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A call for help this morning

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White Crane Feather

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I dreamt last night to that someone was calling for help, when I woke up I decided to do the meditations. I exited my body through the vibrations. They are a familiar experience now, and I have control over them.  She was a little girl about 9. She was trying to sleep and was being attacked by the sleep paralysis entity. I told her I was there and I would wait for it.

As she fell asleep, it came for her and I fended it off with a particularly vitious attack. I was actually surprised at my own strength and confidence. I knew I didn’t have much time to stay in that state, so I started to whisper in her ear how to fight for herself. I spent a good amount of time teaching her  as she was asleep, and she would nod and give me assurances that she understood. I tried to wait to see if she could use it, but I came to. Real?... or my crazy imagination? I don’t know. It feels real. 

Then I fell asleep again... and I dreamed that I had fallen in love with this beaitiful young woman with short black hair. I was supposed to work in the city, ( San Francisco) and she drove me there and I decided to blow off working, and we spent days together in absolute relationship bliss. It was... well... intoxicating. I woke up amazed. 

A reward maybe? A response to feeling lonely these days? I don’t know, but I’m grateful though along with little sad I will not see her again.

This is a crazy life. I’m not sure what to think about the things I experience. I suppose I’m only crazy if I insist that it’s all real, and I’m not crazy if I accept the possibility that it’s all in my head. I choose to live in both worlds. One foot in practicality where I am me,  and the other in this wacky psycho spiritual world where I am White Crane Feather.... though for some reason I am starting to miss my other name ( Seeker79) The White Crane has not come to me in while and I’m feeling disconnected from those words. 

 

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preacherman76

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Seems we have been experiencing similar things lately. My wife has been very busy as well. It’s made me feel alone. I do my best to support her, and the things she wants to accomplish, but it has taken its toll on our relationship. 

Now I would never cheat on her. I would never dishonor her in that way. But the lack of physical connection has manifested in my dreams as well. I hope one day soon this will all pass over and we can return to how things were, though I’m losing faith that that day will ever come

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White Crane Feather

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On 4/2/2019 at 1:39 PM, preacherman76 said:

Seems we have been experiencing similar things lately. My wife has been very busy as well. It’s made me feel alone. I do my best to support her, and the things she wants to accomplish, but it has taken its toll on our relationship. 

Now I would never cheat on her. I would never dishonor her in that way. But the lack of physical connection has manifested in my dreams as well. I hope one day soon this will all pass over and we can return to how things were, though I’m losing faith that that day will ever come

Long term relationships are probably the hardest endevour there is. People have so many quirks and are so fluid that it’s difficut to imagine a life without the peaks and vallys. Good luck to you my friend. 

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