Deeper Trust
One of the hardest lessons to be learned in the Spiritual life is the letting go of our idols that we create that we think are God. So, as we age, and hopefully mature, these idols are smashed and another one arises, though hopefully closer to the heart of who and what God is. I believe that is a never-ending process.
When the God of our understanding fails us, it is then that a crisis of sorts happens and we either have to deepen our faith through prayer and yes