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  1. Releanapeace's Blog

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    Early this morning I awoke suddenly. A loud flute played three notes, then once more the same notes. I immediately felt annoyed, that my children must be awake and playing on a wooden recorder. I listened for another few minutes and realized, my children would have kept playing. Also, they wouldn't have played three notes so perfectly, then repeat the same notes a moment later. Stunned I leaped from my bed and rushed to my children. They were both peacefully asleep, undisturbed by the flute. I roamed the house in search of an intruder. Nothing. Not even my dog had so much as stirred. Baffled and unbelieving that no else seemed to hear the sound, I woke my husband up and described what had happened. He didn't even answer, he fell back asleep too quickly for a response. I know I heard a flute being played! I was even wide awake with annoyance when it rang again. High pitched, a low pitch, then that same first high pitch repeated at a shorter duration. I promptly searched for bird sounds thinking maybe it was a bird close to my window. But no match could be found. I know it came from the hallway though, not the window. It was loud and clear and only sounded twice. So I searched for an explanation and found this website. Can anyone think of an explanation? My house is not old, only about 13 years since it's construction. Our a.c. And heater are off. Maybe I've gone crazy.

  2. spirit unknown's Blog

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    So we want proof?

    We all want proof, It's in our genes. I want proof that my wife is cheating on me. Proof of that video of me going 25mph. over the speed limit. Proof that my wife loves me or still loves me. Proof, if God is for real...

    Atheist's want proof that God exists or there is life after death. (Get in line.) I grew up wanting proof of everything! Don't tell me this is real or why it works. Show me! I still question authority. Family, friends, news, work. Everybody, everything, all the time! (No wonder why my family told me I'm too stubborn for my own good.)

    We all want proof. But when do we just say to our selves. "That's good enough for me."

    I hate when I get taken advantage of! I don't mind being lied too. But, being taken advantage of, means planning to misrepresent an out come as too deceive you of it's real meaning...to you!

    I have been given photo's and video's that this paranormal experience is real. Turns out, it was fake! (Every one leave the room. Now! Cause I'm going to break some things.) I would tell myself "I will never trust this person, place or thing again.

    Then I had my own experience. How do I tell someone and expect them too believe me?

    So when someone want's proof of this or that. I just smile and say "Me too."

    I don't show then pictures, video's or recording's of that EVP. We just have to find out for our selves.

    Proof? Nobody's going to believe me anyway.

    PS. Did you hear about that ghost... -Sunny.

  3. Mikko-kun
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    For clarity, increased self-awareness can surely help. I have maybe 10-30% of what I had of that when I was a child, so those who can't see from my writing, don't take me as someone "spiritually high", I'm really not.

    How to be self-aware

    I dont really know, but letting go of all the stuff you don't need can really help. Living small. Not just materia, but habits and thoughts and everything. Whatever you let go of, is freed. This letting go of stuff applies to just the things you don't actually need, not everyday meal and some kind of a sleeping place where you can stay healthy enough, and so on. It may be better to keep things which'd make you hurt a lot if you let them go, like a dear friend or the house you sleep in, unless you know it's for the best. You really need to use your own judgement, as always.

    When you free stuff, materia, item, like a basket, it's available for someone who needs it more. How does this help you? If you're a sceptic (reducdionist), then in terms of science, it's one thing off the back of your head. It frees space in your mind. It cleans your mind. Deep down you won't have a notion of feeling bad because now there's at least a chance that someone who needs it for their dear life could have it. I have no use for a life boat when I wait at the bus stop, but an asian living in regularly flooded area could really use one, for example.

    All kinds of distractions, whether they're materia or thoughts, are termed 'samsara' in buddhist schools and 'red dust' in daoist. Everything that you take to distract yourself from your true nature. Your true nature is ordinariness, and everything around that isn't being its true nature is fancy special dust, samsara, red dust. That's pretty much how I've understood the teachings, and they do make sense.

    Repetition is part of the ordinariness, the world's true nature, that why it's powerful, that why everything that is repeated enough becomes more powerful. I'm not and might not in this life be wise enough to tell whether any distraction can become some kind of useful true nature if it's repeated enough times, but I'm pretty sure it'd take more than one lifetime for the distraction to become part of your true nature. If that's even possible, big if. True nature, that part that survives death.

    That part is odd, because if a part of us survives death as we call it, then wouldn't it mean most of our physical body not part of our true nature? That's really odd, isn't it? And if we've lived many lifetimes, then is it just a matter of time to rewrite our true nature? Are we thoughts that god kept on thinking, making them more real through the power of repetition? If so, are we not part of god's true nature any more than most of the things around us aren't part of our true nature?

    I'm asking these things because you better go beyond just seeking some useful stuff from spiritual books, like I used to.

