In my family, I have been the most religious I guess. Well at least when younger; that is now no longer true. However, I have come to the conclusion that the reason for my seeking God at a very young age, was because of all my brothers and sisters, I am the most fragmented and perhaps, lost. So making God my center has slowly allowed these fragments to be drawn back to the center. A process that is far from being accomplished and will no doubt continue until the day I die. I also feel that without this relationship with God, I would have been dead many years ago. I am not being over dramatic, just human, and I think many, perhaps the majority, are like me. I think we all walk on a razor’s edge that is not, and for good reason, often thought about. (I think that is what phobias are about, saving up all of our fears about life and it uncertainties and yes danger and placing it on ‘one thing’).