August 13th 2011
Short journey this morning. I initiated vibration. It took a While, but eventually fairly strong vibrations kicked in along with the rushing noises.
Upon exit, i considered a reality check but didn't, I knew I was out.
For some reason I could feel that I did not have a lot of time. I started going around the house checking everyone.
1st it was my five year old. I reach in and let my hand merge with his body. I let my awareness spread in him. I could feel and u
Revelation during meditation
This morning in deep meditations I started to put things together. An event last Thursday caped it off. I did not journal it or blog it because it was a real life event. I recently cleansed myself with the help of the great spirit, so I have been much more clear this week.
This combines several histories.......
The malaki story as recorded in the last few entry's
This little bar that I like to go to occasi
Ever since that mslaki thing, I seemed to be mired in a swath of negativity. Especially in dreams. I have spent part of the afternoon napping. I am going to meditate on some positive things and and atempt a journy tonight. I am going to surrender myself to the light tonight. It's a simple process after exiting I fly straight up and basically turn myself into light that melds with the great spirit. I have a feeling this will cleans me.
Here I go, illl report latter.
I was not able to i
August 6th 3:50 am
Multiple dreams, false awakening, Lucid moments. New lesson.
I just had a string of dreams. I can't recall every detail but I'm not supposed to. I know that now.
It started with me in a car with my wife. Im not sure how we got there I think we were car jacked or something. At some point the car is speeding backwards. I'm trying to press on the break but it wont work. The car is heading toward an intersection. It is at night so it's dark and there is no traffic.
So I went ahead and watched it. Just another spook movie. Not even well done. To bad they had to take the journy and turn it into something so negative. If I could write a screen play, I could show how it really is. What do you bet Christians had a hand in portraying the movie. With the exceptions of the ghosts I can see all of their rederic in the movie. A couple things they got right, some people are talented. The dark things try to keep you in your body, they do not lure you out. Once you ove
So, the syncronistic events have begun to flare up. Two events today. I'm going to update this blog with the string of events that will probably swamp me in the weeks to come. No doubt leafing up to a trip to the mountains I have planned in about three weeks. About 70% of These things that happen cannot come from confirmation bias, while the other 30 can because of my heightened awareness of coincidences.
1) ( major unlikely event) several weeks ago while on a small vacation with my family, I m
I had a horrible nightmare a few nights ago. I was dreaming that my five year old ws being particular annoying and honrey. We were in a store and he would not stop touching things etc etc. I finally gave him something to look at to ocupy him, but I was not planning in buying it. Then the next thing I new he was tearing the plastic from it. Angry now, I scolded him. Grabed him and put him on this stool for a time out. Here's the deal I had a feeling he was going lurch when I let him go in a fit,
July 22 2011
Well interesting dream. I was dreaming that I was staying over at this persons apartment in a large city. The odd part was that I was there to learn something from him. Something very important. In fact this person was very Importent. At one time I was thinking this Is an odd sort of person to have met the president. The scenerio really begins with me waking in his apartment.
It's morning, and I'm waiting for him to wake up. I'm sleeping on a recliner. I decide to t
July 5th 2011
Had a short exit and flight. I was playing with my oak tree. The trees have this electric like current and glow to them. Its very cool. I was playing with this spiritual current watching it fizle and jump through the tree. But that's not the major event of the night.
Major set back.
I just suffered a major sleep paralysis event. Yet it's a valuable lesson eventhough I'm still shaken. It's been years since I thought I mastered this.... It had multiple levels.
June 19 2011
Well. Traveling has been dry for several weeks. A few interesting dreams. This is what happens some times before I Step off the deep end.
I am traveling to the wilderness next week as I always do this time of year. I will be vision questing, so I was thinking the of contact with spirit guides was because I will be in an altered state for nearly three days. At the moment because of anticipation I have no real desire for at home altered states.
The incredible synchro
Induced vibrations at about 3 am. I failed the first time and succeeded the second. I simply stepped out. But this time I did it different and it seemed to thwart my previous failure. I started with one arm and lifted it up and step out like I was being led by that arm. It seemed to produce a smoother exit. I knew I was out, I'm getting better at not having to use a reality check. I did once again stop to marvel at how clear everything is. Then I walked to the window and fl
Initiated vibrations at least half a dozen times. But they all would fail. Probably the pain meds I'm on.