    Here, focus on enlightenment for a minute.

    Now, remember the saying that "if you truly know something, if you've truly attained mastery over something, then it should be easy for you to teach it to others".

    If the saying holds true, no one whose teachings survived was enlightened to that extent, they were just taking steps. But you gotta consider the student too: the deeper you are in the well, the more it takes to pull you up, to light, to enlightenment.

    So, we might be getting deeper and deeper with all this clutter. And due to free will, it's more up to student than teacher. Much more. Much, much more. Much, much, much more. That's how Much More Powerful Free Will Is. Word magic, take one. Find out in twenty years or decades after rebirth if it worked. Or well, maybe you know better than me. Of course you do, because it's up to you. Free will, you see.

    No teacher can pull their student to enlightenment like a frustrated driver pulls a stubborn mule who resists all the way to market. At best the mule will get tired before the driver, but the nature of free will is such, that the driver will ALWAYS, without a single exception, tire before the mule. You can't externalize responsibility.

    Now, there's no need to blame yourself though. We are where we are, that's all there is to it, what's happened has happened, no undoing. There's yin to every yang and vice versa, in the truest sense. Only the true nature might not make distinctions like yin and yang, all else does.

    In astrology circles it's been said that when the person can live with his or her opposing signs in harmony/peace/cooperation etc, it's one real step closer to enlightenment, some even call that enlightenment. Yin and Yang together. The divided natures are so-called "lower consciousnesses" but they might not be any better or worse than the "higher consciousness".

    Regarding the ultimate goals in life and wherever, it's healthy to be open to new goals, to keep an open mind. So I claim, not as an ultimate rule but when you know you're not yet the perfect superman or -woman, it ought to be even self-obvious. Death can come at any time, so it's better to learn to take the most out of this moment, this minute, hour, today, this week, this year, this decade, than to postpone it to when you have attained that lifelong goal. That's one of the rare things I didn't read from any book but found by myself. Cultivating yourself right here right now is more valuable than distant dreams, as long as you have a sense of what kind of distant dream you fathom. True cultivation that truly strengthens you as a being, will help you get whatever dream is truly good for you. That is my belief and I could say, even experience.

    We dream to make ourselves content, free of worry. Why not be free of worry right now? It's easier than you think, the entry tag is one key. Ordinariness.

  4. wsanchez21 dream blog

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    I had a dream I was fishing with a friend who happens to fish a lot, it was at night at a pretty busy boardwalk area. I started to reel in a fish but what surfaced from the water was a rat. The rat ran towards me and I fell backwards, I ended up stabbing it in its head before it had bitten me. The weird thing is that another rat came from its "back end" and bit me very hard on my hand with a lot of blood, I then killed it. I was afraid I had rabies but my "macho" friend told me not to worry about it I would be fine. I continued to fish and saw another friend from another walk of life that is an honest man or so I think. We started fishing together and I reel'd in another rat and had gotten bit again although I cannot exactly remember what body part this time. I woke up very freaked out and am trying to figure it out. Any help out there?

  5. ShadowSot's Blog

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    I guess I just like storms in my titles.

    So the medicine worked wonders on me. Except the breathing trouble.

    So I had to stop, try something else later.

    The upshot is, the weight was lifted for a bit. The fog cleared a bit.

    Enough to sight a bit of land and reorient.

    Stopping hurt. The weight is back, the fog returned. The behaviors I hate about myself spawned from that returned.

    But now I have an idea where I am headed.

    It isn't enough.

    But its something.

  6. darkmoons1979's Blog

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    just a curiuos thought can ghosts talk and or type threw computers if you think they can please comment below ty

  7. MasterAvalon's Blog

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    I know I am going to sound like the next person who needs attention but I'm not. Writing this was hard enough. Recently strange things started to happen. Whenever I said something it would happen on the spot. I have some examples.

    Example 1

    Me and my friend were on our way to visit a friend who was in the hospital. We were on our bike and we needed to cross over it was a two way splitting. There was no car to be seen from no side but I was said to my friend and these were my exact words: "You shouldn't just cross over, that way your going to get hit by a car" The second I had said it my friend was crossing over when a car appeared out of nowhere. I thought it was a coincidence, but the more things like it happened the more I started to freak out.

    Example 2

    I was watching the Vampire Diaries, a show I had never watched or actually read anything about. The episode started and there was a new vamire who was stronger than the rest because she was older. I than just started to talk in myself coming up with scenario and said in my scenario that the vampire was 350 years old. Commercials were over and the show started and they revealed that the vampire was 350 years old. My heart nearly stopped. I was totally freaked out.

    Example 3

    My friend and her dad were driving me home to my grandmother. She has a really old house and we arrived and she was on her way to open the door. I was still talking to my friend and said "The house is so old it is about to collapse". At that very moment my grandmother her lamp popped in the hallway. I was spooked.

