Most days I feel I have my grief about losing my husband under control. I can talk of him without getting sad and it makes me feel better to say his name out loud. However, yesterday and today were fresh reminders of the void he left. I went through mental health training for work yesterday. I was doing well until we had to watch a video about a widower and his son, dealing with their grief. The actor who portrayed the widower was very good, his pain was palpable. Out of nowhere, I fe
