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Conscious succubus experience


Solidsdemise

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(sorry btw it was a mistype - i'm not well educated on Jung but have some general study of him)

Yes, precisely. I believe that there are genuine demons, the succubus being one type of a demon, which live in the spiritual realm. Something to throw out there is I believe that God has placed barriers in our minds to protect us from their influence. But due to sin, which affects anything and everything, especially our minds and what the Bible calls the "flesh," this barrier has been broken down to some extent.

We are on a spiritual battlefield, and are largely unable to see what's going on. I believe that barrier in my mind got broken down so much that I saw a glimpse of what was going on in this experience.

I agree with you here: when we are exposed to something corrupt, or against our spiritual nature (as children of God) we become desensitized to this corruption thru the flesh. Which can leave us spiritually exposed. We get used to the high (feel good) of the corrupted act, and want more corruption to satisfy this hunger -the hunger increases as it is fed... similar to a drug addiction. I relate to it similar to the mentality of a serial killer-- First it's curiousity to torture animals, then tortures animals for thrills, then pornography w/ distorted fantasy, the nerve to act out the fantasy, no nerve needed for next victims, then it becomes almost an addiction. Then this corruption has this killer completely. It becomes an addiction, and one of the flesh, and sexual in nature.

The best thing is to get out from it/ stop whatever it is, as soon as you realize you've been exposed spiritually and not go back to it, at least I would think.

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is that so :yes: maybe give us newbie virgins some advice eh?

Well, I was really nervous and young, so my body didn't work like it did now. Back then it was so easy to last that long, now it takes so much work.

When you're almost there slow down. Wait until the sensation passes, then start back up normally again.

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I beg your pardon as this is my first post. I'll try to make it short as possible, but I thought those concerned would like to hear some details... of course i've left a lot of them out :tu:. I came across this site as I was trying to do some shallow internet research on an experience I had three years ago, and I've been impressed with what I've seen in this community so I decided to join.

First, a little background on me and what lead up to the experience. I am diagnosed with bipolar I disorder, and three years ago I was going through my first (and so far only) true manic episode, to the point where it had psychotic features. I was a devout Christian at the time, and a lot of the psychotic features were religious in nature. In addition, I had just overcome an addiction to pornography, and hadn't had any sort of release/nocturnal emission for 3 months; also, I'm a virgin. Theologically, this means I had open doors at the time to demonic influences, particularly sexual sin. Aert the time of this manic awakening, I had no idea I was under the influence of a disorder, and combined with additional stress including 2 hours of sleep per night for 3 months, it lead to full blown psychosis. After staying awake for 3 days straight at the end of these 3 months, it happened.

I felt something touch my hand, not physically, but something deeper, down to my soul, and it warmed me while I was lying in bed wondering what was going

Thanks

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I'm only going reply to the first part now, because the middle part I may want to save for a date! :D whew !where my smokes ?(don't smoke)okay onwards...

oh first hello from a newer member here to share thoughts as You objectively have here. I have a Comment(a serious one finally)Sexual addiction officially became recognized around 5 years ago, I know from an associate involved with a Semi-In patient,addictions treatment centers for Alcoholism and drug addiction that the acceptance of this(sexual addiction I'm pretty sure its called) as a treatable condition that is a genetically predisposed"disease"(for lack of better word)and is often accepted by HMO's as legit and is often treatable in the same 12 step environments as drinkers and stoners alike,so before I derail further I'm going to go I'm going to go dim the lights and re-read the "middle" part...................B

Ralph :sit on it Potsie!

Potsie:sit on it Mouth!

afterthought:before bailing stopped myself from an tiny edit see i tou can guess what it was..........b.

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I agree with you here: when we are exposed to something corrupt, or against our spiritual nature (as children of God) we become desensitized to this corruption thru the flesh. Which can leave us spiritually exposed. We get used to the high (feel good) of the corrupted act, and want more corruption to satisfy this hunger -the hunger increases as it is fed... similar to a drug addiction. I relate to it similar to the mentality of a serial killer-- First it's curiousity to torture animals, then tortures animals for thrills, then pornography w/ distorted fantasy, the nerve to act out the fantasy, no nerve needed for next victims, then it becomes almost an addiction. Then this corruption has this killer completely. It becomes an addiction, and one of the flesh, and sexual in nature.

The best thing is to get out from it/ stop whatever it is, as soon as you realize you've been exposed spiritually and not go back to it, at least I would think.

holy cow!! I missed alot today!!! started last reply first sunny(yours) do we have a potential candidate for "most frustrating" OP of 07?......B

please throw me a bone!

There has to somebody who

wondered what barek will say ?

remember I need to be re-assured often!.................b

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I beg your pardon as this is my first post. I'll try to make it short as possible, but I thought those concerned would like to hear some details... of course i've left a lot of them out :tu:. I came across this site as I was trying to do some shallow internet research on an experience I had three years ago, and I've been impressed with what I've seen in this community so I decided to join.

