TheMeaningOfLife
Jun 2 2007, 03:56 AM
Lately it seems thoughout the day i am never in a certain mood. Its not really a mood swing if you will there not like that. Its more like ill be in a perfictly decent mood and ill be sitting there thinking and all of a sudden its like i have some big chip on my shoulder. Ill be having a good time, then ill see something that reminds me of someting negitive and it just ruins the mood no matter what im doing at the moment, i could be having a blast and see somthing that reflects and old friendship that went sour and the days just toast from there. Or ill have a great productive and successfull day and ill hunker down and start relaxing and i feel depressed and get like a "whats the point" or "im sick of life" type of feeling. Its not someting normal to me before if i had a good day it trailed on with me for the rest of the day, now its like if i have my fun early i cant have it later in the day. if its just what has happened before and its that touchy with me how do i really get it to leave me alone? Alot of things a cetain person has done bother me, and i thik that the root of the problem. Its just not easy to let it go, because that dont feel right either.