QUOTE(Arienne @ May 8 2007, 12:00 AM) [snapback]1664382[/snapback]
Hello all, I'm new to the forums but not to paranormal experiences. I live in a small apartment and have been here for about 4 years now. I started experiencing unexplainable things early on. My experiences were always playful though, so I never worried about it. Over the past year however, my life has taken a dark turn. I have begun to have negative experiences in my bedroom, mostly when I'm in a stationary position during sleep. I've always been very sensitive to different energies, and started to feel a presence hovering above me while sleeping. Initially, the presence would get close to me, and I could always tell because my ears would begin to ring and the closer the energy got to my head, the louder the ringing became. I began talking to the energy, telling it to let me sleep, but the events became even more pronounced.
[/indent]Instead of the energy hovering over my bed, I started to feel the weight of this energy on top of me. I would then proceed to lift my conforter off of my body in an attempt to free myself, only to have the conforter fall to my body again as if it were heavier than usual. This occurred many times a night, severely affecting my ability to sleep. I then began to have the most disturbing of all experiences when I would feel the presence trying to enter my energy field. For those who haven't experienced this, it's almost like trying to force 2 positively charged magnets together. That tension is the same tension that was felt in my upper chest and neck area. This presence seemed relentless on trying to force its energy on mine, because it went from happening only in my bedroom to happening while I was at work also. The ringing in my ears also has begun to occur beyond the apartment, and it's not A HEARING PROBLEM.
This issue has gotten to the point where this energy is clinging to me when I sleep, and when I'm awake. I know that it's there because I can feel the heaviness of it. I also have difficulty breathing deeply. The most disturbing thing occurs when I feel the energy leave me; it's as if a weight has been lifted away from my upper chest area. Then it returns at night, and this has been occurring on a daily basis. There are more things that have occurred, but I don't want to go on too long.
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Please give me some advice about what you think is going on and what I can do to rid myself of this issue. I also feel that it is getting worse, and easier for this presence to penetrate my energy field.
I am so sorry you are going through this, and I know how horrific it can be. I would say first and foremost, have your apartment and or building blessed, by an experienced team of clergy. Secondly, pray to yourself ALL the time and out loud, whether it be the Lord's Prayer or Prayer to St. Michael, say it over and over again and put IT in God's hands. When you go to your room at night speak out "this is MY space, please leave" and pray some more. Believe what you say, and say what you believe. You have more control in your little finger than that does all together and try not to let your guard down. Be strong, be brave and be self assertive, with prayer and guidance. I used to sort of say to myself in bed "I refuse to let you near me, go away" over and over and over again. That allowed me to feel stronger, and take it's power away. If you feel it near your space, simply say either outloud or to yourself "GO AWAY" (put your arms out straingt) and pray. Believe it or not, it can work. What happens is these things wear us down, emotionally, physically and then we can include sleep deprivation along with it. Then we are more vulnerable, and endure some sleep paralyisis as well. PLEASE try all those things, and let us know how you are doing. I will include you in my prayers....JN