By: Spayashi310 | Location: Los Angeles
Image Credit: Louis Janmot
I had a very close relationship with my 106 year old Grandma. I was by her side I when she took her last breath. Since the day she died she has become my unwanted shadow and bedmate. I am never alone her spirit is with me 24-7.
I feel constant shaking under my feet when standing, shaking in my bed. The mattress feels like it's breathing and has a pulse and when I sit my seat shakes even while on the toilet. Orbs and flashes of light, the bedding rippling, blasts of arctic air and sensations of someone touching me.
I constantly plead for her to go. I thought she was waiting to transition after her service and burial. I put a pastry on a plate and I offered it to her. I could feel and see movement and I saw tiny white flecks moving about and eating it. The next day I put out her favorite, a rice ball. I could see the energy it looked like dancing pixelation. I watched the seaweed moving and again the white flecks eating it. I put it on my dresser and attempted to sleep with the bed shakes and by morning a third of it was gone. No one else was here. I was shocked and I put out a plate of meat and chopped vegetables. I left it on a tray and I was gone for about 5 hours, when I returned it was eaten but looked dehydrated and necrotized.
I had two different mediums to find out why and what's the message she needed to give me. My first reading was sharing her thoughts and love for me and said she was here to watch over me. We asked her to move on and to let go. At 106 she said she wasn't ready to die. She thought it was just a bad dream. Her service and burial were at week 4 . It's been 6 weeks, 24-7 constant shaking to the point of feeling like I'm losing my patience and my mind.
The lack of sleep and dealing with an intrusive spirit so intrusive. I ask her to let go and move on i called on another Medium. She had described her mannerisms and said what a stubborn lady. She had her arms crossed and a stern look on her face. She told her that she had died and she was not happy.
She was told that she can't stay here that it's time to let go and move on. She replied, 'No, that's okay I'm staying here with Lynne'. But the others above are waiting for you. She replied, 'so let then wait'. I burn sage daily, I play different frequencies, Put salt and a Himalayan salt lamp and crystals under my bed.
Nothing changed, her selective hearing continues.