I just wanted to share with Unexplained Forum....

For those of you who may recognize my postings from years past, you are correct, it is me!!!

I couldn't remember my ID and password from before so had to start over again.

I am, indeed, lori c writing under Gandalf.

I just responded to a personal e-mail and wanted to share here as well for those who are not familar with my 'history'.

I have been in contact with my "off world' family since, well, forever, but in this earth adventure my first memories began at about age 5 when I looked up at the sky and sobbed for my family and wondering why they left me on earth. Also, wondering why the stars were in the the wrong place. I am guess my first memory that has stayed with me all my adult human live as memory of contact with my off-world family in 1947. I was 5 years old then and my mother shares the same story with me. How I was pulled through the wall of our house on a beam of light and she tried to hold on to my feet. She states I was visited by my family from 'out there' many times in my childhood.

In 1990s I began to recall specific memories of all kinds of events and was totally confused until just recently when I have been able to sort out memories and place them into three categories: Off-world Contact
Military/Goverment/Cabal interaction/projects/testing
Abilities as a Dream Shaman

If anyone has any questions about any activities etc. from any of the above categories, will be glad to briefly share. I say briefly, because we are looking at 61 years of human adventure, quantum realities, other lifetimes etc. I have no secrets and any question will be answered, nor do I consider myself to be OLD at human age 61. I feel thoroughly AGELESS!!! There is so much information I wouldn't want to 'bore' anyone with a long story!!! -lori c.

Dear Gandalf900: I am a recent new member. I am not aware of your "history". Welcome back to the forum.
From what I have read thus far, do I understand correctly that you believe yourself to be someone who has come from another world? Is "world" the correct word to use?
Can you name your home?
From what I read, it was your mother who pulled you through the beam of light? If you had another family which is reported to be your real family, why did your earth Mother bring you in from the light? Why was it that you did not stay with your true family?
I seem to be a little confused. Forgive me if I have become too personal.
How has your life been here on earth? Did you have friends that knew about your history?
Have you been approached by anyone trying to prove or disprove your history?
I suppose that you have been asked so many questions in your lifetime.
Well, Thank you for your story and welcome back.
Peacelover

Lori,

How could we ever forget you and your imaginative stories.... Although years have passed, I doubt very much you are going to blend in any better now than before.............

Be careful not to get too crazy.. And, for pete's sake, if you post something, don't be surprised when it gets repeatedly questioned and knocked down... ( I am just sure, that we will be going toe to toe again) Something tells me age and years, have not settled or calmed you....


See ya soon!


Reese

Oh, and I just want to ask you once again, since you left so abruptly before.....

Can you provide even one piece of evidence that proves any claim you make??

(I have been waiting very patiently)


Reese

Come from another world? This is hard to explain. I feel that first and foremost I am a "Light Being" Some may call his soul. My 'soul' then, has experienced and has memory of being in many other forms. The Llight Being self is envisioned as a ball of light/energy. I don't know how else to explain. I think that all humans have have 'soul' but there are those who have souls that are first time into human form and others who have been in many other forms. Does that make sense to you? It is hard to explain in few words. My Light Being doesn't come from a SPECIFIC world, although I have experienced forms in other worlds or dimensions.


No, my mother did not "pull" me through. The beam of light was from a space ship above our house. This is a means of transport. My mother was trying to keep me from leaving. She wasn't afraid, just doing a human-mother protective kind of thing.


Confused? You ought to be at t his end!

I have been working this all out for a long time! My two families I think what is going on is that I am remembering MY LAST physical family, an ET family.
My mentor and guide that I have worked with all my life on this Earth is of the Mantis Species and therefore think perhaps this was the last form my Light Being or soul self resided in. Therefore I am missing them as well. Also, on my encounters with other species while in this human form (lori) I have related to various 'gray' looking species...but they are more or less transparent and look a lot like Thor on the TV show Stargate SG1 or the figures at the end of the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind.

I sense that I have come to earth to help as an ambassador, to inform others that life in the cosmos comes in many forms, that humans are not the only intellectual species! And to learn to accept many forms that the soul or Light Being can come in! All life is sacred, all sentients contain soul and ALL are really an intricate part of each other and EVERY THING.

Certainly, my friends and coworkers know of my history and origins, or at least most do...those who ask questions get the honest answers. I have nothing to hide. I have talked on radio shows worldwide in the past, but this was long before I really had assimilated my memories, origins and identity.

