saying, "We're going to have to let Iams (names changed to keep the story from getting confusing) go, we can't afford to pay him." My previous employers were dealing with a significant issue and kept saying "If I ams was still here, he would have been the perfect guy to deal with this situation. He would have been able to analyze the situation, develop a process and the teams would have trusted him and worked with him." So, when one of my friends who still worked there found out I was looking for work, he informed my former supervisor, who got in touch with me and made me a very generous offer to come back and help them with the issue.
I was not "officially" unemployed one day, I actually began working a week before my severance was completed, I actually ended up earning more money and having better benefits than I had before I was laid off.
Do I trust God? Do I know He loves me? Do I have absolute confidence that every situation in my life, whether at the moment I perceive it as good or bad, is meant by Him to grow me and benefit me? YES! YES, I do.
Is there anything anyone on these forums or outside of them could say or "prove" that would make me doubt God even for 1 second? Nope.