What a night!!!!!
I was up a little late watching some television, some science program on fusion. My wife is running the CIM today, so I knew I had to be up early to drive her there, so i decided not to sleep in my bed because the baby kicks me all night, and I wouldn't sleep.
I have been feeling a little off kilter lately. Not sure why? I'm having problems getting back into the kind of shape I was before the knee injury and my motivation has been sapped. I have to be at the elementary schoo
So last night, I decided to leave this damned iPhone in the bathroom. Every since I got it, it's laying around with me at night, and as my mind starts wondering through things I'll get ideas and it becomes irresistible to research them on the Internet. I have had a iPhone for a few years now. Pretty much ever since I started posting on these forums. My mind works very fast, you might say I have ADD, so by the time I would even start to open my laptop my mind would have moved on. Aditionally on m
Last night, I took a little journey.
Initiated vibrations about 11 pm. It was interesting because my control over the different states is becoming very precise. I was able to bring myself down and back up again consciously through different levels of conciousness. There are the vibratory stages. Different places along that corolate to different intensities along with the white noises. I have also noticed that other noises change aswell slowing down and changing pitch. My baby is sick right now
So with my last journey then the following syncronistic conversation the following day, I did some research on ATV conversion to ethanol.
I do not think it has anything to do with that. I do think the message I heard was ment to draw my attention to this friend I have. I have lunch with him every Thursday. He is more of a lunch buddy. I met him haveing lunch every week at the same place. Then he stopped comeing in all of a sudden, then a few blogs ago I mentioned I had some dreams where I saw
Last night I had an amazing dream of martial arts training. It had an inception/matrix like twist to it. A teacher of mine from years ago, Sifu Wu, was training me inside of the dream world. We were all sleeping inside of this small room but we were descended into another dream world, where I was constantly being attacked by different things Sifu would throw at me. It was a constant barrage of attack. I was lucid inside of the second dream world, so I could fly, and there were spectacular matrix
After crushing my shadow the other night, I have felt renewed. I finally got to running again. A short run, and my knee hurt like hell and my body protested, but I reveled in it. I practices my 100 point bak mei form ( white eye brow), and meditated for about 20 minutes.
I was amazed at how quick my meditations led to an altered state. I created a meditation specifically for building up endorphins and during the practice I was transported to this vivd vision of a plane like reality. Edless clou
Amoung they myrid of dreams i can remember now, i thought this one was the most interesting. It started off with my son and I seeing this distant swirling cloud formation. There were tiny funnel clouds comeing out of the formation. My son has a an interest in tornados and they have ways made interesting appearances in my dreams. The cloud formation itself was solid and vortex like.
As it got closer, I got somewhat worried and brought my son indoors. Once the storm reached the apartment buildin
Native American Dream
The dream started off with me on a hill. Looking at a building of some sort under construction. There were two old native american holy men there. Studying the building.
I understood that they were there to do something. There was a tall pine tree above the site. An eagle was perched at the top. It took to flight but a large feather floated down to me and I caught it.
One of the holy men approached me. He said it was me that has to go into the cave and speak to the sp
I have had so many dreams every night since my last blog. My mind is buzzing with them. There was one last night I really wanted to blog, but I went back to sleep and the details have faded.
This one I did not want to loose.
Im sitting along this mountain river. I'm waiting for somone. I'm waiting for may father ( deceased). I'm also haveing this internal conversation with something. Not myself. A guide or something. I almost feel like I have a job to do and this other person is sort of an aut
I have been dreaming all night every night. I remember a of them, I don't have time to write them all down it would take me half the day. I dream about everything. A lot of it is relating to my daily life. Things that I wouldn't normally notice, I am concious of. Example last night one of my dreams was that my battery was out. Today I notice my truck is turning over slower.
Yesterday I had a dream that I got a late notice from the land lord of my building for my business, I checked my auto pay
After My zombie dream last night, I reclined back and started meditations for the journey. It did not take long before feeling vibrations. Surprisingly they were fairly strong. It seems that I don't feel them that strong as much these days. I exited by allowing myself to float straight up. Its a feeling that I can never get used to and always amazes me no matter how many times I do it.
OOB standing their in my living room, Im trying to decide what to do. I had felt a presence, so I was hoping t
I had a dream last night. Myself and another female were being trained by this old Asian man how to project. I was not lucid. We ended up in his basement, where he put on a cd of drumming and chanting. It was a very deep chant that reminded me of sounds I have heard on television from aborginies in Australia.
