Ahhh... I just got home from canoeing a few hours ago... It was fun, but my back and arms are so sore from it all. I went canoeing with my Boy Scout troop down the Santa Fe river. It was pretty awesome. We stopped at this one place called Rum Island that had this big rope that you could use to swing off of a small cliff and land in the water. Being tall and then, I could hang on to like the very highest knot and get a good 15 feet of air before landing in the water I also did a Chuck Norris sty
[Holy Mary Mother of GOD!!! 32477 views when I posted this!]
Dude! What is up, dude! Well after my yearly 3-month excursion (so to friggin speak), I r
back! Have you missed the Big Ape? I have... It's been too long since I was last here. Quick shout-out to all my friends and fans! Now, let's get down to business.
Right now it is currently close to the end of my 4th week as a sophomore in high school ! It's pretty awesome, get to "have fun" with freshmen No really though, it's weird, was
What up, guys! How've ya been? God it's been forever since I last posted on this Oh well so life's been pretty good so far, it's the fourth nine weeks of my freshmen year in high school! It's been all good right now, kinda on the weird side due to some *ahem* things that have happened to me and my friends (hehe) but besides that it's all good
I'm currently learning how to play the guitar I got for Christmas, it's hard work as I'm teaching myself but my friend Brandon is helping me out so yah
I'm feeling kinda happy today so here's my daily... err... thing.......
There once was a man from Peru
He dreamed he was eating his shoe
He woke with a fright
From the middle of the night
To find that his dream had come true
Doesn't that just give you the chills?
-----------Void
I was once lost
Through this broken world
Life was always empty without you
Gone from this land
No one to turn to
Without you
I’m lost in this world
This open mindless plain
Without you
You are
What Rejected Crayon Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/rejectedcrayonquiz/
What a beautiful color ... Anyways back to the matter at hand.
My weekend was awesome, nuff said . Monday wasn't, nuff said . I went to a Thespians competition (Drama competition with pantomimes, monologues, soloists, etc.) with my friends and pantomimed Super Smash Bros. Melee, which was awesome. We one an award for "Excellence in Pantomimes" (or so it says...), which was also pretty kewl, except f
This is an e-mail I recently got from one of my friends. I hope it touches you the way it did me.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people.
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"
Surely this
was some kind of joke. I had seen
Well, I'm back! It looks like UM got an awesome new lay-out in my absence... Lol!
Oh well life's been great for me so far! There hasn't really been much going on... I got into Stanton =) and made a Xanga if anyone wants to check it out http://www.xanga.com/Blind_Ambition47
Expect more from me soon!!!
Ironically enough Sammy's gonna wear pink ... The ironic part is is that she's anti-pink ... Ah well I asked her to send me a pic of the dress [and a dark blue one that her mom picked up ] so I could review ...
With her in them
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Ah oh well I know I'm wearing a black blazer and black shirt with a red tie and khaki/biege pants .
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I'M SO FRICKIN p***ED OFF AT TODAY!!! WHY THE FRICK DIDN'T I GET IN??? IT'S SO DAMNED UNFAIR!!!
I just got the letter to see what high school I'm going into. Got into Paxon high. Too bad everyone else is going to Stanton except for ONE OF MY FRIENDS!!!
It's so retarded cuz there are people who get like straight A's who didn't get in [like me] and people who got like staright C's and did! It's so friggin unfair! I mean, I know it's a damned lottery, but still! It's so not fair cuz they're gon
I don't know why I'm sad to day... So I guess I'm gonna use this post to entertain myself today. Please leave stupid and idiotic comment if ya want!!!
Quotes for the day:Pshi wazis be showztiwaz nizzi [Reverse Psychology-Clearsight]
New York City is so far away but I can't wait even one more day cuz things come, and these things go, but I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! [New York, NY-Chro
Here's a copy of an e-mail Sammy sent me.
Well, I think that some of the things you do for me make me a bit uncomfortable and I feel obliged to like you the way you want me to because it’s “repayment”. That’s the way I felt with Tyler. He even told me that he “wrote all these poems, dedicated all these songs [to you], and this is all I get back?!” I don’t want to be backed into a corner like that. You’re like my little bro, and personally, I think that’s closer than a boyfriend could ever be.