    You can say all of these are coincidences but these are just a few examples out of the many and this just can't be a coincidence anymore. I really want to find out what this is what kind of power or whatever. If just someone could please give me a real answer.

  8. ginge868's Blog

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    I am a 16 year old girl and am negatively obsessed about being haunted by a scary spirit or 'shadow'. the earliest experience I can remember was when I was about 10 years old in a different house and I was tormented by this figure. I remember going to sleep every night to then wake up late in the night to a 'grim reaper/shadow figure' opposite me in the other end of the room by the wardrobe. i would then in fear bury my head in the quilt and look up to find the figure slowly moving towards me. sometimes i would look up a third time to have whatever it was above me standing over me. in extreme fear i was forced to sleep under the covers and not look up and eventually fall asleep later that night. a couple years later we moved into a new house (current house) and i didn't see anything for couple of day, until one night i saw it again at the end of my bed standing there. i cant remember what i did but most likely left the light on the whole night. furthermore for year in that room i had a childrens coat stand and would imagine scary figures being the stand and not being able to look or sleep well. i believe this was created from my own imagination however was very scared didn't know if it was influenced by anything. i finally moved room (current room) and now sense and strongly fear a shadow and spirit constantly watching and haunting me. i am in extreme fear and feel like im going mad feeling this. i have explained this to multiple family members however all dismissing this as a joke or me going mad. its gotten so bad people are actually getting concerned there's something wrong with me. i always hear noises and sounds from around the house outside my room and constantly feel watched. i can feel things touching me and pressure leaning on me when im in bed and now have an extreme fear of the dark. to summarise this fear or haunting from my research and knowledge could be a spirit of some sort but I fear negative intentions and stress. i also have a history of night terrors where objects would appear smaller but move towards me leaving me screaming and a parent coming in to snap me out of it.I constantly have scary and weird dreams that would frighten me in the moment, sometimes jump waking me. I really appreciate any help or comforting advice however do want this to be explained and don't know what to do without coming across insane.

  9. I have not written a blog before and so far it feels like the writing equivalency of the reality tv show. I think, to me anyway, it is the saturation of the meta element in blogging that makes it feel that way. Often when I talk about "the arts" (I hate saying that. I hate admitting it even more) it seems that the general consensus is that we are still in a sort of never ending post-modern world. Post modernism has become that junk drawer of contemporary culture. A sort of lost and found box for wayward and idiotic art. To me it seems we'd just simply be better off retiring the idea of post modernism and trade in for what we have instead: the meta movement.

    I grew up with MTV and refined my better sensibilities with Adult Swim. A common link between the two was the meta element that ran through most of the programming. In my day - when MTV still showed music videos and we had just landed that rock and roll astronaut on the moon - MTV's original programming was dominated by reality tv. Road Rules, Real World, that stupid dating show game with crazy Jenny McCarthy, were the standard and they banked off the constant cringeworthy "real" moments they offered (Like when Puck got kicked out of the house or when that one dude slapped that chick with Lyme's disease [yea - it was all horrible]). Adult Swim proffered up its own little version of meta theater by way of re-appropriating old cartoons (Sea Lab and Space Ghost of course). As their original programing grew they put away the 70's Saturday morning toons and traded in for new tropes which acted as the common link between almost every show: bad art that seemed to call attention to itself and a somewhat common base of writers and voice talent. There are Troma-ish moments in certain [as] shows that refer to other shows or the voice actors that goes beyond the show into, yes you guessed it, meta. I can go on and on - from the first viral video to the now common existence of Instagram and Vine "stars" - but I won't.

    So here we are in this Warhol-esk era of meta everything. I'm not sure how on board I am honestly. While I love(d) [as] I can't say that the western culture as a whole realized any benefit outside of shear entertainment (yes I know - art for art's sake and enjoy the show yada yada yada). Meta art feels inherently low-brow due to the fact that the artist is almost pornographically engrained in the work itself. The product is something that feels more like a car crash than a sonnet. In closing though I guess I'd like to say that I don't really disdain low brow art or even entertainment for entertainment sake (I read way to many Phillip Marlowe novels and watch a lot of Team Troma, so yea I like the pulpy stuff) I'd just say the narrative feels a bit cheapened when the author is constantly pulling back the curtain. The curtain is there for a reason - like when your trousers are in the wash and all you have on is a little pair of pants. Nobody wants to see you in your little pants. So that's my daily 2 cents. Hopefully tomorrow I can think of something a bit more interesting :)

  10. Dark Howl
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    When I was about 5 or 6 years old, something curious happened. My family took me to visit a large house. They always took me on trips and holidays, even visiting old castles, manor houses and stuff like that.