We were to meditate and project as a team. I positioned myself in front of him, so that I could watch him. As he was falling into trance, he was makeing some odd hand motions. Then I saw
My trip to the Esalen Institute was supposed to be a simple retreat, but it turned into a grand journey of contrast, highs and lows of the mind, discovery, and transfomative revelation of which I was not in the least expecting. The irony of it all, is that I actually only spent about one and a half days at Esalen with Dr. Sheldrake while the entire trip took five days.
Esalen work shops begin at 8:30 pm on Fridays. This allowed me to drive up on Friday after dropping my kids off at
As I prepare for a weekend at the esalan institute. My tennor ukulele is sitting on my sofa. My six year old is out like a light with a fevor and ib profrin. My five year old started plucking the uke and singing mr.g mr.g mr.g then my 16 month started harmonizing. I Watched them for a few moments ... Then I stopped both of them... It's to eeeeriee.
Last Thursday i wittnessed a beloved kinder garden teacher in our community in the class room next to my five year olds class room carried to an am
I just woke up from a nightmare. I'm down stairs, it looks like my oldest has strep but I stay with them when they have fevors and it's just easier to sleep on the sofas.
It was very quick. Someone was at my front door, I went to open it... There was no one there. I close the door. Right after a body part hits the glass above the door. An arm I think. It sticks for a moment then falls off. I'm not lucid so of course I'm in a Holy **** mode. I lock the door quickly and push against it. What now
I dreamt last nigh of the garden goddes. The female entity that taught me that night I had become a bear. I can't call it a projection since I was sleeping but I was lucid from the start.
I woke up in a pristine fieild of tall grass outside the walls of a massive gleaming white city maby a half mile away. I sat up and and wondered what in the heck for a couple of seconds, then realized I was dreaming almost instantly. looking around i took in all the smells and and sights just to enjoy this inc
This entire dream I was not lucid at all.
I was in a theme park with my two sons. We were haveing a tough time finding a bathroom. At some point we ventured into a game room and found one. At this point I noticed that a group of young teenage boys were makeing unusual glances at my pack while I was waitng for the kids to be done.
After leaving (we had left the park), We were in a city ( its a city that I have deeamt about many times, I don't think its a real one...it's my inner mind construct
So I'm giving up arguing about spirituality. I have spent times on UM arguing about spirituality more out of entertainment and educating myself, but as of late it's become tedious. I can't seem to get passed the same old rederick. Those stuck in a materialistic world view are unable to think past their nose or see larger pictures. I see the the same exact arguments over and over again and when I finally get them to the point where a new door if thinking can be opened they disappear or start argu
I rolled out this morning. My bed is by a window, so I thought it would be fun just to keep rolling completely through the window. I did, and let myself fall two stories and land perfectly on my feet. It was fun and made me feel very ninja like. I walked around my house to admire the incredible feelings of Being oob. My awareness is so much different than it used to be. I can see the sparkling energy in the trees, I can sense the life and spirits of the plants, even the energy of the sun has a c
Fed 24th 2011
Well another botched journy. I fell asleep on my coach and my five year old came down and fell asleep next to me. Something thst has been happening to much lately. Any way about three am a woke up. Then laid back down and initiated vibrations.
Upon exit I could tell something was wrong again. I was about to loose control.....again!!!--- i was disapointed because i thought i had mastered these problems a long time ago---Something was pushing me across the room. Very he
So this morning I woke up and was pokeing around the Internet with my phone as usual reading something, when I quite suddenly slipped into a micro doze, but at the same time I herd my named called. In a whisper. Not uncommon for a hypnagogic ocurance. But I new who it was. The boys had climbed into bed so I was not going to journey with them there. They might kick me or something and I'd end up launching through some strange dimension
I grabbed my pillow and laid on the floor. It did no take l
Just woke up from a strange dream. Basically the dream was about Somone instructing me on how to face this very powerful entity. It was her ( I think). A spirit guide.
She was walking me through the steps of how the encounter would take place and what exactly I should do. She warned that the entity was something of a puppet master. Not in an evil way, just by its nature. Infact there wasn't even a lot of intelligence to it more animal like. This would be to my advantage and allow me to avoid i
So lately I have had many many people contacting me about their altered state experiences. A ton of them are people that came to me in years passed and I taught them to overcome their fears and to take back control of their altered states. Some are successful some are not. The ones that are not successful are reaching a new ferver in their altered states. One young man is starting to see glowing symbols in his walls, but the shadow people are gone. It's happening at such a high rate all over th
This morning I was up early. I cooked my wife steak and eggs before she went to work and then went back to bed. The baby was laying on my arm so after vibrations I projected straight up I felt my astral body disintegrate. I really did not want to loose the depth I had obtained by stopping to move the baby so I did it one more time. This time I lt the energy of the vibrations course up and down my body. It is wonderful. Sort of like thousands of little organisms all over your body. I brought myse