This will be my first post on this forum, although I have been a member for awhile.
I'm not sure if what I'm going to say will mean much to anyone but I figured I might as well share. In my life, as I'm sure it is in many lives, I have vague experiences of paranormal proportions. For most of my life I regard small things as coincidences or something not to be bothered with. I guess I feel that anything paranormal would be too far away from me for me to even think of it occuring within my knowledge. With that in mind I believe that my brain just shuts out occurences of that sort as nothing important. Maybe most humans are like that. But to shut out what you believe you saw or witnessed is just lying to yourself and by trying to explain it scientifically just seems like the easier path to take. The reassurence that it is explained and known is comforting and therefore must be why so many look to science for all questions of the paranormal. But to what degree can science explain the unexplained? It is a leap of faith to believe that what your logical mind automatically judges as trickery or imagination, is really what your heart says it might be. That being said I feel that I have had at least two occurences with paranormal entities.
When I was about twelve-years old I had, what I now believe to be, an encounter with a spiritual being. During my sleep I had awoken. There was no reason for me to awake, I just did. In fact I'm not sure if I would call it being "awake", rather more like between awake and asleep. My only precepitional tools were my eyes. Sound, smell and taste could not be perceived. I didn't feel anything either except for a warm and comforting temperature. What I saw was a woman. She stood next to my bed leaning over me. Her face was so gentle and nurturing that I assume to be my mother. I feel back to sleep peacefully. The next morning, the first thing I did was ask my mom if she had indeed been in my room. Her answer was no.
The second occurence I had was last year. Once again in my sleep I awoke into the state between the real world and the dream world. Although the mood of this moment was not warming and comforting, but worrying and distressing. I sat up in a desperate manner and reach out in front of me. It was only after I reached out that I saw what I was reaching for. It was a young girl. She looked like my girlfriend, which was maybe why I cared so much. Her eyes were frightened and hurt. I was afraid for her and I wanted to help her. I didn't know who or what this was but I felt a compelling urge to help. So compelling that I pratically jumped from my bed. However the next instant she was gone and I fell back into sleep. The next day my girlfriend wasn't at school and I was worried that it was her tryign to tell me something. I was relieved to find out that she was just sick for the day.
I don't have photograpic proof of orbs or anything, I just have what I remember. Anyone is welcomed to tell me that it was probably just a dream or was most likely something I wanted to see, but I know what I saw and for me to deny that would be lying to myself. Although these vague memories are all that I have, I do believe that they are what I think they are.