Full Version: I don't know what is going on
So i have these experiences where i seem to leave this world but am still in it....it's hard to describe but i talk with people and interact with my environment and can see but it's like i have no control and all i can do is watch and while this is all going on i feel like something dark is eating me from the inside out....and sometimes durring these experiences i see like these little shadow creatures around, they just scurry around and mind their own business and all but it's just weird, i don't see them every time though.....any ideas would be appreciated
Does this occur in a dream or just happens in real life and you have no control? If it’s a dream, it’s absolutely normal. Everything and anything can happen in a dream. You usually don’t have any control over them anyways. Just sit back, and enjoy the show. 
JJO
JJO
QUOTE(JJO @ May 8 2007, 08:14 AM) [snapback]1665233[/snapback]
Does this occur in a dream or just happens in real life and you have no control? If it’s a dream, it’s absolutely normal. Everything and anything can happen in a dream. You usually don’t have any control over them anyways. Just sit back, and enjoy the show.
JJO
JJO
It happens in real life
i've got ideas but i don't like them, and i got them because i can share these experiences in another kind, what i feel is, that pretty much of what is me, is sucked up or leaving me and replaced by simple evil, it's a short blink and hurt in my eye when another braincell is transformed, sounds probably wierd, but i think i know what's going on, i even have memories which are from nowadays life which ain't mine ... and i almost can't do anything, less and less i hve control, i've met a friend who mkes some energy-healing stuff and he described the energy as neutral and with an own will, i'm just concious and can experience it, well t least i know which stupid and shamefull mistakes brought me to this situation, but anyway sorry for not being able to show you a way, my only advice and this is serious 
make a lot of sport,
make a lot of sport,
QUOTE(strange7 @ May 9 2007, 03:00 AM) [snapback]1666608[/snapback]
i've got ideas but i don't like them, and i got them because i can share these experiences in another kind, what i feel is, that pretty much of what is me, is sucked up or leaving me and replaced by simple evil, it's a short blink and hurt in my eye when another braincell is transformed, sounds probably wierd, but i think i know what's going on, i even have memories which are from nowadays life which ain't mine ... and i almost can't do anything, less and less i hve control, i've met a friend who mkes some energy-healing stuff and he described the energy as neutral and with an own will, i'm just concious and can experience it, well t least i know which stupid and shamefull mistakes brought me to this situation, but anyway sorry for not being able to show you a way, my only advice and this is serious make a lot of sport,
make a lot of sport,that's the experience...i get a pain behind my left eye all the time and that's how i know it's about to happen....and it's almost like i'm watching a movie only it's in first person veiw....it happens at work sometimes and i'm told that i act like an absolute jerk and when they describe what i did i have vauge memories of it but don't remember actually doing it
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