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[viking64]

I have only told 3 people in my entire life about what happened to me as a child, and what has continued to happen to me throughout my life at vastly different interval. After watching many of these stories, a specific detail in Mr. Romaneck's story has given me the courage and consciousness to finally understand that I'm not crazy, I'm not imagining and have not imagined. I just dont want to be so scared or powerless anymore and anybody who could help me understand what everything meant (especially when I was young) and explain to me in an unexaggerated, intelligent, comprehensive, and passive explanation backed by otherwise easily understood evidence or testimony, for my selfish need to know WHY ME. This is either my first or last attempt to ask for altruistic assistance and a genuine elevation of consciousness. Please let me know if you can do this, and thank you for your candor.

[Seattleite]

Well, unless you tell us more about this we can't help you.

Also, something about your writing style seems familiar.