I think helping humans understand the reality of existence and the possibilities of existence is very important to me. I understand there are skeptics. And I welcome their questions. I don't have all the answers, but I do have a sense of my cosmic citizenship and many realities that exist. Existence is a never-ending adventure!

No question is tooo personal. All the other species, other than human, exchange through telepathic means and this leaves no mysteries, nothing to hide and a sense of unity that is so wonderful!

I am sure there are many who would like to prove my history. I don't know how they could. Our own personal history is quite subjective in this human existence. I have, however, some stories that connect with others I have met through the internet and through newsletters of UFO contacts, etc. I, myself, have no doubt, so therefore I have proven my own history and am content with that. If others doubt it is only because they have not connected with my own personal experiences and that's okay. I expect that kind of doubt. There is no harm in it at all!

This is becoming a lengthy response to your questions. Iwill post a separate story about a past 'incarnation' in another form that might explain how I mean about the last paragraph above. okay?

Hey Reese2 and yes, I await Mr. Magikman! He sure loved to weave webs of discontent! But then, isn't that how one expresses and grows?

I left abruptly because it honestly became just tooo much. The devils advocate thing can get out of hand. If someone NEEDS proof then they better look somewhere else. Explore everything, that 's okay, but when it becomes defamation, stupidity and name-calling I bow out of the ring!

If someone has honest questions, I will answer. If they are beyond the range of wanting to learn and are just plain disgusting then I shan't answer

So, Reese2, what kind of proof do you want? Did you read my story about what my husband calls "The Amazon Gal!" ???

Again, you won't believe it, because you weren't the one involved. Unless anyone experiences something or has a very very similar experience they will doubt. That is quite normal, but doubt and harrassment are two different things, no?

I am NOT a new ager
I am NOT a religionist
I said then and I say NOW, one must be sane to have the experiences I have had and rise above them into the reality I now understand. This reality is available for everyone who wants to know and understand and evole to the place of greater knowledge and experience the adventures that await them.

I have been the FIRST ONE to search and validate my own experiences! I have taken none of my experiences on their face value. I have spent 9 years investigating, researching, searching and searching again until now I am fully accepting and aware and STILL LEARNING!

So bear in mind, I won't "fight back" - don't need to
Nor will I waste time defending my history - don't need to
I WILL, share my experiences, my knowledge, my cosmic experiences and my unconditional love and spiritual understanding of ALL, if you choose not to accept them that's okay. Remember and read again, my quote....if one doesn't allow themselves to explore ALL the possibilities then they will NEVER KNOW!

Dear Gandalf900 or Lori: Could your mother share with us any information. Could your mother or other family members provide further stories of your "out there world" visiting you as a child?

Do you have any abilities?

Who is this guide you wrote about? Could this guide or mentor come to the forum and further explain about your history?

I recently posted a topic entitled: "Reality vs. Reality". From this topic I discussed my questions to the true realities. I have read from various writers of this site, of their experiances, knowledges and evidence. Many have very intriquiing stories to tell. Many can lead you to ponder what is the truth. Others I am discovering are posting perhaps to play with us all. The latter of which can be a bit of fun and don't take the posting/topic too seriously.

My question to you is: "Are you afraid of the government?", "Do you fear personal safety"?,

If not, then let's get down to it. Who are you and what is the purpose of sharing with us all your history? How can you help us to truly understand and believe? So often I have read stories that are purported to be true. I believe myself to be open minded. I am willing to accept realities that are not my own. My only problem is that so often the story that I am reading seems vague and sometimes incomprehensible.

Write to us as if you were a reporter. Tell us your story without vague histories and contradictory statements.

Where were you born? What year? Who are/were your parents? Both of the human nature and of the other worldly nature. Where were you when you were five years of age? In your story you discuss being five at two different times. Can you help us to understand that? Where did you go to school? What year did you graduate? Did you go to college? What did you study? When did you learn that you had come from another world? Did someone tell you that you did? Or is this a memory that you have? Does anyone else have these same memories? By this I am asking anyone with knowledge of you and your history.

Have you been seen by a doctor? Have you ever been diagnosed with anything?

What was it like growing up? How did you cope with the knowledge that you were from another world? How, as a five year old were you able to comprehend that you were very different from everyone else?

