QUOTE(Clue @ Jun 28 2007, 03:41 PM)

I honestly dont think I can read u right now.. but I will try . I feel serounded.. held down .. people hold u down.. to a degree almost un wanted for some reason.. wow .. anger . buried anger .. umI feel almost like theres 2 of u .. 2 different feelings.. in one body .. usualy when I feel this I will ask if u have an alterego??? cause I feel to different things.. every reasonalbe type person.. things things through..but at the same time u know this is not all to life.. u need to release ur self.. let go of a few things.. trust me u will feel better and things will start to open up for u .. and dont think about the bad in a situation to long.. after it happens ... let it go and move on..
I will accept that you cannot read me right now... Seeing that you did do some already.
Basically no - none of this fits. So let's try again when you are rested.

No alter ego - no buried anger.
The only strong emotional issue right now that I can share is that I am facing a Lung Biopsy on July 10th. The emotions I feel here are frustration and anxiety. Because for 3 years the 'cancer' word was over my head. Then at the end of 2006 I was told: "No cancer, no growth. Go home let it go everything is fine." So I did all of that.
Then in April 2007 I had some pain in my left chest area so they did another scan. Nothing. Then in early June they did one more, a different one. The Spot between April and June suddenly grew in noticable size. So frustration, yes - anxiety, yes. Anger, no.
So feel free to try again - as I stated, I can understand that you might of been tired and focus might have been hard to get. Rest up

and try again please.