myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman Posted February 16, 2013 #1 Share Posted February 16, 2013 ok let me just start from the begining when i was little i saw things that no one else could my mom actually thought i was crazy cause why would a 4 year old speak any language fluently other than a native language i had to see specialists i had a very active child hood i saw spirits every day i spoke french and spanish and english like i was a pro to this day i still speak english and spanish even tho i was never taught spanish ... my childhood was obsurd like out of a scary movie ..... there where several instances of flying beds ..... i was told i was possesed and my aunt came down to remove the demon and she looked me in the eyes and said nothings wrong with me she told me i have inherited the gene im guessing the unexplained runs in my family around 7 yrs old i was lying in bed and i felt tightness around my neck i couldnt breath something was choking me and alli could see was a dark mist i ended up throwing up all over myself i blacked out but i was conscious i could feel my body being lifted and thrown i felt my feet dragging on the ground my mother said she woke up from a bad dream and instintively grabbed scissors ran in my room she found me hanging from a antique dresser a very tall one at least 7 feet in the air my face was blue..... i feel things still to this day .. i seen angels ghosts spirits mists voices whispers smells i also unaware of this ability im religious and i pray alot by the time i was 26 (im 29 now) i had had 2 types of stage 3 cancer developed aloepecia areata had my gallbladder burst unexplained weight gain weight loss severe depression and much more .... turns out..... when i pray for people and there problems i inherit there griefs and ailments and they become healthy ..... i have dreams of telekinisis ... also passed loved ones come to me periodically thru my dreams and tell me whats gonna happen in my life like for instance at 10 my grandma came and sat on my bed and said dont be scared .... i love u tell the family i love them take care of every one and try ur best to keep them together i woke up crying ran in my moms room and said grandmas dead my mom slapped me 10 min later the phone rang my perfectly healthy grandma had passed.... my grandpa he died when i was 3 mths old my other grandma kept him secret i guess it was hard on her i saw him often in my sleep and in my conscious i asked her who he was and she started crying i desribed him to a tee in his favorite outfit.... my grandma still comes in my sleep and talks to me i cant control it or id see her every night..... last dream my aunt came a year ago looked just like my grandma (her mom) in her 20s my aunt was upper 40s when she passed ... she showed her self young this is the same aunt that pulled me aside when i was lil and in the dream she says do u trust me.... i said yes she looked in my eyes and said lay ur head in my lap and let me read your ear..... i was confuesed but did as she asked.... she saw all the good ive done in life and all the bad ive expeirenced...... i was seeing wat she saw thru her eyes... she stayed in like a catatomic state eyes wide she says ...... dont focus on any relationships...... one will come when ur ready right now... you need to write your music and do as you are doing it will be a hard road... but as you know you have angels watching over you which you have witnessed before correct... i responded yes... she continued..... march 2014 all the bad will turn to good all the good will turn to great and you will be known as the eye of the nation..... i tryed to pick my entire life apart ...... none of it makes sense.......i scare myself sometimes ... i have a feeling that im not utilizing something inside of me .. i know its a gift ..... i know i have several gifts.... i do not beleive in spells and bad magic.... i grew up in a relgious house... i have been disowned by my dads mom and my sisters because i see things that normal people dont........ i also get feelings and know to much about people before i even speak to them ...... im lost what can i do if u could help me id appreciate any information 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
notforgotten Posted February 16, 2013 #2 Share Posted February 16, 2013 Welcome to Unexplained Mysteries. You're not lost child (of God), for Jesus is with you. I believe everything that you've said. I've been persecuted by evil spirits. I've been possessed by demons. I have seen Jesus. The Father had spoke to me and said, "the battle against good and evil has been here since the beginning of time". My gaurdian angel has made herself known to me and I know that there are angels looking over me too. May peace be with you. God bless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chopmo Posted February 16, 2013 #3 Share Posted February 16, 2013 (edited) The messages you have been getting aren't possession sounding like as the above may suggest above, in my line of life it is common for people that are open truely, more seen in children (not saying it doesn't continue most play it out to imagination and it should be kept quiet). Your grandmother sounds like a lovely person to come give you the blessing of strength for future. Don't be too alarmed buddy, there are 8 year olds out there that remember themselves being shot down in ww2 and can pinpoint there place of landing. That to me would be a bit more eerie, granted I haven't had as much comunication as you, I usually get a person peering in around a corner or something. My honest advice is just listen to what they ask, they sounds of it they are hoping you have the best life possible, to keep your base morals with you and do the same for your family. They are wholehearted things you should be doing anyway personally. Greet them, ask them why they are here, hear them out and if it isn't pleasant ask it to leave as it is not welcome in you or your family's home. Find your base meanings and understandings from them, much like a dream can tell you a lot about your emotions and your current path in life. Feel free to pm if you have further questions or just want to chat, you sound like it's pretty wound up