    I remember entering a big room on my own and met several children inside. I wanted to play with them but they didn't seem interested. None of them spoke to me, and they didn't speak at all. They sat there either on chairs or the floor just looking at me. None were playing and there wasn't much toys if any. They didn't have facial expressions.because they didn't smile at me. There was a baby in a dress, wearing a frilly bonnet, who I wanted to cuddle but a girl nearby told me not to. I asked a girl what her name was and she just looked at me, not smiling and not talking. The kids didn't play with each other. There wasn't anyone else with them, no adults. My family told me to go with them. My nan said she couldn't see any children in the room when I mentioned them.

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    Something has occurred lately which leaves me very puzzled indeed.

    I found someone online who I have never met before. Never talked to him before. So it was strange when I suddenly felt like I knew this person. I don't know if he triggered something that possibly happened in my life before or if I knew someone that looks like him, but I felt that I knew him.

    Furthermore, I can't seem to get him out of my head. I even started dreaming about him which freaked me out a bit. Even worse, I found another girl who also liked him and for some reason I got over protective of him-even though everyone hates him and I try to stop thinking about him but that has proven to be almost impossible.

    I don't know if I somehow developed feelings for him but whatever I feel about him get's stronger every day.

    Someone please give me advice because I need to get this fellow out of my head.

    Thanks so much!

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    All and all what a wonderful weekend. No work on Friday, but w/pay. Though we lost in the softball tournament, the picnic, music and food made that a distant memory. If I had a dollar for every lil' spider I had to kill in the pavilion because everyone else was running scared I would be rich. The barbecue ended ahead of time when rain showers threatened a downpour. Thank goodness by nightfall canal-side didn't cancel the fireworks display. The grand finale was absolutely amazing. It's back to the grind tomorrow, but after having the extra day off with pay I'm raring to hit the ground running. Though I'm smitten by the attention of a new acquaintance, I'd better proceed with caution. That would be so much easier if I didn't like all of the attention so much. Perhaps she's just being nice, and I'm misinterpreting her kindness.

  13. lilnyca's Blog

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    ***Hello everybody! I'm decided to turn to this website in hopes of finding some answers to a ghost occurrence I think I'm having in my house. I really just hoping to understand what's going on in my house a little more, that's all.

    To start off I'll tell you all a little bit about myself in case it's relevant to what's going on. Anyway my name is Lilith (nice to meet you and thank you for anyone that replies to this). I am 16 and have been living in my current house for my entire life except for my first 9 months. I live with both of my blood parents. We have never experienced a substantial amount of activity save for the occasional (meaning once a year at most) 'sighting'. Lately, as in the last 2 weeks, my family and I have experienced a few odd things that I'm thinking my dad has just chalked up to be weird coincidences or meaningless happenings. I might should mention that my parents and I are firm believers in ghosts, demons, entities, and the like. I know sometimes an increase in tension or family issues/arguements could be an automatic trigger to "awaken" a ghost but I'll note I'm sure this is not the case.

    Ok so here's what's being going on. To start off my story I must explain that the ghost in our house I believe to be my (then very close to me) step-brother. In 2004 (I was 5 at the time) my brother passed away. He died in a fatal car accident. He was traveling with his best friend and their friend who was the driver. In the middle of the night on their trip, my brother and his best friend had fallen asleep in the backseat and the weary driver became overcome by sleep as well, swerving in and out of lanes. Sadly, the driver was half asleep and drove off the side of the road, lost control of the car, hit a massive tree, and the car flipped over killing my brother and his best friend. Unfortunately, the driver did survive, but committed suicide 2 years later, consumed with remorse. I should also mention my brother lived with us up until about a year before his passing.

    So there's all the back story. The thing is, I've never seen the ghost, but my mom and dad have. My mom and I were speaking about our possible ghost the other day and she says a few months after my brother passed she was in his old room cleaning out his closet and she turned her head and clearly saw his figure, clothes he would've worn, just overall what looked to have to be him walk straight out of our bathroom into the hall and disappear. After that occurrence, we had never seen anything or heard anything since. About a year and a half ago we were all watching TV in our living room and directly behind the TV (in perfect view) is a small office. I saw nothing, but my parents both saw the figure of a man described by both to be in jeans and a tan tshirt with glasses walk through the office and on into the connecting kitchen. (This is a picture of my brother) blogentry-156113-0-47822400-1435980206_t

    So as you can imagine I instantly believed it could be my brother but said nothing. Then a week after that, a week later my mom saw a very similar figure. We have a roughly 4 foot half wall separating our living room and dining room and as my mom came around the wall to walk to the kitchen (which connects to the dining room) she saw the very same figure, or something very similar walk into the kitchen like before and up to our medicine cabinet and disappear. After those 2 occurrences,again about a year and a half back, we didn't see anything. Then. about 2 weeks ago we were watching TV and my dad was sitting at a TV tray right near the half wall and he got very startled and looked at us and asked if we had seen anything. My mother and I both replied no because we hadn't seen whatever had frightened him so much. The entire night he remained on edge so as to where we all tried to forget about it and didn't want to ask him what he saw in fear that he would say maybe he had very clearly seen my brother.

