So i blew my knee completely out on Saturday. Most likely destroyed my mcl. Probably going to have surgery. Great timeing if course. My wide is due to give birth any day.
Last night I journyed to see if could do to myself what I have done to few others. I initiated vibrations, I was fairly focused so they came easy. I steped out if my body, I don't know why but I was expecting to be limping, but of course my knee was fine in the spirit world.....of course you dont have kne
Gese that's a great title.
Laid down after messing with face book on my I phone. I swore I would never do it, but it's a must for the new business I'm launching. Shame on me I actually like it. I'm connecting with many people I have lost contact with it's really cool. And well women love it it when you proclaim to the world and friends how much you love them, it's provide great opportunities to score points with the wifey.
This is relevant because I got the strange ziggy l
Last night I was up late contemplating to many things. My next move in business, some problems with a friend of mine, and some other personal issues.
It was close 4 am and I felt that my mind was in the right place for a journey.
I laid back fairly exhausted from just thinking. I felt myself slip into the in between Meditative states and I could hear a girl speaking. She was a little girl and I did not know her language. I faded in and out a few times while listening to her. I wi
I have to get this out the details are fadeimg by the minute. This time the drama unfolded in a city. The society was divided between an extreme dictatorship and a free democracy. There was this huge fence in between each part. There was a place where one could go into the dictatorship and but could not come back the other way.
I was several characters in a drama leading up to a revolt and an empowerment of the suppressed people. For some reason one of the characters I was had a daughter that
I call these movie dreams. Last night it was a long drawn out dream.
The jist of it was that I was part of a group of explorers that discovers a lost civilization under ground somewhere. Somewhat like the center of the earth. They are somewhat aboriginal like.
( admiral Richard Byrd, was my grand fathers cousin or uncle---mothers side--- my whole family thinks I'm him reincarnated because I look like his twin ... Especially as a child).
These people were not happy being discovered.
I just have relaxed on recording my visions and dreams. honestly I just get busy. I'll wake up and have an epic to record but there is breakfast, and kids to prepair for school. I own a business and my wife works for a demanding company. So through some strange fate of the universe i have ended up as a stay at home dad and business owner at the same time, which is not a stay at home dad actually it just means I'm really busy during the day and really busy at night . So I keep this blog because
I had a very intense dream last night. First off I have never taken a huluicinagen. But for some reason I was interested in ths patch of mushrooms. Not surprising I have hunted for wild edible mushrooms before, ( don't worry I know what I'm doing) with this particular batch for some unknown I just ate a small one. ( I would never do this). Instantly I started vibrating. It was very pleasurable. It fadded. And I collected more of them. I was in this large under ground cave
I love it when this happens.
----- a quick note sent from someone----
"After your response to my post about my odd recurring dream, I was determined to astral project on my own accord. I read your blog and studied your techniques and this morning I finally did it! It only lasted a minute but I was able to leave my house and fly around my development Thank you so very much."
Can you tell I'm beaming :) :) :)
Yesterday I fell asleep on the couch for a few hours. When I woke up it was just a little bit before bed time. I felt like I was going to end up staying up late because I had just slept, and I really did not want to. I needed something o put me back to sleep I went outside said a prayer of thanks and asked fir the plants life and grabbed a wild lettuce plant, and over to the Hill by my driveway and grabbed a California poppy ( whole plant). I put them in a blender with water a grinded them to a
I am prepared to journey tonight. A range of things involving ancestors of mine, lost civilizations, and the importance of what I am doing with my altered state practice have converged. I was attacked last night in a dream or spontaniouse projection. And virtually every night I have been in some sort of battle in my dreams. There is a bit of anxiety in my life right now, so im certain it was a result of that, but I can't shake the feeling I am on the verge of some sort of new learning phase. Wis
Initiated vibrations at least half a dozen times. But they all would fail. Probably the pain meds I'm on.
Finally I got out. I floated off the sofa this time. No need to check reality. I stood there for a moment marveling at how awake this all feels, then I decided to fly out. I went through a window. It was a little slow going through the glass. I hate it when that happens. The mind has a tough time giving up normal reality. I was in the air about ready to launch into the s
So now that I have figured out how to publish, you guys can read it. Thanks outofbody.
Very interesting if not chaotic journy this morning. I learned 2 things
1) odd positions and being uncomfortable sends odd sensations to your astrial body.