with no one to talk to about I know the feeling it can swamp you if you aren't ready that's not just in your case but any topic/s on this forum can cause that. Edited February 16, 2013 by chopmo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman Posted February 16, 2013 Author #4 Share Posted February 16, 2013 i do appreciate the responses.... i know god has given me gifts that many dont have and i really wish i knew how to use them it would make life alot easier granted i seen things as a child but i still see them today i am a smart individual i graduated 3 yrs earlier than most i havent grown out of this i wish i knew how to make it so i could pray over people and not take on their ailments im scared to even pray for any one every time i do i get their sickness i know im not strange im just different and its not a vivid imagination i see oras and light i hear bells in my ears i have so many things going on with my physical body its a lil scary i used to keep to myself geeez in high school i had no friends people never talked to me because im different ... now i have an outlet i do music i grew my fan base to 25000 plus alot of my fans have seen ghosts and spirits and such im a very open person ... i just needed to belt it out even if i did sound crazy maybe some day some one will find this message and be able to mentor me and teach me what i need to know ... its a shame my aunt and grandma passed when i was a child they were gifted and didnt get to teach me what i was supposed to learn i do thank u all for the input and appreciate ur time feel free to add me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
White Crane Feather Posted February 16, 2013 #5 Share Posted February 16, 2013 Hi there. You have quite nearly perfectly described a shamanic awakening. Unfortunately for those who have received the call, there are really no human teachers. Your information will come directly from the spirits. If you have not discovered how to journey yet, pm ill walk you through it. Yes, if you were born in a traditional society you would have been raised to be a shaman. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman Posted February 16, 2013 Author #6 Share Posted February 16, 2013 Hi there. You have quite nearly perfectly described a shamanic awakening. Unfortunately for those who have received the call, there are really no human teachers. Your information will come directly from the spirits. If you have not discovered how to journey yet, pm ill walk you through it. Yes, if you were born in a traditional society you would have been raised to be a shaman. you have helped me emencely and i thank you for that .... i actually just spoke to a shaman who is getting me help from the right individuals... turns out they were waiting on my call as well... i was just enformed i am a shaman a very very very gifted shaman i have been lost for a long time and u helped me find the way thank you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
White Crane Feather Posted February 17, 2013 #7 Share Posted February 17, 2013 (edited) you have helped me emencely and i thank you for that .... i actually just spoke to a shaman who is getting me help from the right individuals... turns out they were waiting on my call as well... i was just enformed i am a shaman a very very very gifted shaman i have been lost for a long time and u helped me find the way thank you Be careful please... I did not mean for you to jump so quick. Edited February 17, 2013 by Seeker79 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
White Crane Feather Posted February 17, 2013 #8 Share Posted February 17, 2013 (edited) Honestly. You should spend some more time conversing With me in pm. There is so much more... Edited February 17, 2013 by Seeker79 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman Posted February 17, 2013 Author #9 Share Posted February 17, 2013 i know i have spoken to someone in california i am waiting until i finish my music tour before i try anything which will b in 2 months no need to worry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
White Crane Feather Posted February 17, 2013 #10 Share Posted February 17, 2013 i know i have spoken to someone in california i am waiting until i finish my music tour before i try anything which will b in 2 months no need to worry Music tour... Sounds fun Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Himalayan Mystic Posted March 19, 2013 #11 Share Posted March 19, 2013 i do appreciate the responses.... i know god has given me gifts that many dont have and i really wish i knew how to use them it would make life alot easier granted i seen things as a child but i still see them today i am a smart individual i graduated 3 yrs earlier than most i havent grown out of this i wish i knew how to make it so i could pray over people and not take on their ailments im scared to even pray for any one every time i do i get their sickness i know im not strange im just different and its not a vivid imagination i see oras and light i hear bells in my ears i have so many things going on with my physical body its a lil scary i used to keep to myself geeez in high school i had no friends people never talked to me because im different ... now i have an outlet i do music i grew my fan base to 25000 plus alot of my fans have seen ghosts and spirits and such im a very open person ... i just needed to belt it out even if i did sound crazy maybe some day some one will find this message and be able to mentor me and teach me what i need to know ... its a shame my aunt and grandma passed when i was a child they were gifted and didnt get to teach me what i was supposed to learn i do thank u all for the input and appreciate ur time feel free to add me Its ok to communicate with spirits just discuss with those who understand and with others discuss what they can understand, not everyone can be a shaman,shamans are healers and have always been valued...... seeing someone dead is ok ,mostly friendly spirits of loved ones have no reason to harm .......... just keep a clear mind during communications ,avoid any thoughts,focus.......... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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