    Now I'm going to go off on a little bunny trail now and explain to you why we still 11 years later walk on eggshells around my father when it comes to my brother. Understandably it was the hardest thing he had ever, has ever, and will ever go through. My brother was his firstborn child and his only son. They were tremendously close and my brother's death took everything out of him for a good 7-8 years. Only much more recently has he come to some sort of peace with the hole matter. I was young at the time but I was sharp from a small age and I definitely knew what was going on when it happened. I have very fond memories of my brother even as young as I was and to see my father a lifeless shell of human being was something I'll never be able to forget nor will I, God willing, know what it feels like to have that kind of tragedy come upon you. My brother's passing was a gigantic blow to my family as a whole and years of trying to pick up all the pieces have still not succeeded in putting them all back in place not that I believe they will ever all fit right again.

    So lately there have been little things here and there that just maybe make me believe we have a ghost. Last night over dinner away from my house and y dad, my mother and I discussed what's been going on in the house. 3 nights ago I was lying in bed about 95% asleep and I remember I felt someone come up to me, brush my hair back behind my ear, kiss me on the top of my head and pull up the covers a bit. I asked my mom if it was here just to be sure even though I knew it couldn't be. The reason is because the person I felt was facing me and the side of my bed is up against the wall and I was sleeping facing the wall. Unless the person was standing in the wall, what I felt would not have been possible. The reason why I find this relevant is one, because I know I was NOT dreaming, two I know my brother always loved me very much (and even as a child little things would happen in my room that I always told myself he had done because sometimes I would talk to him at night), and three about 4 years ago I moved into his room and I've put my bed more recently in the exact place where his used to be just to feel closer to him. Then, 2 nights ago I had gone to bed and my mother had gone to bed and my dad was in his office and I was already asleep. I was in the state where I'm sleeping but I can still here things. I heard my mom call my name asking if I was in her room. I thought I was hearing things so I ignored her. Then I heard her come into my room and she turned on the lights woke me up and asked me quite sternly if I had gone into her room and to not lie to her or to joke with her. I told her no, I was very much asleep and I had not been in her room. She looked at me a bit puzzled, shaken up maybe, and went back to bed. She then told me last night during our dinner discussion that she definitely felt very suddenly a whoosh of air that one gets and that sense of another person when someone walks into a room. She said it weirded her out a bit but she tried not to let it bother her because she knew I wasn't lying and so it could be our "ghost".

    I'm writing on here because I would just like to get some insight from anyone to see if I can confirm my suspicions. Please reply if you are able to help me understand what is going on in my house.

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    New to this guys so go easy eh!......oh and let me add i know i,m not losing it so any jerk-offs that feel the need to give me a hard time?....don,t bother!!!......my hope is to find likewise people to chat on with and maybe compare notes I don't really know where to start so how about i just put down what i wrote while in the library yesterday and then see if anyone has got a reply?......and may i add that my head has not always worked like this, it is only a recent transformation to the way it is working.

    Has anyone tried walking through a busy town centre a lot slower than usual, i've started doing this and it's so noticable how fast everyone is moving, everybody looks like the're racing against time, i've started referring to this as "wishing their lives away"......i was sat on a bench a couple of days ago on a busy street and once again i was so aware of how fast everything was moving, the cars and people walking seemed to be going rather faster than usual?...i feel totally aware of everybody and everything around me.....the sky, the sun, the trees, the universe, yes granted that last one might seem a little extreme but it,s true......i feel so alive and tuned in to life at the moment. I feel like everybody is rushing their life away and for what?...the're only racing to death.

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    I dreamt that I was in a trailer park and there was me and another girl pregnant. She was expecting a little girl and I was expecting a little boy. They set our partners in lawn chairs in the middle of the road facing away from us. They gave us a huge full balloon with the color you was expecting. When I got over to where my husband was he told me that we'd switched them for a little girl. I guess I was okay with it and gave my balloon to the couple next to us. After delivery we switched and filled out the application for adoption.. I couldn't take my eyes off him and was so in love with him. (I remember everything about him in detail from my dream). I felt so guilty but continued on. After leaving with the new baby girl (African American) I tried to play with her and before I knew it i had turned around and she was a little blonde hair blue eyed girl... when I got even closer I came to find she was my niece (white). I found my self in the lady's house going over the details of the adoption and crying wanting her to make sure it was an open adoption and to make sure he knew who I was. After leaving her trailer I took the little girl who was now African American again and changed her name and I didn't see her again. I found myself in the back of the trailer park hanging out with people who smoking drugs. I didnt use any drugs. We left and went back to my trailer and when I did try to use some drugs someone or something would happen so I couldn't use.. please help me figure this out.