2) skin deep vibrations can feel like trembling. This was happening to someone here, and I said trembling was not vibrations...., it's not, but it sure the hell feels like trembling. This also makes me think that deep chest vibrations might be something
In light of recent events, I have decided to to create a mental program that will flood my dreams with an intense white light. This white light will be built on every positive feeling I have ever had. Every photon will be contain everything good I have every experienced.
I will go on a vision quest in a few weeks, and during a deep life review meditation I will acumulate a nuclear bomb of positive energy.
If I sense any sort of dream manipulation the mental program will be designed to detonat
Last night I initiated vibrations Ito exit. I felt a little off. Like I wasn't fully in control. I paused beside my bed and focused my attention on vibrations. They flared a bit and it semes o help. I took a moment to look at my boys. They were in bed with me. My wife was home and my baby has had some ear infections so he has to sleep upright for better drainage, so she was sleeping with him down stairs so she could do that.
I was looking for any of those virus spirits. None.
I must finally be going crazy. i fall asleep on the floor after coming home from watching fireworks. I dream of the boy. An very wise spirit guide that is associate with the mountains. He tells me "it's time to let loose your medicine " then he sort of chants a rhyme in his typical riddle like persona. I remember it clearly. "The shrine of the mind is to shine... Undeception for those on the balance of perception." He then touches my forhead. I have a vision of things I am to write. All the p
Well now. I have often loathed the intense movie dream sagas that my dream life sometimes delivers to me. Story lines that last for weeks with multiple characters with amazing and bizarre plots. Some I have chronicled right here in this blog a number of years ago.
Sometimes I come to hate them because I end up thinking about them all the time. More lifetimes in my head that dont belong there is a frustrating thing to have to deal with. I often feel as if I have seen every human plot every s
July 5th 2011
Had a short exit and flight. I was playing with my oak tree. The trees have this electric like current and glow to them. Its very cool. I was playing with this spiritual current watching it fizle and jump through the tree. But that's not the major event of the night.
Major set back.
I just suffered a major sleep paralysis event. Yet it's a valuable lesson eventhough I'm still shaken. It's been years since I thought I mastered this.... It had multiple levels.
So, the syncronistic events have begun to flare up. Two events today. I'm going to update this blog with the string of events that will probably swamp me in the weeks to come. No doubt leafing up to a trip to the mountains I have planned in about three weeks. About 70% of These things that happen cannot come from confirmation bias, while the other 30 can because of my heightened awareness of coincidences.
1) ( major unlikely event) several weeks ago while on a small vacation with my family, I m
March 9 2011
Fell asleep on the coach again. It's easier to travel if I stay downstairs, so Im not disturbed by my wife.
No real purpose for the journy I have been wanting to explore and experiment with a few things.
I was haveing a dream about an issue going on my iife, oddly it's a similar issue that my nephew has, and one of my students/instructors. It has come to boiling point for both of them, and for my student it is now gone to far, I have been ranting about it to my poor p
So it’s 4 am. I woke up around three and I was dreaming about a friend. She just had one of her breasts removed due to some pretty aggressive stage three cancer. I’m scheduled to bring a meal to her and her family today.
She has two older children and she just had a little girl last year. She is a leader in our community and frankly an amazing person. I am married of course, and so is she, but we still share a certain kind of bond. It’s more built around respect because we share similar p
Induced vibrations at about 3 am. I failed the first time and succeeded the second. I simply stepped out. But this time I did it different and it seemed to thwart my previous failure. I started with one arm and lifted it up and step out like I was being led by that arm. It seemed to produce a smoother exit. I knew I was out, I'm getting better at not having to use a reality check. I did once again stop to marvel at how clear everything is. Then I walked to the window and fl
Revelation during meditation
This morning in deep meditations I started to put things together. An event last Thursday caped it off. I did not journal it or blog it because it was a real life event. I recently cleansed myself with the help of the great spirit, so I have been much more clear this week.
This combines several histories.......
The malaki story as recorded in the last few entry's
This little bar that I like to go to occasi
July 22 2011
Well interesting dream. I was dreaming that I was staying over at this persons apartment in a large city. The odd part was that I was there to learn something from him. Something very important. In fact this person was very Importent. At one time I was thinking this Is an odd sort of person to have met the president. The scenerio really begins with me waking in his apartment.
It's morning, and I'm waiting for him to wake up. I'm sleeping on a recliner. I decide to t