Sorry I will stop here. As you can see I have many questions. I appreciate your patience with me. I like to find the truth.
Peacelover

I have heard of the "light being" before. I have read that it is actually reincarnation. From what I have learned it is not reincarnation of other worldly beings.

Lori-

Answer me this... Wouldn't any species that throws you here, expects you to tell these stories, and gain trust, so you can help us, be unusually cruel for doing all of this to you, without sending you with one shred of evidence?


What are you supposed to teach us here, if you cannot even satisfy the simplest of your declarations with some substance? (Being that you are in contact with such intelligent beings, wouldn't they cut us off at the pass, and have you prepared to give us proof) We are an inquisitive species.. Wouldn't they know that? I would think that if I was sent here, under your conditions, I would have contempt for the beings that cause you nothing but pain and heartache... I wouldn't bother spewing their propaganda...



See? It just doesn't add up....

And, I have had sightings, but I certainly don't add to the story of them, for the entertainment value... I keep it real, and appreciate when others' do as well...

reese2,
I am actually interested in what Lori has to say.if you don't believe what she says,then why waste your time reading her posts and replying?Why does it bother you so much for her to say what she wants?

Tess?? Isn't that obvious??

I find it frustrating to read such an elaborate account, only to find that the author hasn't the slightest shred of evidence to back up their claims.

And the old, "unless you experience it you won't understand" excuse gets old fast. It may as well be a work of fiction.

Gandalf900, I'm not trying to pick on you, but it would be nice to have a little corroborating evidence to some of your story.

LORI!

I found your story very interesting and allow me to be the first to tell you that I believe you.

Is there some sort of test you can give to figure out if Moe is a being of light as well?
Moe has been called special on many occasions from many people. I was so special that while in school, I was one of the priveleged few who were allowed to ride the "short" bus.
There must be many beings of light out there. Please help Moe to figure out if he is one of them.

Dear Gandalf900/Lori:
You have stated that you have investigated the validity of your realities. How does one do that? How do you investigate what you state is the reality of your life? I am not trying to be difficult with you but the statement alone does not make sense to me.

Has anyone else investigated the realities of your life? What did they learn?

I have been reading your posts and in them you state that anyone is allowed to ask questions. You state that you are willing to answer questions because you have done this before and therefore expect questions. Are you of the understanding that in answering questions you help to provide the proof that so many of us seem to be looking to find. If you are willing to answer questions, then how is it that you state that you will not provide proof, that if someone is looking for proof they had better go somewhere else.

I really am trying to understand but I am beginning to see contradictory statements that dislodge my understanding.

Perhaps it would help if you could proofread your posts before posting. Try to remember that you are posting to a group that wants to believe but we seem to be having a hard time due to the vagueness of the history told and the contradictory statements.

Maybe you could let those in your inner circle help you. Allow those who know you personally tell what they have learned of your history.

Good luck
Peacelover

hmmm...I'm skeptical (sp?). As much as I might like to believe you, Gandalf/Lori, your story has several key flaws. First of all, you contridict yourself at many important points. I'm too lazy to quote them all here, but a quick re-read of your posts should open the eyes of most people. Now, if you're age scales and whatever are right you're getting up there a tad bit in age. No offense, but delusions and the like are stereotypical of the elderly. Of course, that wouldn't account for the rest of your life. Well, you see...delusions can begin at any time. Thinking your an ambassador (sp?) sounds like a delusion of granduer (sp?) to me. And I know my spelling is awful, but...eh. Anyway, I'd suggest looking into a simple psychiatric evaluation. Couldn't hurt, anyway.

Now, I am going to address your biggest flaw. 'Cause I feel like it. You offer to answer questions, but not to give proof. Well hell, for all that's worth people could ask me for a detailed history of Cambodia and I could tell 'em. If they asked for proof, I'd just have to tell them to "find it for themselves". Bah, I'm done...Interesting stories, you should write 'em down and try to sell them as books. Best of luck to you.

Lori, What is the purpose of you being here instead of your real home,other than to inform others that life in the cosmos comes in many forms?Why did they choose to do it that way?Why don't they just land and announce themselves?

hmmm is she still here?

Nancy made a funny.....

Lori,

I have investigated on some of the various experienes I have that are part of my 3-D world. It has taken 9 years to get it all together in my own head! Reach my Reality vs. Reality post on 12-21-03 and I think this may be of assistance.