First, a little background on me and what lead up to the experience. I am diagnosed with bipolar I disorder, and three years ago I was going through my first (and so far only) true manic episode, to the point where it had psychotic features. I was a devout Christian at the time, and a lot of the psychotic features were religious in nature. In addition, I had just overcome an addiction to pornography, and hadn't had any sort of release/nocturnal emission for 3 months; also, I'm a virgin. Theologically, this means I had open doors at the time to demonic influences, particularly sexual sin. At the time of this manic awakening, I had no idea I was under the influence of a disorder, and combined with additional stress including 2 hours of sleep per night for 3 months, it lead to full blown psychosis. After staying awake for 3 days straight at the end of these 3 months, it happened.

I felt something touch my hand, not physically, but something deeper, down to my soul, and it warmed me while I was lying in bed wondering what was going to happen to me. I was completely awake, but another post could describe the world I saw. I remember most of what happened so vividly. Her touch was perfect, and her master in the art beyond my imagination. I couldn't see her - I just felt sensations on my body and talked with her in my mind. She bid me to take her to a quiet place where my parents wouldn't hear, so I went out to the car in the dark.

Things further progressed sexually, and my energies were absolutely phenomenal - she always did the perfect thing to keep me going. As things progressed, I could begin to see more of her. The one thing that caught my eyes the most were hers - when I looked into them, I saw the stars and the heavens and thought of the atoms and matter that make each one, but all of that was still not enough to justify the eyes. They pointed me to another world, and all of what I saw in them pointed to an innocent desire to make love. Her body was effervescent, it changed according to what would arouse me the most, and I could not see her breasts or private parts - they were numb to the eyes. It was her hair, body type, skin color, ethnicity that all changed. She would morph seamlessly, moment by moment.

Another prominent feature of the experience was her scent. It was incredibly intoxicating, like a sort of indescribable flower with intimate features. It reminded me of everything that is good and beautiful in the world, and it described what I saw in her eyes. All of her touch - it wasn't so much physical as it was much, much deeper.

The whole nature of the experience was so innocent. I felt no guilt, no darkness, no lust whatsoever. The focus was on pleasing her, and in turn she wished to please me. She would often giggle and I felt as though we were in the Garden of Eden, making love for the first time in all creation, and that God had given her such a magnifiscent gift of doing so - I didn't believe that, but that's the closest way my mind could describe it.

She brought me to a certain point where I felt I could go no further, never achieving climax yet during the experience. All of a sudden, she broke down crying, telling me that I would be going through a very hard time. Just then, I saw a vision and felt presences around me. I was reminded of Christ and his experiences leading up to his crucifixion with visual hallucinations, and I saw the spiritual side of what was happening to him.

I asked her who she was, and she didn't answer. I saw that she understood that she could not understand the pain that i had just witnessed. After 6 hours from her first touch, she worked me to an incredible climax.

I had no idea at the time of what that being was I thought visited me. I thought it was an angel sent by God, as that intense experience helped get me through that hard time, and I saw a lot more of the world through the experience. But I've never heard of angels doing such things. It seems from what little research I've come across that this is related to a succubus visit. I didn't know what you guys think. Honestly, this experience has had a profound impact on me... In a way, it saved my life as that experience carried me through my hospitalization period soon afterwards. It did come with some deceit as well - which I see as a demonic feature as well that I won't get into.

I'm fascinated with the intersections of psychological states and the spiritual realm - and I believe mania with psychotic features is one way to explore this.

Oh, I wasn't touching myself for the record.

Does this sound characteristic of a succubus visit? Is it unheard of to have it while you're awake, as I was at this point (but with no sleep for 3 days)?

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Congratulations, you experienced your first ? orgasm by just using your imagination !! You go girl !!!!!

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Congratulations, you experienced your first ? orgasm by just using your imagination !! You go girl !!!!!

Uggh! :wacko:

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holy cow!! I missed alot today!!! started last reply first sunny(yours) do we have a potential candidate for "most frustrating" OP of 07?......B

.............b

I.. I... I .... don't feel frustrated, until I attempt to read & digest your post!

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Congratulations, you experienced your first ? orgasm by just using your imagination !! You go girl !!!!!

Um, eyeah... I'm a guy lol. Thanks I guess... But please guys try to avoid the act itself in your posting... The reason why I posted details was to allow you to have a feel for how real it was without giving too much away, and to see if it coincides with a succubus encounter :tu:.

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holy cow!! I missed alot today!!! started last reply first sunny(yours) do we have a potential candidate for "most frustrating" OP of 07?......B

Thank you... I am honored :)

So what frustrates you about the post?

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Well, I was really nervous and young, so my body didn't work like it did now. Back then it was so easy to last that long, now it takes so much work.