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    My sister died and left.

    I love her. She loved me.

    She was a beautiful soul.

    She remains in my heart and all my memories of her are golden.

    Some day, a new day will dawn and I will stand before my Maker and say,

    "My sister is yours and not mine."

    I love her and always will, I just want to say Thank you for letting me have her as my sister.

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    I've always had these bad feelings and they're driving me crazy. Nobody believes that I have them and every time I have them something bad happens.

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    I've Experienced Sleep Paralysis 4 Times. But I Remember, A Few Weeks After My Birthday, It Felt Like My Soul Was Away From My Body. I Was Downstairs And My Foster Sister And Foster Mom Were Talking In The Kitchen And I Was Getting A Midnight Snack. When I Was Heading Towards The Stairs, I Remember Thinking "I Gotta Get Back To My Body Before It's Too Late." When I Was Near The Stairs, I Saw This Old Guy Just Sitting On The Top Of The Stairs Smiling And He Was Yelling At Me In Gibberish, I Couldn't Understand. Then I Woke Up And When I Was Awake, I Was Still Able To Hear The Gibberish Voice And I Also Felt An Evil Presence By My Bed Looking At Me.

    I Had It Again Two Days Later ! I Was In My Bed And I Opened My Eyes, And I Felt Like I Was Floating And I Heard This Buzzing Sound. I Looked Near My Bed And There Was A Guy With A Black Shirt And It Had Alittle Bit Of White. He Was Reaching His Hands To Me And I Couldn't Move So I Just Closed My Eyes And He Disappeared. Then When I Opened Them Again, On My Left, This Demon Went On Top Of Me And He Had An Evil Smile... He Covered My Mouth With His Hands, I Tried Screaming For Help But Nothing Came Out. I Even Tried Removing His Hands But I Couldn't... Everytime, I Struggled He Would Push His Hands To My Mouth And It Was Like My Head Was Gonna Sink Through My Bed. Also, When I Closed My Eyes, He Would Be Gone But When I Opened Them Again, He Was There.

  19. My wife an I spent the evening at a wedding. A close work friend of my wife's was getting Married. It was a beautiful ceremony at a winery in the Sierra Nevada foot hills. We were almost late getting stuck in some traffic driving there, but nothing ever starts on time and we made it with minutes to spare. Trust me, you do not want to meet my wife when she is irritated about traffic.

    The reception was superb with a wonderful meal, an open bar, a

    lots of dancing, and beautiful people everywhere. That's how you know you are with the right woman. I was surrounded by stunning women that are all highly intelligent and succesfull, and I still honestly thought my wife was the most stunning of them all. While my wife was dancing and I was getting a soda, a young woman came up to me and struck up a conversation. I was flattered because her body language said she was looking to meet somone. My hands where in my pocket, so I took them out and mentioned my wife. It ended the conversation politely as she moved on, but still, it made me feel like I still got it. I have been married for 13 years last week, and I don't really participate in anything where women are on the prowl, so nothing like that has happened to me in a very long time besides the occasional soccor mom who is up to no good an tests me to see if Im serious about my fidelity, but this was different. This was an honest attempt by a very pretty young woman probably a good 10 years younger than myself. I walked away with grin on my face, adjusting my colar, and probably a bit of a swagger.

    All in all it was a typical nice wedding. What wasn't typical about it is that it was two woman getting married. Yup it was a gay wedding. I hate to even make that distinction now. The word "gay" or "lesbian" wasn't even mentioned by anyone the entire night. Not during the ceremony, not during the reception, not during any conversations. The love that these two people have for each other and the support of their family and friends was both natural and beautiful. Californiia recently allows for same sex marriage and I am glad. I find it embarrassing as a human being that it has taken us this long and still a ways to go to get to this point. Yes that's right humanity I'm ashamed of us and our behaviour towards same sex couples. I'm ashamed of my own.

    While I harbor no outward prejudice, I was excited to go to a "gay" wedding. I didn't really expect anything different, but I was excited to participate to show that my enlightned self was above the bigotry. The truth is that while I have met same sex couples before, I had never really seen them intimate with each other and in love in a setting where they were demonstrating that love. Another truth that is hard for me to admit, is that gay men being affectionate with each other makes me uneasy. I have seen men kiss before and honestly I don't like to see it. Social conditioning perhaps? Homophobia? I suppose it's because I'm not attracted to men and many psycological reactions are about subconsciously putting yourself in another person shoes. But still. I don't want it there. Seeing woman kiss is different. I do find women attractive and its much more pleasant to watch, but even this I wonder why. Is this a typical male response to our minds being in the gutter. Again that psycological tendency to unconsciously place ourselves in the mix? I think so, and here is why.

