I've been neglectful of this forum.
A lot of drama as if late. Tiresome. So I'm cocooning, so to speak.
Forums..... I know we aren't allowed to discuss other forums here, but this is not really that.
This is just abstract musings about my experiences out there in forum land.
I settled here, after a bad experience at another well established forum.
I liked it here, but friends I met here, moved on. I followed. We are still friends, and go to forums toge
I am just coming off a 5 day stint in the hospital.
It was actually life threatening due to blood loss.
Long story but, I was basically bleeding into my abdomen.
2 vessels were torn.
They kept bleeding until my abdomen couldn't take on any more fluids. That actually stopped the bleeding to a degree , or I'd have died almost immediately.
So.... Stubborn that I am, I refused surgery and a blood transfusion. Surgery.. Yeah no.
Life goes on. My life tales are made for an Agony Aunt.
I'm definately feeling more like myself. Slowly extricating all the feelings.
He helped by telling me how lame he thinks I am, so it made it much easier this time.
.I'm lame because I loved him apparently . Yes really.
He said he likes a challenge. He's a hunter. I was like shooting fish in a barrel by expressing heart felt feelings .
I do still care about him, but i honestly wonder, if I ever did mak
Can't go on. It's all for naught.
Won't ever get better or change .
Sad, but.... Nothing I say or do seems to be right. Tired of being abused.
So he's right in that respect.
Why do I expect a different outcome?
I wasn't sure if I should've made this a post in spirituality, or a blog entry.
But here we are.
It's all very interesting. I will be saying my mantras later tonight.
Feb 19: Supermoon Of The Higher Realms – Vedic Astrology – Magha Purnima
The portals are opening. On Feb 19, 2019 (7:54 a.m. PST), the largest and brightest full moon of the year will shine a brilliant, healing light from the spirit world beyond. This auspicious full moon, known in India as the
Unfortunately, I post this with a heavy heart.
The drummer and bassist of this band are a life long friends of mine.
Brad Barnett, the drummer, lost his battle with pancreatic cancer today.
I knew him longer than anyone else, given he sat next to me all through grammar school, and we also went to high school together.
The entire NYC punk community is in mourning, and I post this here for him.
RIP old friend.
You were one of a kind.
So I went for Ganesh Chaturthi today .My ashram , which I have been going to for years.
When you go , you can have a puja done.Thats a blessing.
You give the priest things to have blessed,and things to offer hGanesha.
So the things to bless are in a bag .We all give bags for puja.
When the puja is over , they give us our bags back .
You take it home to put on your altar etc.
So I went for the full ceremony today , which lasts two hours.
After the ceremony ,the pujas are done .
So a few
So I got a new couch ,that folds out into a day bed.
It's the most comfy thing I've slept on in ages . Problem is ,when its folded out ,if I sit forward to watch the tv ,my back is against the actual wall .
I prefer it folded open ,so...I thought ,bed pillow.
I looked at a bunch on line ,and some are high techy . Some are frigging ugly . Some seem too small .
In my wanderings ,I came across this :
It is with a very heavy heart I write this.
I just got word Arturo Vega ,aka The Fifth Ramone ,just passed away .
I knew he was sick . I heard last night he was not good ,and now he's gone .
I have very fond memories of Artie from the old Ramones days .
His cases of Dom Perringion . His tee shirts . His tricked out apartment . His tales of Chihuahua Chihuahua ,and how he embraced his sexuality .
It was a part of him,so he discussed it as one discusses their love of cats or food .
Ahhhh,just as conspiracy theorists and people who believe in ghosts and demons ,can have alleged mental disorders.
Apparently ,so can people who obsessively denounce it all.
From a friend .And may I say ,Touche ....
ODD : Obsessive Debunking Disorder
: By Thomas Sheridan
Are Hardcore Skeptics and Debunkers Actually Brain Deficient? Their Own Beloved ’Hard Science’ Might Well Suggest Many Are.
We have all encountered them. The men and women of ’reason’. The self-appointed guardians and v
As I have mentioned before,I am working hard with a grassroots bunch of like minded people ,to shut down a house of horrors of a rescue.
We've created a Facebook page ,just documenting FACTS .
This person has been doing this,13 years now. The fact the place remains untouched ,is a crime . I estimate they've killed over 600 animals,with negligence ,neglect ,and outright cruelty ,while making a lot of money off of them.
I suspect the killed animal number if much much higher . I'm going by what
So I've been working on this animal cruelty case ,bunnies ...with a group of like minded people now,for months.
We thought it had finally come to fruition ,but the SPCA has been lying to us . This activity has been going on now,for over a decade,with dozens of complaints,health dept violations ,reports blah blah blah blah blllaahhh ...from two states ,and still nothing is done.
It's exasperating !
The woman doing it,is seriously unstable ,calculating ,and even evil . She has killed 100s ,a
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
Wether you're a believer or not ,here are some fun links to see how the year of the Snake will affect you . How to feng shui yourself for good luck .How to find your lucky element
Celebrations around the world .
Dragon dance underwat
Just like Obama has no intention of relaxing any rules for his and his families security ,Bloombarf is as hypo critical as ever .
Anyone who says its the animal people who are nuts,are the ones that don't get it ,and are sicker than any of us crazy cat ladies.
I hope this cretin has to answer for this .
Hold on tight -- tomorrow has the potential to be one of the most
significant days of the year!
No, not because of the over-hyped end-of-
the-world Mayan prophecy, but because of something much more
reliable ... a Winter Solstice unlike many in the past. As always, the Sun's move into Capricorn marks the start of winter
Solstice. But this time it's happening amid a perfect storm of world-shaping Astrological aspects. This Capricorn energy, along with the Sun's long night off, will bring s
I haven't listened to these bands in years. Ten years...at least since I knew them all ...close to it .
I know I hear Jimmy Tucketts voice on stuff like car commercials (sub.bionic singer).
He was quite a character . Both these bands got a raw deal from their record company.
Too bad...... .They all had talent .
I am very distressed with the behavior of one of my cats.
It's one of my Egyptian maus from Egypt .
The maus from Egypt,have very different personalities ,than cats from home. Serious alpha stuff ,in both males and females.
This guy,is the last one I adopted ,and he's a good boy for the most part ,but he's gotten very aggressive with the other cats ,as of late.
He bullies the girls as a rule,except Psiren,as she's the alpha female Mau .
He has been trying to get at Cthulhu,and I'm afraid h