'Walt' E. Kurtz Posted December 21, 2018 #551 Share Posted December 21, 2018 (edited) I was cleaning my apartment today and found one of your toys i cant believe that i lost you Timber this summer rest in peace my furry friend. Edited December 21, 2018 by Avalanche 5 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted December 23, 2018 #552 Share Posted December 23, 2018 Two years. Feels like a lifetime for me. My life has forever changed. RIP, my friend. I miss you. 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted December 30, 2018 #553 Share Posted December 30, 2018 Two years ago we laid to rest a beautiful woman who was not only a co-worker, but a best friend, confidant, sister. She was always there for me, no matter the problem, big or small. She was my strength when I felt weak, the voice of reason when I felt unsure, a source of joy when I needed prayer. She seemed to know what was going on before I even told her. Tabby, you were one of the most amazing people I have had the privilege of knowing, and heaven is so much brighter with your presence. I cherish our time together and I will carry you in my heart for the rest of my days. I love you. 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iilaa'mpuul'xem Posted January 6, 2019 #554 Share Posted January 6, 2019 On 21/12/2018 at 12:43 AM, Avalanche said: I was cleaning my apartment today and found one of your toys i cant believe that i lost you Timber this summer rest in peace my furry friend. Came across one of my last German Shepherds toys, several months after Buster (Boo) died... It made me smile and cry at the same time. 1 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Anna101 Posted January 13, 2019 Popular Post #555 Share Posted January 13, 2019 13/12/2014 - my beautiful daughter, who is ever with me x 3 8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PrisonerX Posted January 18, 2019 #556 Share Posted January 18, 2019 (edited) "Once, we were here." Perhaps, when I die, I will see my friends who have left before me. Either way, once we existed. We were here. That can never be taken away from us, ever. The universe must remember us all, by law. Edited January 18, 2019 by PrisonerX 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted February 17, 2019 #557 Share Posted February 17, 2019 Remembering my cousin who passed last week, and my friend's oldest son, who passed 2 weeks ago. Both gone too soon. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted March 14, 2019 #558 Share Posted March 14, 2019 Dear Best Friend, I miss you so much. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Overdueleaf Posted April 3, 2019 Popular Post #559 Share Posted April 3, 2019 Pigger, It is another sleepless night for me so I thought I would write to you. Spring is in the air and the earth is showing signs of renewal and rebirth. The long winter nights are subsiding, warmer air is moving in, the sun is shining longer, birds are returning, and the earth is waking from its long slumber. I so wish you could be a part of this amazing time of year; there are so many wonderful things for little ones to discover. Spring finds the return of the summer birds with all their colors and cheerful songs that greet the rising sun and herald the moonrise. Shawna has recently placed a bird feeder on the living room window. I know without a doubt that you would have loved to watch the birds come and go. The spring peepers are soon to grace the evening with their trills, followed by tadpoles then frogs and toads. Your dad has always held a soft spot for them and I know he would have captured some for you so you could watch them grow and develop. With spring comes more eggs, and more eggs means more chances for peeps. I can picture you now holding multicolored peeps in all their fluffiness; you were always so gentle with the animals. As it warms the fish begin to stir, and that means fishing at the pond. Your dad is a fisherman and he would have loved to have you by his side so he could teach you all he knows and so you could experience the thrill of catching one of the monster fish out of the pond. It breaks my heart knowing that you can no longer take part in these discoveries with us; so much life left undiscovered and lived. 3 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Overdueleaf Posted May 19, 2019 Popular Post #560 Share Posted May 19, 2019 Pigger, I have not told this story to many people, but I thought I would share here. The day of your funeral was a very very mild winter day that followed heavy rains and wind. The sun was beating in while we waited for the procession to line up and it got quite warm in the car, so warm in fact that i rolled down my window. As I waited with the window down, a light breeze blew through and brought with it two entwined dandylion seeds. Now i know that signs and symbols are given meaning by those who experience them, and chose to attributed the dandylion seed to you. Since then everytime a dandylion seed floats in through an open window, I smile and sing your little ditty "little pigger monkey man", it brings me comfort and brings back all the fun memories we shared. There isnt a day that goes by that I do not think of you, some days I smile, others I cry but you are ever present in my heart. 11 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted May 19, 2019 #561 Share Posted May 19, 2019 39 minutes ago, Overdueleaf said: Pigger, I have not told this story to many people, but I thought I would share here. The day of your funeral was a very very mild winter day that followed heavy rains and wind. The sun was beating in while we waited for the procession to line up and it got quite warm in the car, so warm in fact that i rolled down my window. As I waited with the window down, a light breeze blew through and brought with it two entwined dandylion seeds. Now i know that signs and symbols are given meaning by those who experience them, and chose to attributed the dandylion seed to you. Since then everytime a dandylion seed floats in through an open window, I smile and sing your little ditty "little pigger monkey man", it brings me comfort and brings back all the fun memories we shared. There isnt a day that goes by that I do not think of you, some days I smile, others I cry but you are ever present in my heart. Many healing thoughts and hugs, my friend. 6 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
