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Really, really bad mood

I have not been this angry since that time someone killed those fishes for no reason (don't ask). Honestly, I know not why I am this angry, but there was someone who dishonored me, perhaps that is a reason. Assuming I am something so low, it is simply insulting. It's like mockery. I do not stab someone from behind or attack someone for no reason. I am not someone of deception like most. And it makes me outraged to think someone dares think such of I. I of the darkest realms! I am not so low th

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Giving up to find someone I know

Yes, I give up... I found someone I know from the past, from that world, but it is not a friend in reality. It is a reminder though that I am not crazy... digging future, if I realize more of it and find others, most of them probably will be enemies, and who knows what they might think about my actions. Being crazy or not, I am sane considering what happens. Sigh. But I don't wanna dig more. In the end, I don't really wish to uncover my past circle of enemies or friends. Finding them rather

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

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Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Probably going to die soon

So it has come to happen. In my 20 years of life, I have found this terrible death of mine I was promised by a deamon. I still got 2 and a half year left on the bargine, but this is the start I guess. I probably got a svulst in my head, rather painfull feeling so to say. Docs are worried and going to check my head properly with a machine, I wonder how it will be to die this way though. As I recalled, the demon showed me how I would die, and it did not feel anything plesent as my whole body fe

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Home

... What can I say? I consider things many times, consider possibilitys, consider the life around me. Moving along seems strange, and I do not know what will lie in that future. Though dreams give me insight in the future far away, it tells not what will happen in between. My desteny is fortold, and I know as each step shows me another stage of this life I have. How I affect it, and rule out destiny itself. I made sure to alter my own fate, preveanting death, but what now? Still dreams tell o

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Family issues, the fat cat

Not to be mean to cats, though I do not like them as much when they still are young and can pain you with their claws. I really like animals, so to do a association with a cat might be a insult, but sadly I can not think of anything else to say to make it less annoying to talk about. So the fat name is herby the codename of my shity blood bro, which I have realaized a long while is in for agression for life. I have known him to long, and I can not stand people who depceriation their name on

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

UFO or what?

Okay, ufo sounds ridiculous really if you are meaning a alien spacecraft able to go through the galaxy. Anyways, as usually at night I was going to sleep, but somehow decided to open all the windows to enchant myself with extreme cold. I can't stand sleeping in heat, and hell sure is not a warm place. It's actually really cold considering anything in this world. Anyways, i saw this strange glowing light, to sharp and irregular and certainly not recognizable. It seemed like a strong glowing w

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

How to write horror?

I really can not understand why it freeked me out yesterday regarding the story... it is not that scary. I guess it means I was just living to much into the characters feelings I guess. Hah, how silly of me. Now I shall try to make it a little more horrible. Foolish of me to make that part so little interesting... one could not really grip his feeling of fears, I should at least have told how he felt something eating at his arm, how he could hear it crumble in the dark and feel it yet unable

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

1001 moons

.... I don't wanna continue my horror story... It somewhat seems to real, the things that happen in the story. I can't handle creepy things like that well. Why the hell did I wanna try to make a creepy story at all? It seems like the story is something that can happen to anyone, and it reminds me of some past experience like of my own. Gahhh... it drives me crazy... I don't wanna know what happens next... it's scary.... Yeah, my human part seems to react to things like this sometimes, w

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Retorik

Retorik as they say is the way people perceive the word. Or it is built up of three parts. It's mostly what I use to keep control of my sites and unwanted attention when it appear, like when people believe me. Honestly, when people believe me, or if they try to comprehend, I will give them balls of irony mixed with honesty to such a point that they shall leave me be. Whatever jerk thinks that I would accept to tell everything to a imbecile? Anyways, Retorik is something everyone uses I gue

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

History and demons

ah, school is sure simple. I worried I might not be to into the stuff, but, who'd guess I would do so great in history. (beside the demon part of me) I worry more for how bad my math will be, but I bet I will finish the history book before the year, maybe even before this month... it is only 400 pages and some questions, and if I can read a 500 paged book in 4 hours, that shall be no problem. It reminds me of high school (as english/americans people call it). Did so well in such classes t

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

To dance with words

Sometimes I like to play with words, I like the challenge it sometimes provide. Words of old, worlds of new, to let them dance and make anew ^^ Yes, I did it, I made the words singe. O.O *sue me, but know you will only lose cash by it since I have naught* ^-^ A, to be poor. That is life. To know that no one can prey cash from me, and know that I would never hunt them for cash. For what can make me happy, those things do not reside in cash or gold. Nay, for in me there is something I can only

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Actually (regarding writing)

Actually... when I write stories I think I get bored easily. After 10 or more chapters, is it any weird one might be bored? O.o Well, I think I might be a little bored regarding moon has two sides, because now I am writing it before I publish it, instead of publishing it when I write it, which means I get time to think through the things I tell... when it gains structure it is not as fun kinda. I like it better when I do not have to have a notepad for all the names, citys or happenings that m

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Bah!