As proof of the realities that exist and how we are all a part of the shifting of existence within these realities lies in much of the proof being shared by the scientific world....look there for answers as well.

Read other sites regarding experiences of contact with other species.

Read things from Zacharia Sitchen, and yes, even Shirley McLaine. There are a host of reading materials that will say exactly what I have been saying and of others who have had the same or similar experiences. I am not the only one, I am one of millions who are coming forward with greater understanding about this wonderful cosmos. Just the other day on NOVA, PBS TV show about the string theory, quantum realitis and yes, even the ability of these many dimensions to interact with human 3-D level. There is much in the scientific field that will shed light on this, as well as with 'paranormal' field. I couldn't begin to share all this with you on this forum...you must investigate all this on your own. Too many volumes of information!

Read "Watchers" by Raymond Fowler as well. Golly folks, if you doubt what I am saying, you have a long way to go on investigating EXISTENCE. Happy journeying...I will share what I can, but the bulk of your questions will be answered through your own investigation....Happy Hunting!

Magicman, you know something....and I hope you can understand this....

If you were to tell me a story about a childhood experience, say, fishing with your uncle and a hugh storm came up and you were thrown overboard, but your uncle saved you, how can you prove this to me? You can't! So why should I believe it?
There are times when one must simply read a post, share what they can, or not.

I have never had the intention of saying I was special, nor any different from anyone else! If you read that from my posts, then well, that's what YOU read into it. I am not posting to debate, prove or establish that I am anything special than anyone else. I have had some experiences to share, and I am sharnig them.

Life is so beautiful and each day springs forth with joy and happiness and the Light that fills EVERYONE is what it is all about. If you want to respond to mine or anyone elses with skepticism, etc. than go ahead, that's your right. Why should ANYONE have to prove ANYTHING? Being open to ALL the possibilities of existence is the hallmark of not only an intelligent growing human being, but a spiritually aware and evoling human being.

Tess, in the post above asked "Why don't they just land and show themselves."

THEY HAVE! No offense to Tess and her statement, but I think this is indicative of just about everyone on the forum that have responded to this particular thread.
If one researches on their own they will find that this has been going on (contact with other species) for a long long long time!!!!

1957 UFOs flew over the White House. Again, research folks. The proof is in your newspapers, in reports, etc. etc. etc. Astronauts give their testimony about their contact. Presidents. Famous people on all levels come forward with their testimonies. Archaeology shows signs of contact and the origins of human species. The list is endless and so is the proof!!!

For many this forum may be just the beginning of their investigation and awareness...I remember my first awakening time. I was filled with questions. I researched everywhere not just on one Forum and even when I first posted here I was very new in my understanding and have grown a lot, how? Because I never based MY TRUTH on anyone elses, I looked into EVERYTHING with an OPEN MIND and because of that I found, and am still finding this cosmos full of wonder. I still have questions...and always will have questions because each new answer gives me reason for more questions, more searching...it is a NEVER-ENDING ADVENTURE!!!!! I am willing to share with anyone, and sometimes I may miss a question but it is not because I don't want to share what I may or may not know, it is just a simple oversight. We all learn from each other.

Lori

Why do you talk about yourself so much? This topic that you started is going on to 3 pages now. Dont you think it might be time to get involved in the forum and post on other topics that dont revolve around you?
I'm not going to be judgemental. Im not trying to offend you. And as you believe your own story to be true, you are no longer technically an unexplained mystery. Congrats on your self discovery! I really mean that.
But you know what? There are still unexplained mysteries here. Moe for one, would be extremely gratefull if you would use your devine knowlege and help us shed some light on some of these other unexlplained msyteries.
Thank you.

love,
Moe


ps: what are your thoughts on EL-Chupacabra?

El Chucumbra? (oops sorry about spelling). You know I have never questioned that aspect of the unexplained...that's big foot, right? I don't know if adding one more thing to investigate could fit into my existence at the moment. By investigate, I mean REALLY GET INVOLVED, BUT, I have no doubt that this being exists, there are too many stories regarding similar beings...you know the big hairy guys/gals (and I don't men Italians! ) I have thought about it occasionally and I am wondering if this might just be one of the 'experiments' that kept evolving as a result of the Annunaki and other other world species experiments which of course, humans were a resultant great success. I often think that perhaps the centaurs, and all the various magical creatures of folklore have some place in the scheme of all the genetic engineering done in those early human days.

