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I do still get angry


Kismit

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My Husband should be getting out of Hospital Tomorow. It's been 11 weeks since the accident, so it will be nice to have him home. He will be full time in the wheelchair for a few months and then he will hopefully move on to using the walker around the house and the chair only for long distances, like around the block.

I have to remember some people do it full time (wheelchairs) and that atleast one day my Man should walk again. Even though one leg is now 3cm longer than the other.

I know the lady who hit us was just, well it was just an accident. But when you are laying in bed at 3 in the morning and you hurt and you can't sleep, you can't help thinking that you shouldn't have to feel like that.

We had a meeting with the lady. She said she couldn't remember why she lost control of her car. She said she had bruises where I have breaks. She cried like a freakin alley cat in the ambulance and yet I had a punctured lung and ended up in the cardio thorasic ward. And Jamie? Where do I start? Lower left leg shattered, right femur broken, two vertebrae, pelvis, sacrum, right arm and let's just say when it gets to that point the Doctors only worry about the major breaks. It isn't fair.

I hope that one day the anger goes away, I hope I can forgive her. I don't like not being able to forgive her and I know we were lucky. But I can't help thinking, what if?

The worst 30 seconds of my life were when my youngest was quiet after the car stopped moving. He didn't answer me, he didn't make a sound.

I am still angry.

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Daughter of the Nine Moons

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O Kizzy. I am so sorry. I would be angry too and I would be angry for a very long time. You know what? Thats ok. Anger is a valid emotion and so long as you understand that why on earth would you try to supress it? Would you try to supress happiness? Find a cupboard to slam. Post an angry blog. Do something to let yourself work through it. Find a friend and yell at her if you need someone to yell at.

You will be ok honey. Give yourself time.

:wub:

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Dotty, you are the best. I know I could always yell at you, and you would still love me afterwards. :wub:

Lucky you though, the Blog should do it. :)

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Daughter of the Nine Moons

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Bloggin is good too because once you have it out of your system, you can go hit the 'make draft' button or the 'delete' and say bye bye to it.

Or...you could take learn to play halo :D

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Lol the internet is bad enough if I played Halo I would probably be divorced within the week. My man even gets jealous over the books I read. And I read Young Adult science fiction, not romance and saucy novels. :D

Oh and I just deleted an old draft, you didn't see it did you? :ph34r:

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Daughter of the Nine Moons

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*smacks subby*

oops..I still love you!

*smacks subby*

Kis...I missed it. Was it good?

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Oh it was quite saucy Dotty. :yes: About my favorite debating partner, but he is someone who deserves to feel safe and unstalked at U.M.

(Not you Subby, you, I will stalk. I have sacrficed goats* in your honour...and it wasn't even Valentines. :huh:)

*Sacrificing sheep in New Zealand is punishable by.... Death by Johnie Farnham. It just isn't worth it. :no:

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Kismit, I know I don't know you but I wish to send you a big hug nonetheless. That's quite a trauma to go through and yeah you're right to be angry, forgiveness for that type of thing cannot be easy.

I hope you have you're husband home with you soon and that his recovery is quick and painless.

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*Hugs to you* Don't worry Kismit, you are allowed to be angry. Time does and will mend all wounds and help you find the strength to forgive. For now just be there for your husband, kids and most of all yourself.

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:cry: Oh gawd, Kissy...you should be mad. I'm sure your husband will be able to get around again. It just takes a lot a patience and determination.

He has to be strong married to you right? ;)

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Kis, I hope your husband's recovery is quick and you can start to move on from this whole mess. I think it's normal to be angry and unforgiving when you are still recovering from all those injuries. :(

I hope you all feel better soon. Now that your man is home he'll likely feel a million times better.

:wub: to you and your family.

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Big Hugs Sweetheart! Feeling angry is all part of the healing process, feel it and then let it go. I really feel for you and hope you all make a speedy recovery. :wub:

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A friend is someone we turn to

when our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone we treasure

for our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives

with beauty, joy, and grace.

And makes the whole world we live in

a better and happier place.

- Jean Kyler McManus -

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Thank you Lottie that was very sweet. Kitties are always sweet. :wub:

Moe, I miss you too. :yes: and Dot and Snuffy and Subby and Snowy and lots n lots of people.

But I gotta fess up I am down right busy getting my man in and out of physio, Doctors, X-rays and trying to get some work done. I promise to call in and holla out soon as I can. O.K.

Miss you guys....:wub: :wub:

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