Okay, I've been on a walk to take in some air. Some irritating bugs were flying about, but overall it was a success... or at least for one eye. The healing process of the eye which does not hurt anymore pleases me. It is beginning to feel more or less normal. It has gained better perspective to and does is able to see one line instead of two which it did earlier. The pained eye is still in blur and is more painful now, as expected, but I expect it might water it out with such a painful feeling

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Forcable crying

Okay, I was able to remove the pain from one eye by forcing myself to cry. It was a though job, but I think whatever was in the eye is out, because it hurt really much when it was in my eye. I think it might have been behind the eye ball... I think there is something similar in the other eye. It is the most painful now, the other eye of mine is working out now. The eye that still pains, I wonder what really has fallen in my eyes. My vision has been like hell after it started to pain. I just

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Determination

what can change someone so much that at times one might not recognize someone? Sometimes I wonder how I could be so different as a child, though I know what changed me. Once I was one of the kindest people, one of the most honest people, one that always stand up for what is right. It is not that I have lost those sides, I always stand up for just still... but... when did it come to the part where I became such a bad actor toward my feelings to others? I try to like people, but find each tim

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

life

I have actually been really sick lately. I though I would die that bad was it, and I was happy about it in a way. Leaving this earthly shell behind as remnant of the past. But.. when it came to it, I considered it, would I let my body decay for not even trying to live? I have still not gotten a book published, so inconveniently enough I decided "Okay, I shall throw this disease away, fight it of, finish a book, then get a book published so I can die and go back to my old life". My only goal as

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Biting marks

It has appeared once again. First time it happen, I did not really take notice of it... this was 4 years ago. Right below my knee, there was two puncher wounds, and I remember thinking "It seems like I've been bitten by a snake." i was more interested by it then, and saw it as a rarity. Two wounds the same size beside each other. It was just interesting to be able to say "I have been attacked by a snake..." as a joke to some people. And they would go "Wahh? Snakebite? In norway?" and I would j

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Strange

Something strange just happen. I was opening the document were I write the moon has two sides, after I became more serious about the story (I made a document to work a little on it after chapter 14). O.o The thing that happen, was that chapter 17 was gone and the book was at about 563 pages. Many of them of course were blank and it left me wondering on it. Maybe it was a sign? You know that I should write so many pages on it? If so, I wonder how it will be in the end... were the hell is this

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Effects and considering

I am still taking it to my soul, trying to understand this which happen by that man that time in Oslo. Considering the things that happen, I have had many thoughts of it. I have three ideas not everyone might appreciate. Of my bad thoughts one maybe would not like to think, I considered how stupid he must be to kill people like that, when he could get more killed by doing something else. If he was intelligent enough he would not throw away his time doing this action, for some lame Idea of t

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Crazy or Sane?

As I sometimes fail to say, or sometimes fail to act, it sometimes eludes me to tell about who I am. O.O I men, not the part about being a demon, neither that part of believing certain things, neither that that I put up random things and tell things people most would not believe. Nay, for that is from my deep oceans that I share not with common, but I have not pealed of what I have come to aknowledge with myself. I tend to say, but I wonder if I say this on um much, that I prefer being crazy

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

"insomiwritare"

Anyways, it seem to have gone over now... but I suspect it will arrive soon again. Somehow I have a explosion of stuffs I am going to write, can't control it. My dry time at least is over. O.O *I think I'm going to fix a little more on Moon has two sides... hum de dum. I wonder what will happen next. I am strongly curious about what I might write myself. Also, my plan to make it only 30 chapter might have been ruined as the story suddenly got a new kind of turn.* O.O Maybe I am going to writ

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

....

What can I say, I understand why, yet it did kinda bother me. I admitt it, I kinda feelt down about writing after the rejection of my book. I did some usual depressive things for a person, after all, writing is my biggest... love.. (ugh, why, why that word?) Okay, not love, soulbound. It is more important to me than to exist. To write is my way to breath, my way to... I've done it since I existed in the beining. I am a demon of writing. Sigh. Anyways, I understand the reason it was rejected,

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Things

Yeah, kinda... I do not really wanna go into my daily life to much, separating my outrageous side with a normal shall be upheld. I am perhaps like the moon, only showing one kind of face to this site. The crazy me, the demon me, the one which already has no other mindsets. In a way it is my dark face, the moon which people around me never shall see, for what they find is only the face that stare down at them. They know not what my other side might consist of. Who I am completely. Neither s

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen

Writing

I wonder if other people feel the same when they write. Does any living existing being feel the same like me when I type words onto the web? Into my journals, notes, programs, is it the same for someone else? I meen, I am a person/being/existence which can not live without the ability to write. My kind is that of a writer I suppose. When I was 4 years I started to write, when I became part of this body. It is my signature kinda. Possessing someone just to bring about ones ideas to the worl

Set the Fallen

Set the Fallen