Artemisa17

Hi

I'll try to be as minimal as possible.

I did grow up in a unorthodox environment.

My mother before she got really sick and years later died and when I was barely a toddler used to practised magic( not sure what kind), she used to read tarot cards and used to try and speak to spirits.

Since I was really young I felt different to the rest.

I could see, felt or hear spirits (used to crippled me out). Some of them were not pleasant at all, others they appeared like very calm y touched me in a calm manner and not threatening way but still didn't help... I remembered one of the last times I saw one with my cousin. It was nearly midnight and we couldn't sleep like most of the times we used to have sleep over in mostly her home. We went to the bathroom together and as we were leaving the bathroom we focused our eyes on a glass framed picture of a volcano that my mother had hanged just in front of the bathroom, suddenly we saw at the same time the reflection of a tall man dressed like old times and very classy ( tall black hat and what it looked like a black cape coat). His facial expression was calm and serene and the way he landed his hands on my right shoulder and my cousin left shoulder at the same time wasn't threatening but surely we jumped and did run for our lives just after we turned petrified to see that the man wasn't there anymore.

We never saw him again but that glass framed painting still freaks me out even though is one of my favorite paintings because reminds me of where my family comes from.

For more than 35 years most of time something or someone unpleasant is going to happen or appear I used to hear noises produced on furniture, items, doors, windows, curtains moving by themselves without wind( windows and doors completely close).

I got used to it but 7 years ago became less common and now every time it happens it gets me nervous and anxious.

I don't have many encounters with spirits anymore, except the last one that seems like helps me sometimes to get mentality prepared for unpleasant events or people. But other than that one...

Also since childhood and still sometimes appeared faces like in  front of me or on my mind not sure...but they seem so real, I don't recall seeing their faces before in real life but I can sense their sorrows and their feelings. Sometimes I see them surrounded by different lights. I remembered one specially because he stayed for several minutes, nearly an hour and I felt deeply connected to him and felt his sorrow. He was ginger with freckles and dark green/blue eyes. I never met anyone like that before he appeared. 

I often know feel like when for example I'm going to lose someone or something usually bad is going to happen.

I always seem to sense when someone is going to disappear from my live or something not pleasant is going to happen.

So by the time it happens I don't feel so shock anymore, so I see that as a plus one way because I get prepared and negative as I get stressed before time.

Also I have what it seems like premonitory dreams. Sometimes I'm scare to go to sleep because it happens quite often. Sometimes big or huge premonitions and sometimes small.

It gets me stressed usually.

I had so many that I could write a book about it just on that.

One of the smallest and insignificant ones is when I dream about someone that I didn't get in touch for months or even years and suddenly that person will get in touch with me and we end up meeting each other.

One more significant one is when I decided to immigrate to a USA, but suddenly I had few dreams telling me that I was moving somewhere else near my auntie and cousins. I dreamed that I was going to see my oldest cousin with his partner living near my auntie. At that time I thought that my oldest cousin was still living in the same city as me and not in another country and my auntie the only thing she told me was" I have a big surprise for you, I'm not going to tell you who is here. I'll just show you!". I already knew because of my dreams, so I wasn't so surprised.

Another time was when I dreamed about me rocking a baby and behind me the father was up to no good. 

When I went to the Doctor I just told him, "I know I'm pregnant", him asking me " why? Did you done the test?" and I answered him "no, I just know!" I think he freaked out a bit when he saw it was positive. After many years I found out that the father is a narcissistic and is always thinking how to use people to get things. I just didn't listen or trusted my dreams at that time, I wanted to be wrong.

One of the biggest ones was when I was heavily pregnant with my daughter and suddenly I started dreaming like I was in a car crush. I felt pain on my chest and jumped out of bed. Sometimes I felt like I was the one having the car crush and other times like I was an inside the car spectator. I felt the shaking of the car and the short hair blond woman inside the car. Then suddenly I woke up and felt the urge to listen to the news and to my unpleasant surprise the news reporter was confirming Princess Diana's car crush.

I felt shocked!

Those there are some of the few premonitory dreams I keep having.