Finally I got out. I floated off the sofa this time. No need to check reality. I stood there for a moment marveling at how awake this all feels, then I decided to fly out. I went through a window. It was a little slow going through the glass. I hate it when that happens. The mind has a tough time giving up normal reality. I was in the air about ready to launch into the s
Gese that's a great title.
Laid down after messing with face book on my I phone. I swore I would never do it, but it's a must for the new business I'm launching. Shame on me I actually like it. I'm connecting with many people I have lost contact with it's really cool. And well women love it it when you proclaim to the world and friends how much you love them, it's provide great opportunities to score points with the wifey.
This is relevant because I got the strange ziggy l
So i blew my knee completely out on Saturday. Most likely destroyed my mcl. Probably going to have surgery. Great timeing if course. My wide is due to give birth any day.
Last night I journyed to see if could do to myself what I have done to few others. I initiated vibrations, I was fairly focused so they came easy. I steped out if my body, I don't know why but I was expecting to be limping, but of course my knee was fine in the spirit world.....of course you dont have kne
I had a very intense dream last night. First off I have never taken a huluicinagen. But for some reason I was interested in ths patch of mushrooms. Not surprising I have hunted for wild edible mushrooms before, ( don't worry I know what I'm doing) with this particular batch for some unknown I just ate a small one. ( I would never do this). Instantly I started vibrating. It was very pleasurable. It fadded. And I collected more of them. I was in this large under ground cave
Initiated vibrations this morning. Kids were up even on the sofa with me. Vibrations came once I sat up, was out but didn't think so, because the kids were looking at me. I laid back down then relized I was out.
I initiated vibrations about half an hour latter. I exited by just getting up again. I walk straight across my living room, then turned around and walked back and studied myself lying there in trance. My wife was up and about. I could sense her moveing around g
March 11 2011
Wow!!!!! What a trip. So oddly enough I was reading my oxford press bible Revelations ( I have been haveing arguments with christan litaralists, and I was looking for something) when my mother came in to tell me about the earth quake in japan, I started watching coverage.
I was up a while and I decided to try to fly there and see if can help somehow. My intent was to maby comfort someone traped or anything really. I thought what a wonderful thing if spirit travelers c
March 9 2011
Fell asleep on the coach again. It's easier to travel if I stay downstairs, so Im not disturbed by my wife.
No real purpose for the journy I have been wanting to explore and experiment with a few things.
I was haveing a dream about an issue going on my iife, oddly it's a similar issue that my nephew has, and one of my students/instructors. It has come to boiling point for both of them, and for my student it is now gone to far, I have been ranting about it to my poor p
I have Set every thing up for a journy tonight. Pre sleep 3 hours.
My goal is to find that spirit from the other night. My guides have been silent for a while, I think that means that I'm doing a good job takeing over my own training. But something has happened that I want to discuss with them, so that is on my agenda aswell.
I did have a very disturbing dream the other night that lead into a syncronocity.. I don't have nightmares, things don't scare me, but ocasionally they disturbe me.
So now that I have figured out how to publish, you guys can read it. Thanks outofbody.
Very interesting if not chaotic journy this morning. I learned 2 things
1) odd positions and being uncomfortable sends odd sensations to your astrial body.
2) skin deep vibrations can feel like trembling. This was happening to someone here, and I said trembling was not vibrations...., it's not, but it sure the hell feels like trembling. This also makes me think that deep chest vibrations might be something
Feb 20th 2011
Initiated vibrations this morning. Upon exit I could tell something was off. Not quite sure, but my mind was not as focused as it should be. It had been a rough day before and my mind was still clouded with some earlyer stress. I could tell that it was going to be short. I decided to take the time for experementation. I started to fly up to my bed room to float through the ceiling into the upstairs...... I couldn't. I tried twice and I would get halfway through then bo
It sounds like several things happened. You were dreaming not ap. Lucid reams are very different from ap. This is prooven scientifically. I Have a source if anyone is interested. Brainwave patterns are different.
Just because you were dreaming dosnt mean you can't talk
to spirits. It sounds like you have a guide trying to help
you grow. I suppose you can ap from lucid dreams but almost all of my dreams are lucid and I can't manage it...... I have tried. Dosnt mean that others can't though.
So I figured I would post this. It happened a while ago, but it's interesting if not wild.
Donnie Darko syncronocity
This syncronocity started as a result of makeing dome posts on an unexplained mysterys forum. A young man contacted me after reading some of my posts on astrial
Travel. He asked me if astrial travel could help with a problem he was having with hair loss. He was told there was nothing he could do so he wanted to find some alternative methods. So I told him I'm sure if he learned