I've been thinking lately, more like for a few months, if it is possible that you are asleep or in purgatory or something. Like for some reasons I talk and think and act but then I open my eyes a little wide for a second or I look around for second and don't know how I really got there. Not like I'm nuts or something where I literally don't know how I got there, but more like something was driving me to get there and act and respond and I was just a witness. It's weird too since like I look around and stuff and am a little weirded out for about 5 or 10 minutes then I return to that same driven life.

Like I have 3 states of being. 1st being something driving me and I just witness, like a dance or something. Someone does something and I respond accordingly thinking I'm thinking but really I'm not. 2nd is where I know where I am and think and more of an awakened self thinking freely and responding. and 3rd being a very deep don't know what happened to me type.

Have you had an experience or multiple like me? When I try to tell someone they are like "Of course I'm thinking you idiot" and it reminds me of myself of what I would do in my 1st state, an according response.

Like what if you die and there isn't a heaven but more of a loop and you start back out at square one. Like we are contained in a pin and watched living a controlled life and those who start to think get there life back on autopilot and free ball through life.

I don't know just seems a little weird to me.

Please discuss and tell me if you have had experiences like mine.

Baal, How often do you do this multiple shifts, or whatever you call it?

i feel the same way many times i've thought what if aliens have us in this place and were all connectied to be living this life they put in our heads and realy were just dreaming or hallusinating this whole thing! its wierd somtimes i do wonder if anything im doing is real and then i just go back to living my life ya know? this reminded me about another topic kinda the same on here

mhmm, u think ur being controlled by something on the exterior of ur being?

Na not really sure about any of it. What I honestlly think is that I'm wrapped up in too many things that I don't have time to realize what is going on. But it happens a lot so don't know if it has became part of my personality to zone out, or something else, just throwing ideas though.

i used to have a similar experience before one of my friends told me i was "in my own world" a lot. i would concentrate too much on too many things, and then every once and a while i would stare at the sky or look around and think about the chain reaction of events that lead me to be there...