By: Chris | Location: South Africa
To this day I am scared and afraid of what I am. I have certain properties and abilities that I know for sure aren't natural but I've always been to scared to tell anyone as I don't want to sound like I'm crazy.
I believe that the world is hiding a lot of supernatural "things". I always have. I feel different to other humans, very different.
It all started when I was 10 years old. I was playing in a nearby forest with my friends, we were building bases out of tree debris. We made a path but it came to an end at the foot of a tall tree. Being 10 years old I thought I could pull the tall tree right out of the ground. My friends watched as I tugged at the tree trunk and all of a sudden the huge tree came right out of the ground. My friends ran off screaming and I was terrified. It seems impossible in every aspect but it happened for sure, I was not dreaming because some of my friends didn't want anything to do with me the next day, my one friend didn't even open his front door for me.
Ever since that incident I know I am different from the others, a stray from the pack but I never ever spoke up because I knew nobody would believe me. As I continued with my path of life I kept discovering new abilities.
The first ability is sort of like a super IQ. I am insanely clever , I get top marks for all my tests and exams and I literally barely study at all. I compare myself to the other top students who work themselves silly, and yet I beat them without even studying. I can remember things that I've read to the finest details long after I've read them. I also feel like I'm surrounded by idiots, no offense to normal humans but there's no other way for me to put it. I feel superiorly smarter than the humans who surround me. I also managed to learn 6 languages in a period of 6 months.
Another strange ability that I don't quite fully understand is my relationship with children, infants especially. I have the ability to stop a crying child or baby immediately just by looking them in the eyes. It doesn't even have to be up close, it can be from a distance but as soon as I look at any child or baby they stare at me with this expression on their faces as if they've seen an angel. Their eyes would fixate on me and follow me wherever I move. I also have this ability where absolutely any child loves me and will treat me like they've known me their whole lives. They will hug me and want to play children's games with me, for no reason at all, these are children I have never met before.
I also have really intense deja vu. I will dream of watching a movie but a few months later the movie has only just come out and I can remember and say every finest detail of the movie. I also have very vivid dreams where God is talking to me and he tells me himself in a way that I'm not normal.
An ability that I've recently discovered is the ability to understand the psychology and thinking process of any human just by meeting them once. I can tell you all about that persons personality and that persons desires in life just by meeting them once. I can tell you what that person would do if you were to say a certain thing to them or do something to them. I can predict their reactions and I'm always always right. I've never been wrong in reading someone. Just by meeting a person once, I know exactly how that persons mind works and how they think and do things.
Another ability is the power of my stare. I'm very modest but I have been told numerous times that I'm model material and before I met my girlfriend(who knows nothing about this) I literally used to get asked for my number at least three times a day by girls crushing on me. Obviously this attracts a lot of unwanted attention from guys who are jealous and angry and I've been in a confrontation numerous times. I know how to defend myself as I'm a black belt in shotokan karate and I've been doing MMA for a while, however, in every confrontation I simply glared into my opponents eyes and its like I could see what they were thinking, I could see their past, I could see everything about them. I would see my opponents pupils widen significantly and with that they would simply walk off. My glare usually only lasted about 4-5 seconds.
I don't really know how to explain this next ability but I can sort of feel energy and fields. I can walk into a room and suddenly feel an energy of evil in the same room with me. I would get extremely anxious and uncomfortable and walk out of the room. I also have heightened senses. I can see very far and hear extremely well, far beyond normal. I have exceptional muscle control and I get cold very easily.
My girlfriend and I were watching the twilight saga and I was amazed at how similar I was to one of the main characters....Edward Cullin(Robert Pattinson). Not in terms of abilities but in terms of features and psychology and personality. My girlfriend also picked it up. Its probably nothing but I really do feel a strange link with vampires in particular. I feel like I've been involved with them before...
My last ability is my exceptional gut feeling. I can sense danger far ahead , completely randomly. I can predict the outcome of any event or action and I've never been wrong.
The sad thing is, I have no control over most of these abilities. They happen on their own at random times and I continue to discover new abilities. I constantly have this feeling that I'm being watched by someone or something. I feel like there is a very specific reason for me having all these abilities, like something is going to happen soon and I , along with other people like me , will unite with each other and stop whatever it is that is going to happen. I know I'm not alone and I know that a lot of people aren't going to believe this story, but it is more real than you could possibly imagine. I know there are people out there like me who will understand this.