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It's like a broken pencil

Simbi Laveau

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Yeah 

Can't go on. It's all for naught. 

Won't ever get better or change . 

Sad, but.... Nothing I say or do seems to be right. Tired of being abused. 

So he's right in that respect. 

Why do I expect a different outcome? 

*nods*



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Simbi Laveau

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On 3/1/2019 at 2:37 PM, MainerMikeBrown said:

Nobody should put up with being abused.

Its verbal abuse. He said he doesn't even understand why he does it to me. He doesn't do it anyone else. 

Some of it is very cruel. 

It's over now. For good. 

 

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Simbi Laveau

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15 hours ago, Impedancer said:

Sounds like the dude you had suffers from narcissistic personality disorder. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder 

*coughs*

Funny. He said that about me. I never abused him. Quite the opposite. Although I suspect I inadvertently hurt him a few times. Not sure. He'd say I didn't, but.... dunno....

I will miss him a lot. When we were ok, it was...... nice, but it's..... yeah.... 

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Simbi Laveau

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15 hours ago, Impedancer said:

Sounds like the dude you had suffers from narcissistic personality disorder. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder 

Actually , now that I read the wiki.... He maybe has a bit of that, but.... not really. 

He doesn't need power or admiration. It' different. 

He actually said to me, I'm no one special. He also apologised for being mean to me. A few times. 

He couldn't seem to help himself, in regard to, just me. Just me. *hangs head* 

Dunno. Past life something.... It was completely unexpected for me. It just, developed over time for me. I had hoped he would stop, but he wouldn't. Part of it is my fault. 

Over now. Trying to.... heal. 

It just reaffirmed everything I believed before it all happened. 

Never again. 

 

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I know the feeling, I had a gf who most likely suffered from this however diagnoses can variate she was a complete nutcase though.  If a relation ship turns toxic and abusive  it aint worth it. Remember It's never your fault this is what they want you to believe. 

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3 hours ago, Impedancer said:

I know the feeling, I had a gf who most likely suffered from this however diagnoses can variate she was a complete nutcase though.  If a relation ship turns toxic and abusive  it aint worth it. Remember It's never your fault this is what they want you to believe. 

It takes 2. Some of it was my fault. Fault doesn't even matter anymore though . It just saddens me....... 

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