    When I watched this couple look into each other's eyes and kiss, there was nothing but pure love. I did think it was pleasant to watch but this time it was completely different. Im not sure if I can explain it right. It wasn't pleasent because they were two women, it was pleasent because they were clearly madly in love. Watching it I bacame ashamed of myself. It wasn't a novelty anymore. I realized I had been living in a bubble. I realized my own homophobia toward men and my objectification of gay women. I never ment to do it. I wasn't even really aware of it. How did it get there. Culture? Media? What? I want it gone. It's not easy to realize you are not as enlightned as you think you are.

    This couple and their example of love and their family and friends has set me straight about a few things. I was already there intellectually, but I simply diddnt realize that my own internal reactions were not where my brain was. I had not internalized what I knew to be right. This is a flaw I can rectify in myself now.

    I teach my students that they must experience the things that I teach them before they actually become a useful tool. I teach them to be bold in atempting to create that exsperience. This is why. You don't know what you don't know until you have experienced something and self reflected about your own ignorance before hand. I don't know if the next time I see two guys kissing if that same uneasiness will well up, but my awareness and shame of my own marginalization of people different than I am will be confronted imeadiatly, and I have this couple and setting the example of true love to thank for it.

    In fact, I beleive in a great spirit a god if you will. I often hear christians saying God is love. If God is love, then I can say without a doubt these two people were sharing God, and I have the great spirit to thank for using love to help me overcome my own corner of bigotry.

    Thank you God, and thank you to these two incredible people for humbling me yet again.

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    A very good friend of mine has a tentative early diagnosis of Hodgkins Disease. It's very treatable but I think he may have let it go longer than is wise. That's not entirely his fault though. A few years ago (maybe six years if memory serves) he went to the doctor because of a mass on the right side of his neck. It's not really noticeable unless you know to look for it because it doesn't swell outwards too far but it's large in diameter. When he first had it checked out the mass was so intertwined with the circulatory system in the area that it wasn't really operable and a biopsy showed it non cancerous.

    About a year or so ago he started having back pains we thought from mowing his lawn with a dull push mower while having a fit because he was annoyed with one of his kids and it being the first mow of the year the grass was long , for which I gave him grief because of his short fuse. After dealing with this back pain for a bit he went to the doctor and the doctor told him one thing or another, gave him some pills and some advice and sent him on his way. Weeks later it was even worse so he went back and his doctor recommended a specialist who gave him another ineffectual diagnosis. This same pattern has continued for the past year to no effect except insurance nightmares and medical bills. Recently he told me that he noticed another growth under the first one where his neck meets his shoulder and possibly another one a bit lower than that one as well so made an appointment to check this out. They discovered a handful of smaller masses and a larger one he was unaware of at the center top of his chest behind the breast bone. They sampled one last week and the result of the biopsy was that there were a minimal amount of cancerous cells in the sample. They are going to go in and remove one of the easier to reach masses and use it to get a better idea of what they are dealing with.

    In my admittedly ignorant opinion these doctors he has been seeing for the past year concerning his back pain (centering in the groin where there are lymph nodes) who were made aware of the original mass have been very negligent because of their efforts to have a diagnosis relating to their specialty (and never finding anything or getting results) instead of assuming this may all be related to his tumor and checking for more. I mean he has been to the doctor in the last year more than I have in my entire adult life.

    Sorry, I really shouldn't be placing blame but he has understandably asked me to be discreet and not discuss this amongst out coworkers or friends (we've been friends for decades longer than we've worked together we're more brothers than friends with all we've been through) and I just need a place to vent my sadness and frustration.

    If this is Hodgkins then it is very treatable and survivable these days and there is a good chance he will be around for a long time to come. We are just one month apart in age and I'm blessed that I don't have many dead friends yet and I hope it stays that way. This kind of $hi+ scares me. I hate getting old.

    Sorry to the mods for bypassing the filters but asterix's just weren't going to do it for me here. Hopefully prayers and positive vibes are going to help.