When you're almost there slow down. Wait until the sensation passes, then start back up normally again.

thanks :tu:

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I agree with Sunny98. Im having a hard time understanding you Barek.

okay get the point all :D as the weez bangs erasers after school (explain for her cold-e). guess I may need to reconsider the way i express mself here in the old paranormal discussion panel............... and by saying got the point you dont need to keep reminding me! tiny (FYI) sweetz

:tu: ............B

nevermind :blink:

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I.. I... I .... don't feel frustrated, until I attempt to read & digest your post!
for someone with all those arckey fashion issues(explain to beka) kinda coming down pretty hard on the hand-man :innocent:

as far as the I....I...I... part yes I GET the narcissim implication- was that a test? :tu:

back on topic: I still hear Nicole Richies voice in my head when i read the OP saying"thats hot!"

nevermind :hmm:

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back on topic: I still hear Nicole Richies voice in my head when i read the OP saying"thats hot!"

nevermind :hmm:

Barek - I thnk you're funny, but there are young viewers here. Please keep the discussion on track as I don't want this thread to be shut down. Keep the jokes to PMs... thanks.

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Barek - I thnk you're funny, but there are young viewers here. Please keep the discussion on track as I don't want this thread to be shut down. Keep the jokes to PMs... thanks.

gotcha bro! see how nicely he put that? tell barek hes funny and he'll go away! :devil:

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aw i quite enjoy reading his post. im sure the admins don't mind ^_^

I do too... I'm just worried about those who will take what he says past the line, and I would hate to be responsible for starting a thread that goes, well, south.

-Uraeus

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I do too... I'm just worried about those who will take what he says past the line, and I would hate to be responsible for starting a thread that goes, well, south.

-Uraeus

No offence gents not you worry I've gotten my knuckes cracked ! more than once! thanks to lufa ! Sydney huh , The Road Warrior(Mad Max 2)may in fact be this Yanks favorite movie of all time !

anyway topic :idid touch on a serious note with the addiction part ,as in every recovery, relapse is a distinct possiblity if a prescribed aftercare program isn't strictly adhered to! those often can include attending step based meetings, soliciting a sponser, the whole nine yards(miles) one that is critcal as as an after care policy I've heard is avoiding triggers ...anyway the succubus topic surfaced twice recently(mite have been opie) ....add that to a growing list of things I've dismissed EARLY .....B

Nick nack patty wack

Barek throws a bone

this will make the meds go home ...

Q:where did I edit trigger?.............b.

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anyway topic :idid touch on a serious note with the addiction part ,as in every recovery, relapse is a distinct possiblity if a prescribed aftercare program isn't strictly adhered to! those often can include attending step based meetings, soliciting a sponser, the whole nine yards(miles) one that is critcal as as an after care policy I've heart is avoiding triggers ...anyway the succubus topic surfaced twice recently(mite have been opie) ....add that to a growing list of things I've dismissed EARLY .....B

Well as far as sexual treatment goes, I sorted things out with my psychologist and a pastor, and pornography hasn't been a big problem since. Neither has the succubus been an issue. You're correct in that sexual addiction can be treated as a 12-step program... I basically went through the 12 steps naturally. It's the same 12 steps as drug/alcohol/even video game addiction (a recent development in psychological treatment).

Sexual problems and/or frustration would make sense to me to allow a succubus to attack, not to say that's the only factor.

-Uraeus

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Your Funny. :whistle:

thanks becca!

See!!! didn't that feel good! :tu:

dont know if you meant to but that actually cheered me up!!... really!(long day here!)

just gonna take my lumps so I dont get another brake pad hex put on me ! (ask me someday) ...B

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Um, eyeah... I'm a guy lol. Thanks I guess... But please guys try to avoid the act itself in your posting... The reason why I posted details was to allow you to have a feel for how real it was without giving too much away, and to see if it coincides with a succubus encounter :tu:.

OMG.......LOL.....My apologies , I thought you sounded like a 16 year old school girl who was starting to come to terms with her sexuality and so forth.......

So you're a guy !!!! Well you're as normal as any horny teenager out there going through puberty .......Please don't delve too much in this "succubus" crap ,

what you experienced could've been an overload of too much porn , imagination and hormones !!!!!!! Good luck in the future...............

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Sir....I think you went through a hell of a wet dream seriously.

For one....you would never have lasted hours your first time.

For 2...theres no such thing as a succubus or however its spelled otherwise I would have one as a pet.

For 3...Listen to your Docs

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Sir....I think you went through a hell of a wet dream seriously.

For one....you would never have lasted hours your first time.

For 2...theres no such thing as a succubus or however its spelled otherwise I would have one as a pet.

For 3...Listen to your Docs

You fight a succubus by singing her song backwards...then she'll go back to hell. You might also have to deal with the ever-shifty Loch Ness Monster, who will use a variety of methods to weasel $3.50 out of you...please someone recognize my reference lol... ;)

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