Leave me alone.
I didn't know I was making myself look so bad.
I thought I was being friendly and putting fear to rest.
So, now I'm closed off.
My life is none of anyone else's business, and if people are going to disrespect me when I let them enter my business I ask they leave and never return.
Please, and thank you.
I know I said I may have problems I'm now acting like I don't.
That was me saying I'm still good, but I've gotten myself into a mess people are determining how best to clean up.
I'm going to take responsibility if need be, but I don't know if I'm going to have to.
I didn't have to.
I didn't have to inform anyone.
I could have just sat there looking dangerous, never engaging in conversation, and letting the world around me go nuts wondering what type of person I am.
I was trying to be nice.
I was giving an inch.
The kindness was taken advantage of.
Now, after being dragged a mile down the road the cats grip on my tongue has worn off enough to discuss how I've been hurt very bad.
It made me very mad.
Someone's lucky I don't like me when I'm angry.
I want to live like the problems are nothing more than water under the bridge.
I want to get over this.
But, life has this amazing ability to take a seed of truth and grow it into a tree of lies.
I don't care when it's someone else under scrutiny.
I think it's a laugh riot.
I care deeply now.
How many falsehoods have I inadvertently spread thinking I was sharing life saving information I'd received?
How many lives have I had a hand in ruining?
All of this why?
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