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    Just in the past few years I have realized I have been privileged in seeing the shadow people but never knowing what they were. As a child I saw them and nobody believed me and yet they have always been there lurking in the shadows . When I was 18 I was in a horrible car accident where I faced death surviving that I have seen them more f when I was 18 I was in a horrible car accident where I faced death surviving that I have seen them more frequentmy. I still do not understand what they are who they are or what they want. But just recently the ones that have concerned me are ones I have never seen before. There appear in 4 figures The size of children, they move extremely fast as if they were children playing. The The size of children, they move extremely fast as if they were children playing. They hide as if they don't want to be seen but moved out into the open to catch my eye. At first I noticed them while at a friends house he was dealing with the situation and I told him that there is something here he described them to me just as I described in this blog. At first I noticed them while at a friends house he was dealing with the situation and I told him that there is something here he described them to me just as I described in this blog later that night they became very active in my home this being the second time I had ever seen them racing through my house knocking things off the walls, later that night they became very active in my home this being the second time I had ever seen them racing through my house knocking things off the walls, knocking on the walls, slowly closing doors, talking softly in the distance as if they just wanted my attention. Over the course of the past week many things have happened that I cannot explain. As if they just wanted my attention. Over the course of the past week many things have happened That I am unable to explain. They do not seem like they are new to this but something that's more that I am unable to explain. They do not seem like they are new to this but something that's ancient. I have not been harmed or hurt but it seems they ancient. I have not been harmed or hurt but it seems may be trying to protect me from something I cannot see. Although in the presence of my home I feel something something I cannot see. Although in the presence of my home I feel like something with anger is around me or causing me to lash out. It also seems that my stress level has been extremely high and everything seems to frustrate me now so can anyone it also seems that my stress level has been extremely high and everything seems to frustrate me now so can anyone explain to me what is possibly happening what these figures are and what it is that is not revealing itself I feel like I am literally can anyone explain to me what is possibly happening what these figures are and what it is that is not revealing itself I feel like I am literally losing my mind. I have asked the negative energy to leave multiple times but it keeps getting stronger I am desperate losing my mind. I have asked the negative energy to leave multiple times but it keeps getting stronger, and I am desperately reaching out for someone who can tell me why they are here and what they're needing or wanting I'm reaching out for someone who can tell me why they are here and what they're needing or wanting. It is at the point it is beyond my control and understanding what is really going on. It is at the point it is beyond my control and understanding what is really going on. I need someone who has dealt with this exact scenario and I know someone on here has otherwise I would not have been prompted to this page

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    Why nature gets angry

    Abnormal weather is getting worse and worse every year.

    Why?

    Nature causes abnormal weather and try to let the humanity know something.

    What does the nature want humanity to know?

    Natural phenomena is the movement of atoms.

    The long and short of it atoms want to let humanity know something.

    Humans think vaguely atoms have no consciousness.

    It is a big mistake.

    There are a few that can talk with atoms.

    Miss Taeko Shiraki, Japanese , is one of them.

    As humans are made up of atoms, humans are a part of the nature.

    Humans who are a part of the nature is going to forget nature is made up of atoms and atoms have consciousness.

    The long and short of it abnormal weather show atoms are getting angry.

    As nature knows humans are a part of nature, she doesn't want to cause abnormal weather.

    However she can't help causing abnormal weather, because humans are going to forget the most important thing that humans have to understand.

    According to the development of science humans have come to think humans are the greatest in the universe and begin to forget to worship the nature.

    People in the past worshiped the nature.

    Why did they worship the nature?

    Because they were able to talk with atoms and knew nature is made up of atoms which have consciousness.

    However almost all the humans have forgot nature have consciousness.

    Therefore atoms which are made up of nature get angry.

    There were many who were able to hear the voice of the nature by gone days.

    However people who had the ability to hear the voice of nature have been erased with the exception of a few.

    Science has made humans consent with arbitrary theory that abnormal weather is caused by the increase of carbon dioxide.

    Therefore atoms which configure the nature warn with further abnormal weather.

    Atoms warn they will turn the earth into the star of only the sand when they judge humans have no ability to understand atoms have consciousness.

    Atlantis have erased when atoms which made up of Atlantis decomposed.

    The same thing as Atlantis is about to take place now.

    This is the last chance in which there have remained a few who can talk with atoms on the earth.

    When a few who have remained on the earth disappear, atoms which configure the nature decompose and the earth would return to the star of only the sand.

    Don't you know there appear big holes on the earth suddenly all over the world?

    Atoms are showing they can make the earth covered with countlesse holes if humans can't understand atoms have consciousness.

    Sink holes on parade

    http://www51.tok2.com/home/slicer93190/5-216.html

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    • I think all this technology, lack of families or parents being over bearing and treating their kids like little super employees of a company to groom for some kind of expected fantasy lofe , the quest for more money, belief that everything in life is a competition, has created a brain dead society that does not feel or think for themselves. Simple feelings and emotions that should be present to create thought patterns are missing. People seem to just want to take what they want in life.. All this news seems to be... Taking lives, liberties, and personal justice without care for others

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    I do know that I am Not human. I just don't know who to go to, or how to find out.