Well, this morning I woke up and both of my parents are gone and my brothers are gone too. I thought, "oo, cool. Computer time." It's only 9:34am right now and this is strange....
I don't know where my older brother went, but I think I know where my younger brother went and my Dad, too.
I still found it strange how when I wake up there's no one here.
No message or anything. Vanish! Poof!
So now for the better side of today: It's freezing cold and very cloudy. It was raining around
Again I'm waiting,
I'm always here,
All this I'm taking,
Nothing to me is clear,
My friends are always faking,
Though I don't shed a tear.
I try to make her laugh,
Nothing seems to work,
She just gives me a glance,
Slowly turns away like a jerk,
I can't take a chance,
I'm just trying to make a perk.
On you I turn,
I can't see you anymore,
I hope you'll learn,
This life has become such a bore,
I know you can burn,
Why can't you pore?
It gives me a feeling of re
ugh Im sick of it! everyones asking me," JULIA! are you going to prom!?"
Im thinking to myself...4+ years of knowing me and you STILL have to ask?!
I should sneak into the office and announce over the loud speaker...
"I, Julia Smith, will NOT be going to prom! I will die before I go to prom! I will be hanging out with a bunch of friends, seniors and underclassmen! we all shall see House of Flying Daggers! so stop asking me damn it!"
*sigh* people just dont get it....how sad.
deroB deeroB derob
ma5 ecnis ekawa neeb
nrettap niarb ym gnittceffe ylsuoires
And now for those who cant read that, I am so tired...ive been up since about 5am and its the weekend...so ive been sitting around feeling sleepy for about 6 hours...but I cant go back to sleep as im not tired enough.
Not that I mind not sleeping, I tend to dream more often during the day..... A.D.I.D.A.S.
Anyhow, out of lack of things to do I am posting again. I shall become a bog whore
I stayed in the Hans Brinker Budget Hotel Lolllll!!!!! It was ACE!
Went everywhere from the red light district to new sloten (although new sloten was by accident). The sex museum was a laugh too!
Unfortunately I can't post any pics cos my camera fell off the bunk onto the hard floor and is now busted!
I also fell off the bed (top bunk!!!!!!!) but I myself am not busted so that's a relief.
I need a smile
I hate the guilt
To my knees i knelt
Heart speaks truth
I need proof
To these fears
Learn to fight
Even through pain
I will see the light
Must stay sane
I stand tall
As the title says there's not much new in my life. I'll probably end up going back to school tomorrow...maybe. I still don't feel 100% more like 45%.
Anyway, I just felt like saying something so here it is...I suppose.
At my school, juniors are requred to go on an overnight retreat at some place called La Salle Manor together. Well, I got back from my retreat like...three weeks ago. Yeah. I didn't want to talk about it until now because it was so ridiculously terrible and thinking about it makes me want to kill people. I'm pretty bored right now, so I'll share my wonderful experience with you.
The bus left the school at like 9 with 30 or so juniors on it. Two people per freaking seat. It was one of those yel
Ice + Rain = Lawsuit wating to happen.
luckily for my neighbors, the rain and warmer weather tured the ice rink sidewalk, into a pond so the lil morons didnt have to salt/sand the sidewalk thats infront of their house
of course this happens ever damn year. snow or not theres always a 2 inch thick sheet of ice covering the path to my bus stop
*sigh* when will people learn
but the ice on the snow drifts were slippery as hell with the rain we got
its like a death wish to walk to th
ahhh thursdays! love em to death!
school wise, the best day
digital photo (art)
spanish meh its not so bad
digital imaging (art)
no marine bio or criminal law! yay!
the only class I have to do real work in is spanish, since I need to pass to graduate
I think they made it so one art class is in the morning, and the other in the afternoon, so I wouldnt skip class. not that I would anyways
whats the look for?
seriously mom would
I've been trying my best to find a quiet place everywhere. Since school isn't the real place for quietness. I have finally found release at a place so closed for being yourself and someplace where you can't do the things that you would normally do at home.
I know it might seem strange or out of place, but I have found that you can easily drown people out at school using portable CD players. It's tough to be at a school where CD players aren't allowed, but at my school they are. I found it a l
Man....sometimes its just hard to keep your head above water. Tis last week has been horrible......
Lets start with last week..... Now I work in a school, and they finish up in december for christmas/summer break. I get my last pay before christmas.... I then have to survive without income till I get paid next...on March 7. I have negative money in my account and my credit card is maxed out after paying bills.....
Now I know what you'd say, why didnt you get another job during the holi
IM IN BABY! MWHAHAHHAHAHA! SAVANNAH COLLEGE OF ART AND DESIGN HERE I COME!
thats right! i just got off the phone, bout 3 seconds ago with my admissions advisor, who told me im IN!! MWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe i get my new glasses, and my doctor says i have football shaped eyes (shes just saying i'm VERY speical)
i also got the New date for my surgery march 16th. i now am feeling better about it and want to get it over with.
What is all your feelings on Valentines day? Normally i think it sucks, but this year, i've decided to be grown up and decide it doesnt, plus i'm sending my sister a prank card from a guy she likes, so thats something to look forward too
So here, discuss valentines, or leave messages .........
Yes, I am sick. I just wanna share. (because i haven't posted anything in a while)
This means two things.
1. Lots of sleep.
2. Avoidance of school.
This is wholesome indeed.
But, there's two bad things.
1. I feel like I'm going throw-up anything I eat.
2. Random headaches.
So, there's good and bad.
But, I'd rather be sick than be in school
Planned parenthood-Unplanned parenthood
The majority of the time that a teenager starts a family, it is not a choice that was though out and planned. There many “planned parenthood” sites on the internet that you can Google-up. These sites are very useful when the worse comes to worse, but there is always that one thing that doctors hear, “I didn’t want this to happen.” The truth is, the average American teenager should not have to think about parenthood let alone having to plan it.
well... time for me to gripe and complain....
last night my friend katie was bragging about how she flashed an entire highway, and i guess i got a little mad at her... i didn't mean too... i was disappointed in her... so now i feel bad for getting mad. that also got me to thinking about how a little thing can affect a lot of people. a couple of guys probably saw her do that... this might have caused them to fantisize about it, (sin) which could go on for a few days or even months (more sin ov