I just wanna cry right now. I wann alet out all of my pain and misery on my desk. Let the rivers of my slaty tears flow down my face. Let my love and hate flow from my eyes with uncontrollable force. I don't know what happened today, but, I just wanna die.
For some reason Sammy's avoiding me. When I said hi in the halls she smiled but then quickened her pace. I don't know why. The hall doors were closing, maybe that's why, but there's more. When she logged in just a bit ago I IMed her saying h
v.v
I still feel depressed...
v.v
Don't know why... But just do...
Ah here comes the most randomest (and depressing) entry EVAH!!!
Quotes for the day: "What's the worst that I could say? Is it better if I stay? So long, and good night. So long, and good night!" --My Chemical Romance- Helena--, when he's carrying his deceased lover's coffin out to the grave *tear*
"Watching you wanting me/I can feel you pull me down/Saving me raping me/Watching me" --Evanescence- Haunted--, 2:00-2:20,
Pope's dead I'm not Catholic, but he sounded awesome, I can tell you that :gun And Sammy's Catholic, so yah I called her and she said that she's scared and feels vulnerable without a Pope (She also said thanks and couldn't wait to see me Monday, I should add!) .
I'm blaring my music through my monitor. Thank God Mom's not home...
I blare my music when I'm depressed.
I feel so sad...
Well, at least my fav song's up. "By_MYSLF" by Linkin Park (album:Reanimation).
By_MYSLF
Myself
Well, I'm currently blasting my Linkin Park (wuz just Evanescence) out of my computer . Thank God Mom's not home...
Papercut iz the best LP song, everyone!!1
Bring Me To Life iz Evanescence's!!!
--Papercut exerpt [Chorus+Ending]
"It's like I'm/ Paranoid/ Lookin' ovah my back..."
"It's like a/ Whirlwind/ Inside of my head..."
"It's like I/ Can't stop what I'm hearing within..."
"It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin!"
"THE SUUUUUUN GOES DOWN!!!!"
"I FEEL THE LIGHT
Well, I had this really weird idea once to draw (which, I may add, though I sucked at), and started drawing an eye until it gradually evoloved into this angel that does look pretty good (for me)... Ah oh well!
It's pseudo-manga, baby!
It's manga...
But it's not...
It's not working... Scanner's not being my friend... But I'll upload it one day!
<.<
>.>
It's 3:53 AM and I'm typing this cuz of this demonic nightmare I had...
Oh God I'm scared...
There wuz like this thing attacking my house...
Like the cross between La Chupacabra and a large cat...
Killing everyone in it...
Until I wuz left alone...
And had to kill it...
Wow boy am I freaked out...
Increasing paranoia... <.< >.>
*looks around*
*shrugs*
Hey, I had nothing bettah to talk about in my blog ... But cha life is
Sorry guys I know I haven't updated in a friggin while.... Grandma was using my room... Ah oh well at least I have some time while Mom's not home... I'm so evil...
I know someone's gonna put this so lemme just say it anywayz
"Wow Kong needs to lay off the weed..."
But cha as usual had a good day... Sammy included...
Wow the movie (The Aviator) was so awesome ... She loved it and had a great time ... I am such a friggin happy guy ...
She gave me a huggle!!!
[Hug+snuggle ]
Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb...
Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before i come undone
Save me from the nothing i've become
Now that i know what i'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me r
Less then 13 hours left... Oh God I've been imagining everything that could go wrong... And I hope that she's not "Daddy's Little Girl," or I'm dead...
Am I being to paranoid on this? C'mon people, work with me here!!!
One of my many Emo poems (hence my blog name ).
Scarred For Life
I remember you
A terrible miss
You had charm and beauty
And was full of bliss
But now you’re gone
Our final kiss
I can no longer see you
You’re lost in the mist
I don’t know how it happened
I only wish
That I was there
To rescue you
From this
And save you
From the mist
I saw you lying
On the bed
Cold and stiff
As lead
No bruise no break
The sheets weren’t red
But you were gone
My be
