By: Divasnana54 | Location: Powell,TN U.S.
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I'm hoping like others that come here, I am looking for help. For an answer and a solution. My problem started about 2 years ago. The first time I was cooking during the day and felt a finger poke me in my behind. I turned expecting a grandchild's face..nothing there. Maybe a week later my dog perked up in the floor where she was sleeping. I heard as well while reading from my cell phone.
I know this will sound weird because my family and friends don't know how to react to my telling them. I could see what I would think if a visible human were crawling into the bed towards me. I could see but could believe it and a paralyzed state. Not moving and saw the go in as if hands and knees. This invisible, and again with a finger or so it felt like poking me in the behind. I jumped and screamed and this DARK black being that looked like a man with no eyes. He seemed frightened at my fear and sprang up from the foot of the bed to a corner on the ceiling. Of course scared, I moved to the office/third bedroom.
Every night for the next 8 months my Border Collie would start barking with her hair standing up. Most all nights she would focused above my husband in his recliner. She did this every night for about 8 months even if my husband wasn't at home. Then this last Thanksgiving my daughter was in my room visiting and she notices a frisbee size gray spot ( I'll try to get a picture attached.) I had never noticed right above where my head lays down to sleep. Strange to me. There is crack that's been there almost 15 years. It doesn't seem to be a water stain. Anyway, I started noticing something lightly touching me from behind while I read before bed. My intuition told me that whatever was happening, this thing has sexual feelings if it has feelings. I would now fast forward to present and for about I would wake up....I think it would wake me up somehow and there in darkness of my room right above me was a softball size thing and as I've read here, it was blackest black I've ever seen.
At first I tried clearing my eyes as if it wasn't real. It's there alright. I haven't figured out if the shadow man and this now 2 years later black blob are the same because the shadow man also seemed to leave me with feeling of sex. I wasn't too scared just really wondered why this is happening. It explains a lot about the sad and unlucky events in my life during the last 2, years. Every night for about 2 weeks it kept bobbing above then starting coming too close to my face so for a week now I have slept with the lights on. I don't think that has been necessary since I was a small child.
Also wanted to mention with negative circumstances in last 2: years it seems that things like violence extreme behavior from me, my husband of 37 years and our adult son who lives here. The dog is sadly traumatized from all that's occurred. I meant to mention about 8 months before Thanksgiving 2019, my dog was quiet until also about month ago when the black blob appeared in my room. She doesn't seem to notice when it is attached to me which I find odd. Does that mean there is more than one entity here? I've seen it in the daytime and because my son and husband don't believe me I feel like pardon the expression,turned up the heat. Now, even with the lights on it's as if it waits for me in my room on the ceiling possibly around the gray spot. I don't see it so far with leaving the lights on but it's really touching me. I feel like I am feeling some kind of tentacles on the back of my neck.
I realize how insane this sounds but I'm so desperate for a solution I'm just throwing it all out in public. Somehow I'd love to find out if I'm imagining this whole thing but I feel really heavy. Heavier than too much Christmas dinner,in my lower stomach area. Right now, I had to get out of my bed because I think it's trying to stop me from writing for help. I can feel something wrapping around both of my legs. My hair,the strange feeling in my neck, and yes it is inside me. I can absolutely feel it move around as if I'm pregnant. I'm not even in bed but im in the office chair.
I tried sleeping with my husband (we're old) and as he watched TV, it appeared as the black blob and got much larger above my head and was light gray then back to darkest black. My husband looked and it disappears so he saw nothing. I try not to have fear because I feel it likes negative energy. I will also add that as a Christian with a very open mind I feel like I brought here. I don't drink. No drugs. I've tried a sage smudge stick praying in Jesus name. I've asked believing friends and so far I'm physically uncomfortable my family thinks I'm crazy and sleepy. I don't close my eyes comfortably until daylight. I'm going to stop. I'm sorry this is so long. This is the short version. PLEASE if anyone has suggestions I'm open to listen. It's on my head at this moment making it tingle. I hope someone else can relate because I may end up in an asylum.