People may or may not have noticed, but I don't post nearly as often as I used to. I've decided to give out my reasons here.
To make a long story short, I have always been interested in the paranormal. Ever since I was 7 and felt that first psionic "spark" which I didn't even understand at the time a lot of my freetime in life has been dedicated to the amazing mysteries that plague this world.
After countless hours, I feel I have seen almost all I can from outside sources. The internet, the
Lawl. Shame on me for knowing what I'm doing.
I dont like to gamble anyways, so it's not like I care. I just found it funny that they actually went as far as to ask me to leave.
Ive noticed recently that with everything going on I do alot more reading than actual posting! The psi forums have devolved into teens overexagerating their problems and skeptics stroking their egos as they "debunk" them.
As of today I have been a member here for 2 years ... a lot can happen in that amount of time . For some reason I cant think of anything decent to say other then I am glad I found this place and that I plan to stay for another two years . ^.^
Well it seems Ill be coming back soon . Arizona is quite hot but it didnt take long to get used to it ... ARGGGHHHHHH !!!!
Beyond that Ive really been just dealing with this area . Its a lot easier to get around and do stuff here since everything is a lot closer then in the california forests , but The people here cannot drive for their own lives . I just saw a bus driver purposefully smash someones car yesterday just because he was "p***ed off at the world" in the same way immature teenagers
It looks like that time I talked about where I will be gone for a long while is coming up tommorow . Goodbye .
This could range anywhere from 3 days to 3 years . Most likely a couple months with some posts in between whenever I get ahold of a computer .
If anyone noticed I havent been posting for a while , its for a reason . Im ending my little year break of life and getting ready for college . ( I didnt go to college immediatly after HS . )
Little breaks where I dont post for 10-13 days in a row will be going on for about 4 months . I will be moving out of state and it will probobly take me a while to get broadband set up which I will not do untill I find a new job there as well . Its possible that I may not be posting at all during august
A Freind of mine who was one of the smartest kids in my high school class is having troubles getting into a college where he might possibly know even more then some of the professors . I am reminded of one of the things I am questioned about daily : Why do I hate the public school system so much ?
The answer is actually simpler then you would think , but at the same time one of the last things most would guess . Its not about rebellion for the sake of rebellion . Its not even about the way th
A couple nights ago I decided to sleep outside about 2 miles into the forest I live in . Specifically in an area with few trees on the top of the mountain so that you can see everything above and below .
The moon is an amazing thing . Even a person with no esp can look at the moon and get the feeling that everyone else is looking at the same moon in the same dreamlike state . For me , looking at the moon is like watching a theatre of people's lives go by . People from differant backgrounds
Today was one of those days were I ran into one of those special people . You know , that kind of "special" person .
Anyways , she tried to convert me to ( WTF ) mormonism . I told her that I would probobly never believe and she said something that brought up an nteresting point .
"Without god your morality is subjective ! "
I have ran into this beofre , but ussually only on the web . In interest to see what people think when they are confronted on this I responded with something lik
Meh , I havent posted in my blog for a while since Ive been going out a lot . Tried the whole meditating by the waterfall thing ... relaxing ... A rock fell on my head . Bah .
One thing has never changed no matter how much I mature . No matter how many people whos lives I look into or whos personalities I read and examine or memories I create for myself or steal from others one fact will always remain the same : Ever since I was 7 and first realised what I could do with some energy and a thou
Since the forum lists it already I might as well write it in my blog of doom . I am yet another year older .
Its amazing how UM has affected my free time. its all taken up contemplating more then just psi when it comes to the unexplained .
But for the most part this past year has been all about graduation ,working , and getting on with my life . Its kind of sad watching others I went to high school with fail miserably . Im not even in college yet and already some people I knew who entered
Ahhh work . For those of you who dont know I work for gamestop . What do we do ?In a nutshell We sell video games , and are occasionally forced to babysit kids who wander around the store and make sure they dont swipe anything .
Its just wonderfull to see how many people come in assuming that its the easiest job ever . I ussually just nod and smile when they say it must be cool to work there even though it really isnt . Our computer we use is a piece of crap and we use the most unorganized do