docyabut2 Posted May 31, 2019 #562 Share Posted May 31, 2019 Remembering all the good members on this site , a hope we can all survived hell:) 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted June 9, 2019 #563 Share Posted June 9, 2019 I miss you beyond words, my sweet friend. <3 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted June 20, 2019 #564 Share Posted June 20, 2019 (edited) *Snip* Edited June 20, 2019 by tcgram 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted June 20, 2019 #565 Share Posted June 20, 2019 Sorry, @JVG, I felt my post was a little bit of a downer and I did not want to bring others down. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iilaa'mpuul'xem Posted July 7, 2019 #566 Share Posted July 7, 2019 Its 15 years since the great spirit took Mum from this world. Love you, miss you and always thinking of you. I will raise a glass to you this afternoon xxx What is life? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset. xx 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SecretSanta Posted July 10, 2019 #567 Share Posted July 10, 2019 54 is too young to leave this world. My sister should be growing old with the love of her life and my niece should not have to bury her dad. Love you Dave. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted August 11, 2019 #568 Share Posted August 11, 2019 Had to tell someone I haven't seen for 3 years what happened to Tabby. After a little over 2 1/2 years and it's still very hard to talk about her at times. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted September 10, 2019 #569 Share Posted September 10, 2019 My sparkly friend. Today would have been your 51st birthday. You are forever in my thoughts and always on my mind. I strive to be half the woman you were; your kindness and beauty shown from the inside out. I love and miss you beyond measure. 4 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Scholar4Truth Posted September 10, 2019 #570 Share Posted September 10, 2019 (edited) It's a little early but September 13th will been officially 15 years since my Grandpa (Mom's dad). I always remember the smell of your aftershave, and the times you shared your candy with me you used to keep by your recliner, along with your stories from your childhood that you shared with me. Though your spirit is gone, your memories are still with me. Until I see you again. Edited September 10, 2019 by Scholar4Truth 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted September 29, 2019 #571 Share Posted September 29, 2019 Remembering one of my high school friend's husband, who passed last Tuesday at age 50, then another friend's mother who passed the following day. My heart is heavy for both of my friends. 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ant0n Posted October 23, 2019 #572 Share Posted October 23, 2019 Hello. Your name was Patty, living in the USA. I knew you in your 50's. We became friends, during a difficult period of my life. One day, you announced you had just been diagnosed with a stage IV pancreas cancer. No cure. You wanted no intensive use of medication and to spend the rest of your life at your brother's. You did it your way and you posted that song on purpose: We had our last phone conversation. We both knew it was the last time we would share words as Patty and Anthony. She radiated serenity and wisdom. She believed she was an incarnated angel and I surfed that wave. I wanted to keep it all positive. We know very little of how the Universe works. Something may survive us after death. Something must survive, right? There must ultimately be hope. So how have you been, you who were Patty? Thank for having been my friend. Warm thoughts to you. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted October 30, 2019 #573 Share Posted October 30, 2019 I have not heard your voice in years, but my heart has conversations with you every day. Miss you. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Overdueleaf Posted November 18, 2019 #574 Share Posted November 18, 2019 Pigger, Today is your birthday, you would have been 2. It has been said that the pain of losing someone lessens with each passing day. Though while uttered with intentions to heal the hurt, I have found that in my case, the words are not necessarily a lie so much as they do not apply to me. Everyday I relive the pain of hearing the most devestating words I think a person could speak "I am so sorry, we did everything we could, we just couldn't get his heart started again, he did not make it". When I am out working and running errands, I so often see young ones with their families, and I am racked with so many emotions: Anger that we are having to endure endless heartwrenching pain of no longer getting to hear you laugh and to see you grow and experience life. Jealousy that they still have each other, though they are likely oblivious to how lucky they are at that moment. Happiness that they do not have to live what my family has been through. Often, the last thoughts of the day, are in wondering about the person you would have grown into. Would you have been a goofball like your father, always trying to make people laugh? A music lover like your mother? Compassionate and caring like your Great Nana?, Smart and dedicated like your Poppi? Appreciative in the arts like your Great Uncles? Forgiving and understanding like Shawna? Carefree and wonderfilled like Jordi? It soothes my heart a bit to think of you as a combination of all the great qualities of those most prominent in your life. We all love you so much, and to say that we miss you terribly is quite frankly the biggest understatement of all time. I will spend what is left of my evening accompanied by your videos, watching for while, like I so often do. Happy Birthday Pigger, and to who you would have been. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tcgram Posted November 18, 2019 #575 Share Posted November 18, 2019 10 minutes ago, Overdueleaf said: Pigger, Today is your birthday, you would have been 2. It has been said that the pain of losing someone lessens with each passing day. Though while uttered with intentions to heal the hurt, I have found that in my case, the words are not necessarily a lie so much as they do not apply to me. Everyday I relive the pain of hearing the most devestating words I think a person could speak "I am so sorry, we did everything we could, we just couldn't get his heart started again, he did not make it". When I am out working and running errands, I so often see young ones with their families, and I am racked with so many emotions: Anger that we are having to endure endless heartwrenching pain of no longer getting to hear you laugh and to see you grow and experience life. Jealousy that they still have each other, though they are likely oblivious to how lucky they are at that moment. Happiness that they do not have to live what my family has been through. Often, the last thoughts of the day, are in wondering about the person you would have grown into. Would you have been a goofball like your father, always trying to make people laugh? A music lover like your mother? Compassionate and caring like your Great Nana?, Smart and dedicated like your Poppi? Appreciative in the arts like your Great Uncles? Forgiving and understanding like Shawna? Carefree and wonderfilled like Jordi? It soothes my heart a bit to think of you as a combination of all the great qualities of those most prominent in your life. We all love you so much, and to say that we miss you terribly is quite frankly the biggest understatement of all time. I will spend what is left of my evening accompanied by your videos, watching for while, like I so often do. Happy Birthday Pigger, and to who you would have been. You are in my thoughts, my friend. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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