Sorry if I bored you with my stories...it is just simply that I remember when I first came here with so many questions and so many missig npieces and then felt so riducled when I asked for answers or tried to find others to whome I could relate.

So okay...are there any other mysterires I have missed?

-lori

you definately dont bore Moe. I actually wrote that before I realize that you had posted on other topics. My apologies to you.
There is on UM ,a phenomenon that has been occruing for some time now. I call it the "vanishing act." Its when a person becomes a member, makes a post about thier "powers" then vanishes, never to post again. I see you are more evolved than that, Lori. Forgive my earlier rudeness.
thanks for your reply about El chupacabra. If you get time you may find the crytozoolgy thread interesting. It has lots of info on many strange creatures.
"Annunaki" is a term I am not yet familiar with. I will have to do some research on the good ol search engine.

I do so love the 21st centry, and all the tecknowlagy that we have at our fingertips, and the different ways in which we can now exspress ourselves! Also the different things that effect us, TV, dvds, movies, comic books - just to name a few. I am grateful that all this advances have molded our world, and create amazingly colorful characters like Gandalf900; you are definitely a child of the millennium! Your imagination has been crafted from years of sitting in front of the TV. Reading comic books, and parental neglect. God bless technology.

There are many who can. (talk to animals that is)

-lori c

Lori...

I have to ask the same question Tess asked...

Why don't the aliens land and announce to the world that they are here? Announce, so that the entire world knows, once and for all, that they are here.You are talking about a few people sprinkled here and there thru out history....not the entire world.It hasn't been a 'world announcement'............why?

I'd also like an answer to the above question that Babs asked.I've asked you before and you said "they have" made themselves known,but actually they haven't.

Looks as though you have succeeded in creating a "Lori - the devine cosmic counselor" post. Congratulations! Perhaps you'll even get some fan mail!!!

Your combination of assembled knowledge and a little bit of your own imagination makes for some pretty darn good sci-fi!

And you are NOT as old as you say you are. How do I know this?

Here goes some YANK-Sci-Fi: I know this, for after passing through my ceiling within the beam to the mother-ship, about 3/4 of the way into orbit, I encountered you. Since I exist in a higher domain than your partial light-being self, I was able to immediately identify you as you unknowing passed by, you being unaware and unable to detect my superior form....

The real reason is, is that I don't believe someone of that age would waste there time writing such nonsense and claiming it to be for real. I guess it could be fun for some of the kiddies on board. I'm not sure if that's the purpose of the site though...

Anyway, thanks for giving the skeptics an even better reason to be skeptical.

Ok Lori if what you say is true
Then y dont you stop wasteing your time and prove it instead of thinking up lame excuses and changing the subject, tut tut you bore me!
Ever considered finding help?

my god lori, you terrify me!!! we're the result of alien genetic experiments?!!! ugh! how horrible! and all that about happiness and the 'light' really scares me. unity with the cosmos, loads of intelligent beings out there, that we could have been one of them once, or that we could have been any kind of animal?!!! (in another life that is ) i thought we as humans were special unique!!! not a successful experiment by ugly grey aliens!!! if what you say is true, im deeply dissappointed with excistance

but then again, im only young

Where is Lori anyway?

Trust me hun, you're not missing out on anything you couldn't glean from hundreds of other 'experiencers' accounts to be found on the internet, or your local sci-fi book store.

She's probably out test driving one of this year's newer model flying disks.

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hmmm... i dont like this lori one. lordy, she seems evil to me

a more important question is this, why is StudentandAlive, verbally abusing this individual, there really is NO need for that regardless of what she may or may not have experienced.

I have to agree on this with Blood Angel..

Lori has been here on and off since virtually the Forum began. Now yes she comes up with some 'stories' and asks for us to believe with no proof..she is allowed to speak 'about the way she see's things' and apart from some banter, to and from.. there is not a problem.

What I do have a problem with is people like yourself, Student&Alive, tearing strips off other people's views. We are very open minded and tolerant bunch here, but you have done this a few times now, and although we welcome constructive arguements and views, comments like this:

ofcorse she can say what she so wishes, who knows, she could be right! and thats exactly what scares me! wot if shes right?!

era, sure no need to worry, eh?